notevenhere

notevenhere

Ghost Angel
Apr 27, 2023
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I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can add them to this thread.

SS ASSUMED SUCCESSFUL

iceiceice722: 20g, 48 hour regimen meto, antacid.

Stan: 20g in 50ml water, stat dose antiemetic Buccastem (prochlorperazine), 200mg tramadol, OTC antacid, fasted for at least 5 hours.

Moonicide: 25g in luke warm water drank through straw to help with taste, 48 hour regimen meto, 1000mg ibuprofen, 1000mg gabapentin, 800mg Tagamet, 8 hour fasting, throat and stomach burning afterward, pain rated 3.5/10, after 5 minutes needed to lay down, heart beating fast, feeling really warm but no pain, vomited twice, after 10 minutes breathing heavily, gasping for air, sounds like choking. After 10 minutes breathing slows down, leg spasms and grunting and loud groaning sounds. After 15 minutes vomits again, unconscious after 20 minutes. Witness did not think it was entirely peaceful.

Chat room: 25g, 72 hours regimen meto, 6 hour fast, ranitidine, tasted bad, burning throat, breathing slowly, 20 minutes after ingesting vomited violent, sounds indicated it became a very tough experience, horrible respiratory sounds, really distressing, don't know when she fell unconscious but we didn't talk anymore, 45 minutes after drinking she stopped breathing and dead (report from person who was on the telephone while someone took SN, could hear noises and groaning, did not think it was peaceful).

gambardella: 2 tablespoons in as little water as possible, 48 hour regimen with metopimazine, fasted for 8 hours, sleeping pills (doxylamine) 30 mins before the SN drink, 1000mg paracetamol but no antacids. Slight stomach discomfort and throat hurts a bit, heart beating super-fast!

MeltingHeart: 48 hour regimen with meto but missed out last triple dose, 2 parcetamol plus 1 Zantac, a few low dose benzos.

BPD-LE: 20g in 50ml water, stat dose of quetiapine, 8 hour fast, withdrew fluids 2 hours before SN, antacid 4 x Rennie.

metalchic_74: 27g, 8 hours fasting, stat dose 400 mg of quetiapine, 2-3mg Ativan, antacid Tagamet, 2 ibuprofen, fast heartbeat, dizzy.

Tearygirl: 25g, stat dose of 30mg meto, take painkiller and benzo 1 hour before, meto 45 mins before, and antacid 30 mins before, 1000mg Tylenol, 0.5mg lorazepam, 20mg famotidine.

Suicidal4Ever: 20 capsules, stat dose antiemetic, benzos. Neck and chest feel overfilled already from taking capsules.

Neverod: 20g in 75ml water, 48 hour meto regimen, 4 teaspoons magnesium milk, throat burns, drowsy.

Spiderman_32: 22g in 68g water, stat dose of 3 buccastem m (3mg).

trynacbt: 48 hour regimen meto, 400mg ibuprofen, 3mg Lexotan, 800mg Tagamet, slight burning at back of throat, fast heartbeat, some nausea, feel thirsty, really peaceful, feel sedated, limbs heavy, anxious, drowsy.

Kvothe_alThor: 20g, 48 hour regimen with meto, 300mg ranitidine, after 3 minutes fast heartbeat, feel dizzy but no pain.

shango: 15g, stat dose of 30mg meto, fasted all day, in a hotel.

EBEN30: SN and Omeprazole.

JordT: 20g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen with meto, ranitidine, oxycodone, diazepam.

Bumblebee: 20g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen with meto, ranitidine, oxycodone, diazepam.

Karangel25: ~20g in 100ml water, meto.

melanar: 20g, 48 hour regimen with meto, alprazolam.

NeCkDeEp: 2-3 tablespoons SN in 100ml water, 1000mg ibuprofen, anxiolytics, 3 Rennie, 3 sleeping pills, fast heartbeat, drowsy.

heylightiforgot: tablespoon of SN, stat dose antiemetic, 20mg diazepam, acid reducer.

peaceminusbts: 20g in 50/100ml water, 48 hour regimen domperidone, 3 x 45mg ranitidine, 8 hour fasting.

LuxelDrief: 22g in 70ml water, stat dose meto, 800mg cimetidine, 8 hour fast, metamizol.

Davy: 25g, stat dose meto, zantac, lorazepam.

timetogo: 2 tablespoons in 50ml water, 3 x 75mg ranitidine, fast for 36 hours, throat warm, heaving but not vomiting, do not feel nauseous, hands falling asleep, pain, vomiting swallow back, cannot breathe.

Lunaemoth: 20g, 48 hour regimen meto, 800mg of Tagamet, ibuprofen, feel dizzy, fast loud heartbeat, overheated but hands cold and shaky, pale, nauseous, almost blacked out getting up, feel better laying down.

Kakabushi: 48 hour regimen meto.

Tristesse: Haven't pass out yet 16min after taking SN, the heart rate raised a lot, now the eyesight is a little influenced, dizzy and ringing in the ears now.

Funkygibbon: SN in 20 capsules, vomited but had recently eaten, turned blue, no pain, vision going spotty.

Whatshername: 48 hours regimen meto, acid reducers, Xanax.

Northerngirl1965: 10g in 100ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, 800mg Tagamet, Benadryl, Kalm tab.

Purple777: 15g in 100ml water, 48 hour regime meto, 800mg Tagamet, Xanax, 12 hour fast.

Jackblade: 20g in ~70ml water, stat dose domperidone (3 x 10mg), omeprazole (1 x 10mg).

Kemis: 30g, 48 hour regimen cyclizine (3 x 50mg per day), pepto bismol, Ranitidine (4 x 75mg), Zantac.

Spartacus00: 10g in water, 32 pills SN (each holds 0.5g), vomited, headache, shaky.

Kukubananas: 3 teaspoons SN (approx.. 17-18g), 100mg of dimenhydrinate, 50 mg of meclizine, 800mg of Tagamet, fasted for about 18 hours, fast heartbeat, very nauseous, no headache, cannot breathe, vomited, back of throat hurts, keep coughing, dizzy, stomach feels funny, hot, hard to concentrate, like being drunk, nausea passed after a while, hands shaky, body feels heavy, no energy, feel faint.

Rocksandsand: 20g, stat dose meto, benzos, antacid, did not fast, slight stomach discomfort, vomited.

bubbletea: 20g, stat dose domperidone (30mg), 10mg diazepam, fast heartbeat.

Vegrau: 20g, no antiemetic, cimetidine 800mg, lorazepam 6mg, fasted 24 hours.

Lunar: 15g in 60ml of water, stat dose meto (40mg), 4 x 75g Ranitidine, 1000mg Ibuprofen, fasted 8 hours, fast heartbeat, no pain, sleepy and relaxed.

Karangel25: 30g, 48 hour regimen meto.

Cloudz: 20g in 125ml water, stat dose 30mg meto, Tagamet 800mg, fast heartbeat.

Zal: 12 capsules SN, no antiemetic, feel a bit under the weather, high pulse.

Oblivion Lover: 25g, 48 hour regime meto, Cimetidine 200mg, Lorazepam 2mg, 8 hour fasting.

AnxiouslyDepressed: 20g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, 1mg clonazepam, 120mg propranolol, 1mg Xanax, 4mg diazepam, 1000mg paracetamol, 20ml Milk of Magnesia, 8 hour fast, gagged slightly due to salty taste, dizzy, no nausea.

SoupSnakes: 25g in 50ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, 1g paracetamol, 100mg amitriptyline, 800mg Tagamet, 8 hour fast.

daikon: 48 hour regimen meto, 400mg ibuprofen, klonopin.

peaceminusbts: 20g in 100ml water, 48 hour regimen domperidone, rantadine, fasting for 8 hours.

Kronos: 25g, 10 hour regimen meto, 200mg propranolol, 1000mg paracetamol.

SpecialK: 21g, stat dose 300mg of Quietiapine, 2x 400mg of Advil, 2 Gravol, 2 Tagamet, almost vomited after drinking, fast heartbeat, drifting away, vision blurry.

Readytoendit: 20g, no antiemetic, 800mg Tagamet, advil, slight headache and nausea after 3 minutes, not a great deal of pain, felt peaceful about the decision.

Escaper Boy: 20g, stat dose meto, cimetidine.

epil: 20g, no antiemetic, 900mg ranitidine

Godofdeathftw: 48 hour regimen meto, Zoltan, fasted 8 hours.

isam: stat dose meto, 1000mg paracetamol.

PrincessStepford: 20g in 75ml water, 48 hour regimen meto, doesn't taste too bad.

SS UNSUCCESSFUL

drakewantstogo: 17g, stat dose of 30mg metoclopramide, 225mg Zantac, fasted for more than 8 hours, after 5 minutes vomited 3 times, after 15 minutes did not feel drowsy, felt happy and excited at first but then felt anxiety, mild dissociation, blindness, felt bad – pain 6/10, called emergency services, arrived 45 minutes after intake.

Querry1: 15g in 60ml water, stat dose of weak antiemetic, fasted for 6 hours, heart beating fast, vomited after 20 minutes, after 30 minutes felt unbearable pain 6-7/10, called emergency services, blacked out after 1 hour.

Mortalscreensaver: 10g, no antiemetic or acid regulator but fasted for 24 hours, slowly sipped liquid and did not finish, lips turned blue, felt dizzy when walking, fainted after 10 minutes.

clover: 50g, baking soda as acid inhibitor, no fasting, wasn't able to finish drink because of saltiness and drowsiness, tried to walk but felt weak and collapsed, found by girlfriend, felt nauseous and "out of it," lost consciousness and had seizures, emergency services called, no permanent damage.

21Neberg: 20g in 150ml water, no antiemetic, no antacid, 24 hour fast, lips turned blue, fainted 10 minutes later, did not finish glass, still sipping it when found, dizzy when walking, found by mother, emergency services called, fully recovered

ultraviolet sin: 20g drank over an hour, regimen meto, Xanax, no fasting, didn't vomit, didn't hurt, felt euphoric, found by police in hotel room 1 hour 40 minutes after, "out of it" while being treated.

Mich517: 20g in 100ml DMSO, vomited a lot, similar to partial hanging, vision affected, felt like passing out, convulsions, hands shaking, fell as stood up, not fully conscious, slept it off, no pain, nausea.

X-Kid: 2 tablespoons in 1.5 cups water, had two sips, 8mg ondansetron afterward, felt fine but burning in nostrils, unconscious after 20 minutes, no pain, roommate found him passed out with blue/grey face and called emergency services, doctors claimed would be dead if not found.

Lotus: 20g, stat dose antiemetic, fasted all day, loss of vision/vision blurred, vomited after 20 minutes then felt no pain, fast heartbeat, passed out, police came into room after last sip as someone had called emergency services.

Divine Trinity: Took SN and other than the burning sensations (minor to me), I can't remember much after lying down. The burning is similar to acid reflux in the oesophagus and stomach, slightly worse since it lingers. Only reason I survived was because someone called the cops after I was under, woke up handcuffed to the hospital bed.

axorz: 17g, stat dose of meto, benzos, Tagamet, 8 hour fast. Vomited immediately after drinking, lost consciousness after about 10 seconds, brother called ambulance. No long term consequences.

Jen0804: SN mixed with orange juice. After effects – alopecia, hair started coming out within that same week and continued until June. It's slowly growing back now, periods stopped completely so I believe it can mess up hormones/endocrine - not sure about long term fertility or male fertility etc., immediately after taking it and the whole two weeks after, my kidneys and bowels just weren't functioning, also couldn't feel hunger. I ate an apple and two bites of a hospital sandwich for a whole week or so (drank as normal) but I was so not hungry.

Funkygibbon: 8 or 9 SN in capsules, went outside for a cigarette, within 10mins I was found because a neighbour walked past, my lips were blue and I was ghostly white, my only symptoms were a massive headache, I didn't feel sick or anything, my neighbour called an ambulance.

L0ne1ygh0st: 15g in 100ml water, no antiemetic, stat dose quetiapine, vomited, sore throat, headache, fast heartbeat but peaceful, boyfriend found her and called emergency services.

zajebistakaczka: 20g, 48 hour regimen of meto, alprazolam, 2mg Xanax.

Ifisieyoung: no antiemetic, vomited, sleepy, hot, didn't realise how fast it would work and someone found me, would recommend this method and I will be trying it again this weekend.

Eden2k: SN in sips at first, felt nauseous but didn't vomit, gulped down the rest, vomited in 10 minutes, severe headache, pain in my lower part of my back and stomach cramps probably down to vomiting, hadn't eaten or taken anti-acid or antiemetics, assumed it hadn't worked so lied down because I had the headache from hell, woke up early hours the next day, looked in the mirror, discolouration of skin, tried to get out of bed but stumbled and knocked things down, other customers in the hotel room next door reporting loud crashing from my room, hotel staff let themselves in when they couldn't get a response, had passed out on the floor.

Minudah: 5 teaspoons in ½ cup DMSO, ¾ rubbed into skin, no antiemetics, abdominal pain, mouth dry, dizzy, lethargic, weak, vision going black, headache, bad chest pains, muscle pains, fatigue, nauseous, stiffness, shaking, called emergency services.

Suicidal4Ever: 3 teaspoons in 100ml water, no antiemetic, 3 x benzo, had drunk alcohol, tired, doubt if I've taken enough, vomited 3 hours after taking, heart felt it was going to burst out of chest, went to sleep, woke with hangover, headache, head ringing, eyes pulsing, blue lips and fingernails, continued vomiting next day but almost back to normal.

Notf1xable: 25g in 100ml water, no antiemetic, zolfran, antacid, 8 hour fast, vomited after drinking, burned going down, didn't finish full dose, lay down, sweaty, dizzy, vision affected, sore body like flu, feeling out of it, called emergency services.

Kaluk: 20g in 100ml water, no antiemetics or benzos, fasted 13 hours but had a few beers, nauseous and dizzy, lost consciousness 20-30 minutes after taking SN, accidentally turned up stereo and complaint made to police about one hour after taking SN, resuscitated and sectioned for two weeks, doctors said would have died if taken in 30-40 minutes later.

NEWS ARTICLES

Wira Wahyudi Sinuraya died after ingested 100 times safe amount.

Robert Laurie Coates died after SN ingestion.

Joshua Barton died after SN ingestion.

Juanita Ainsley died after SN ingestion.

20 year old girl died after SN ingestion.

Inezi Scychocki Serafine 20g in 200ml of water.

Ashley Walker died after SN ingestion.

Teresa Sunna, 28 year old, died after SN ingestion, lethal dose for humans is set at around 22 milligrams per kilo of body weight.

Brett Stevens and a 24-year-old woman found dead at AirBnB in Scotland.

Shawn Shatto was found blue, cold, lying on the floor, she wasn't breathing.

Mathew Mindler Former Child Star, Died By Suicide With $15 Amazon Product

Empire actress Lindsey Pearlman died by suicide in February from sodium nitrite poisoning, found dead in her car

Edward Leclair, 57, Pedophile killed himself in courtroom by drinking sodium nitrite, found unconscious in a holding cell, Shortly after entering the holdover cell, he started vomiting, and emergency services were called, in hospital he was pronounced dead

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES (SUCCESSFUL)

17 year old dental nurse died after taking a single 1g tablet of sodium nitrite.

A man in his 30s who had exhibited mild depression was found dead in his house. At autopsy, the lividity of the face and back was greenish grey, and the blood was tinted a chocolate brown colour. Level of methemoglobin was 83.4% by spectrophotometry.

A case of methemoglobinemia caused by the accidental contamination of drinking-water with sodium nitrite. The patient had a MetHb concentration of 49%. The amount of sodium nitrite ingested was estimated to be 0.7g.

Two cases of fatal methemoglobinemia resulting from ingestion of laxative solution inadvertently contaminated with sodium nitrite are described. Postmortem toxicological examination revealed methemoglobin levels in excess of 75% in both patients – a level that is uniformly fatal. The laxative solution was found to contain sodium nitrite instead of sodium sulfate at a concentration of 15 g/L. The pathophysiology of methemoglobinemia and a review of other reported cases of toxic methemoglobinemia are presented. Marked cyanosis in the face of intact cardiorespiratory function should alert the physician to the possibility of toxic methemoglobinemia.

A 76-year-old man collapsed and rapidly developed brady-asystolic cardiac arrest 25 min following self-poisoning with an unknown quantity of crystalline sodium nitrite. On arrival in the ED the patient was asystolic with cardiopulmonary resuscitation in progress. Haemoglobin concentration was 110 g/L, arterial methaemoglobin measured 82.6% and serum lactate 9.6 mmol/L. Antioxidative treatment was undertaken with total 5 mg/kg intravenous methylene blue administered in divided aliquots. Despite prolonged resuscitative efforts the patient died.

Below I had attached cases screenshots as I am not able to copy the text in pdf

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44 year old male


was found dead in his room, with a note saying sn ingestion, apart from previous suicide attempts patient had no past medical history

30 year old male

Was in suicidal ideation who was witnessed consuming sn which he purchased from online, he died on the way to the hospital, he had mental illness and several attempts of suicide in the past.

SCIENTIFIC ARTICLES (UNSUCCESSFUL)

A 23-year-old female presented to the emergency department after intentionally ingesting an unspecified amount of sodium nitrate. She presented by ambulance to the hospital profoundly cyanotic and unresponsive. The patient's initial methemoglobin level was 92.7%.

A 52-year-old male was transported to hospital after being found at home by family, unconscious and slumped awkwardly for approximately 24 hours. After treatment reported chest pains, kidney injury due to SN, deep vein thrombosis, cognitive impairment (unclear if this was due to past history of ECT or SN).

Sodium nitrite ingestion for suicidal attempt, presented in unconsciousness, shock and deeply cyanosed condition. He was pulseless and had no recordable BP with methemoglobin level of 77%. He completely recovered after two days. Survival in a case of methemoglobinemia with extremely high level of methemoglobin, non-recordable BP and deep cyanosis is rarely reported.

Poisoning with sodium nitrite in three family members after eating homemade sausages given to them by their neighbour who was a butcher. The concentration of sodium nitrite in the homemade sausages was about 3.5g per 1kg of meat, almost 30 times higher than allowed according to legislation. A 70-year-old man died about 7 hours after consuming the meal, while two women, 53 and 67 years of age, respectively, were admitted to a toxicology clinic the following day due to food poisoning, with the maximum concentration of MHb in blood of 33.7 and 20.4%, respectively. They were discharged 3 days later. The autopsy of the deceased man showed sodium nitrite poisoning with a relatively low concentration of MHb in his blood – 9.87%. Death was attributed to the exacerbation of hypertensive and ischemic heart disease, resulting from accidental sodium nitrite poisoning.

11 men, aged 60 to 80, had been admitted to hospital with cyanosis and shock. In each instance illness occurred within 5 to 30 minutes after eating breakfast. They became dizzy, felt weak, and complained of abdominal cramps. Eight of them vomited and all had diarrhoea. Five of them became unconscious shortly after onset of symptoms. They had subnormal temperatures, cold extremities, and low blood pressures. In addition, all had cyanosis. All but one patient recovered. This man, age 82, died the following morning. Autopsy revealed bronchopneumonia. The only other abnormal finding was a diffuse mahogany brown discoloration of the organs.

A 28-year-old man was brought to our emergency department because of transient loss of consciousness and cyanosis. He was immediately intubated and ventilated with 100% oxygen. A blood test revealed a methemoglobin level of 92.5%. Outcome. We treated the patient with gastric lavage, activated charcoal, and methylene blue (2 mg/kg) administered intravenously. Soon after receiving methylene blue, his cyanosis resolved and the methemoglobin level began to decrease. After relocation to the intensive care unit, his consciousness improved and he could recall ingesting approximately 15 g sodium nitrite about 1 hour before he was brought to our hospital. The patient was discharged on day 7 without neurologic impairment.

A woman in her 20s was brought to the casualty clinic due to symptoms of psychosis, and it was deemed necessary to section her. While she was there, she drank two small bottles of reagents that she found in a Strep test kit. She then became somnolent and her oxygen saturation decreased. Guidance from the Poisons Information Centre was required for rapid clarification and correct treatment.

We present two patients who were treated for an intentional overdose of sodium nitrite. When ingested sodium nitrite leads to severe methaemoglobinaemia, resulting in severe hypoxia (as methaemoglobin does not transport oxygen), vasodilation and hypotension. Symptoms include cyanosis, headache, nausea, convulsions, coma and death. When measured by pulse oximetry, patients with a sodium nitrite intoxication and severe methaemoglobinaemia generally have an oxygen saturation of around 85%. This value is unreliable as the oxygen content of the blood is often extremely low - this can be confirmed by arterial blood gas analysis. Treatment of sodium nitrite intoxication consists of intravenous administration of methylthioninium chloride 1-2 mg/kg. Methylthioninium chloride converts the methaemoglobin back to haemoglobin.

A 20-year-old man presented to the ED after intentional ingestion of 750 mg of powdered sodium nitrite(98% by weight). He had been experiencing major depressive disorder for the last 6 months but had not taken medicine recently. He was under stress from a college issue and felt pressured to succeed in the future. He remained depressed for most of the day and repeatedly thought of death. He prepared a pill by filling an empty pill capsule with sodium nitrite powder and taking it with water at home. One hour later, the patient visited the ED. He stated that he obtained information on how to make the suicide pill from an online suicide forum and purchased sodium nitrite online. He brought a bottle containing 500 grams of 98% sodium nitrite by weight that he purchased online (Fig. 3). He experienced only mild nausea a few minutes after ingesting a self-produced suicide pill. A physical examination revealed no signs of central or peripheral cyanosis, and the patient was hemodynamically stable. The initial methemoglobin level was 4.8. His methemoglobin level returned to normal 2 hours after ingestion. Methemoglobin levels did not change following repeated measurements. The patient recovered without any problems with conservative supportive treatment.

This person used low purity sodium nitrite, A 23-year-old male with a medical history significant for previous suicide attempts, polysubstance use disorder in remission from alcohol and benzodiazepine use, nicotine dependence, current marijuana use, bipolar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and irritable bowel syndrome presented to the emergency department via emergency medical services (EMS) after intentional overdose. Patient reported ingesting 2 teaspoons of sodium nitrite he obtained from Walmart.com 6 hours before presentation in an attempt to end his life.The patient reported losing consciousness after ingestion and waking up in his own vomit and feces. He felt confused and called EMS. In the emergency department (ED), the patient acknowledged nausea, vomiting, and bowel incontinence. He complained of severe diffuse abdominal pain that was 8/10 in severity. He had used marijuana that day. He denied chest pain, shortness of breath, coingestion with other prescription drugs, over-the-counter drugs, street drugs, and ethanol. He had no auditory hallucinations, current suicidal ideation, or current homicidal ideation. Patient was released with no damage.

Credits to @hadenough

SN Success rate 83%. Less than 20% reported pain


44/53 of those that took it on purpose died (89% of men died, 67% of women, but the sample size for women was smaller)
Even 57% of those that were hospitalized died
In 95 cases, it was possible to collect information relating to the symptoms (Figure 3). The symptoms that were most commonly presented were cyanosis of the face and/or extremities (64; 48.49%), breathing abnormalities (64; 48.49%), altered level of consciousness (57; 43.18%), dizziness (30; 22.73%), vomiting (28; 21.21%), nausea (22; 16.67%), pain (headache: 18, 13.64%; abdominal pain: 1, 0.76%, and chest pain: 1, 0.76%), and tachycardia (19; 14.39%).

Ijerph 19 13996 g003


Credits to @neonlol and his thread

okay but what does Meto mean?
 
imonadeadline

imonadeadline

Call me Line! :P
Aug 15, 2023
83
I see that one of the last successful attempts here used 1000mg of paracetamol which is what I'm planning. I just wanna ask, what does "stat dose meto" mean?
 
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Erik.t.f

Experienced
Jun 1, 2023
210
I see that one of the last successful attempts here used 1000mg of paracetamol which is what I'm planning. I just wanna ask, what does "stat dose meto" mean?
Isn't 1000 mg the dose you are supposed to take??
 
TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

Wizard
Aug 30, 2022
619
Absolutely crazy reading all that…….so many doing it their "own" way and end up in all kinds of trouble 🧐
 
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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
312
This blows my mind, I wanted to get a rough percentage of how successful SN is and it's MIND BLOWING. The failure rate seems to only be 24.3% This is amazing and we're still probably missing success cases.

SUCCESSFUL

  1. iceiceice722
  2. Stan
  3. Moonicide
  4. Chat room
  5. gambardella
  6. MeltingHeart
  7. BPD-LE
  8. metalchic_74
  9. Tearygirl
  10. Suicidal4Ever
  11. Neverod
  12. Spiderman_32
  13. trynacbt
  14. Kvothe_alThor
  15. shango
  16. EBEN30
  17. JordT
  18. Bumblebee
  19. Karangel25
  20. melanar
  21. NeCkDeEp
  22. heylightiforgot
  23. peaceminusbts
  24. LuxelDrief
  25. Davy
  26. timetogo
  27. Lunaemoth
  28. Kakabushi
  29. Tristesse
  30. Funkygibbon
  31. Whatshername
  32. Northerngirl1965
  33. Purple777
  34. Jackblade:
  35. Kemis
  36. Spartacus00
  37. Kukubananas
  38. Rocksandsand
  39. bubbletea
  40. Vegrau
  41. Lunar
  42. Karangel25
  43. Cloudz
  44. Zal
  45. Oblivion Lover
  46. AnxiouslyDepressed
  47. SoupSnakes
  48. daikon
  49. peaceminusbts
  50. Kronos
  51. SpecialK
  52. Readytoendit
  53. Escaper Boy
  54. epil
  55. Godofdeathftw
  56. isam
  57. PrincessStepford
  58. Wira Wahyudi Sinuray
  59. Robert Laurie Coates
  60. Joshua Barton
  61. Juanita Ainsley
  62. 20 year old girl
  63. Inezi Scychocki Serafine
  64. Ashley Walker
  65. Teresa Sunna
  66. Brett Stevens
  67. Shawn Shatto
  68. Mathew Mindler
  69. Lindsey Pearlman
  70. Edward Leclair
  71. 17 year old dental nurse
  72. A man in his 30s
  73. A case of methemoglobinemia
  74. Two cases
  75. A 76-year-old man
  76. 23 year old female
  77. 19 year old female
  78. 20 year old female
  79. 22 year old male
  80. 30 year old male
  81. 19 year old female
  82. 48 year old female
  83. 49 year old female
  84. 44 year old male
  85. 30 year old male
  86. 18 year-old male
  87. 48 year-old female
  88. 41 year-old male
  89. 32 year-old male
  90. 29 year-old male
  91. 27-year-old male
  92. 38 year-old male
  93. 14 year old male
  94. 29 year old female
  95. 47 year-old male
  96. Lukas19:
  97. Mimi_
  98. Torch:
  99. Arcadia:
  100. LetzteAusfahrt
  101. Lollypop24
  102. Willto
  103. BabyCamus
UNSUCCESSFUL

  1. drakewantstogo
  2. Querry1
  3. Mortalscreensaver
  4. clover
  5. 21Neberg
  6. ultraviolet sin
  7. Mich517
  8. X-Kid
  9. Lotus
  10. Divine Trinity
  11. axorz
  12. Jen0804
  13. Funkygibbon
  14. L0ne1ygh0st
  15. zajebistakaczka
  16. Ifisieyoung
  17. Eden2k
  18. Minudah
  19. Suicidal4Ever
  20. Notf1xable
  21. Kaluk
  22. A 23-year-old female
  23. A 52-year-old male
  24. Sodium nitrite ingestion
  25. Poisoning with sodium nitrite
  26. 11 men
  27. A 28-year-old man
  28. A woman in her 20s
  29. We present two patients
  30. 20-year-old man
  31. 23-year-old male
  32. Skylarwhiteyo104781
  33. Willitpass:
Shouldn't this be assumed successful? With no witnesses confirming success these people could have failed, but maybe didn't report it. I'm reading up on Uitweg (Dignified Dying) by Boudewijn Chabot in which he describes the importance of witnesses (mostly to describe success and the side-effects) if you're doing credible research.
 
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Chelsea Leng

Student
Feb 3, 2024
139
successful rate of SN is low and the process is too long and suffering.
so many people get obsessed with this method because of the lack of CTB resource.
sigh~
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
successful rate of SN is low and the process is too long and suffering.
so many people get obsessed with this method because of the lack of CTB resource.
sigh~
Why do you think it's low? Vizzy calculated that it's around 89% and most of the failures are from being found
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Jan 21, 2024
400
successful rate of SN is low and the process is too long and suffering.
so many people get obsessed with this method because of the lack of CTB resource.
sigh~
I have seen 2 sucessfull attempts recently in this forum. It looks like SN is reliable if you follow the PPH protocol.
 
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onlyconsciousness

Member
Apr 29, 2024
41
Thanks for this overview of successful and failed attempts with SN, as terrible as it is to see it and picture faces of people in your mind.
 
Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
312
Why do you think it's low? Vizzy calculated that it's around 89% and most of the failures are from being found
Unless you have reliable witnesses to confirm those cases you can not be 100% sure of the so-called successful attempts. For all we know it's just people pretending. You do realize not everything you read on the Internet is real, right?
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Unless you have reliable witnesses to confirm those cases you can not be 100% sure of the so-called successful attempts. For all we know it's just people pretending. You do realize not everything you read on the Internet is real, right?
So people just pretended to leave the forum and never come back? All of them?
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
7,258
So people just pretended to leave the forum and never come back? All of them?
No, probably not all of them, but who knows? I don't know. You don't know. Nobody knows. Everything is only anecdotal. And yes, there are a lot of pretenders, people who happen by, interact for a bit to get whatever "jollies" they have off, get bored, and then move on.
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
1,892
No, probably not all of them, but who knows? I don't know. You don't know. Nobody knows. Everything is only anecdotal. And yes, there are a lot of pretenders, people who happen by, interact for a bit to get whatever "jollies" they have off, get bored, and then move on.
Well, those people had goodbye threads telling others about their method. Could be faking perhaps who knows, better than nothing
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,258
Well, those people had goodbye threads telling others about their method. Could be faking perhaps who knows, better than nothing
In all the time I've been here, I've only been able to verify one suicide, and that is only because the person "accidentally" included enough information in their goodbye/method/help thread that I was able to take the vague clues and creatively perform multiple google searches until I was able to place an actual real name and face with the SaSu user. I'm not saying there aren't many, even a majority amount, of SaSu users who are legit and actually ctb. I'm only saying that there are some, who knows how many, that are imposters. It's just the nature of a forum like this to attract those who just want to see what this place is all about, and some of those people "stage" exits when they're finished here. It is what it is.
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
1,892
In all the time I've been here, I've only been able to verify one suicide, and that is only because the person "accidentally" included enough information in their goodbye/method/help thread that I was able to take the vague clues and creatively perform multiple google searches until I was able to place an actual real name and face with the SaSu user. I'm not saying there aren't many, even a majority amount, of SaSu users who are legit and actually ctb. I'm only saying that there are some, who knows how many, that are imposters. It's just the nature of a forum like this to attract those who just want to see what this place is all about, and some of those people "stage" exits when they're finished here. It is what it is.
Well yeah we can never know
 
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Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
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So people just pretended to leave the forum and never come back? All of them?
It's called 'sockpuppets'. Chances are they never left and simply created another identity. I've seen it many times on Usenet and I'm 100% sure it happens on this forum as well.

I'm not saying none of the cases are real, but let's not be gullible: there could be fakes. If you want credible research, then you need trustworthy witnesses.

Also, people take several meds in combination with SN, but do they really counteract the side-effects? This is something that Boudewijn Chabot mentions in his book 'Uitweg' (Dignified Dying). He states there is not enough (real) research about the SN method.
 
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sundown12

drama queen
Oct 5, 2022
150
i feel like half of the unsuccessful attempts would be successful if the damn doctors backed off and didn't try to save the person. i hate this pro-life society, just let people die in peace, jfc
 
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AveMori

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Feb 10, 2023
99
Some of those kinda terrify me, especially the ones where another person was on a call with the person CTBing and described what they heard as not peaceful.
 
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Roadrunner

Student
Mar 18, 2024
164
Vizzy, the original poster in this thread successfully used this method. I didn't hear how it went, other than he succeeded and found the peace he searched for.
 
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Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
548
Too many of these attempts involve concerning symptoms.
 
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ms_beaverhousen

*can't breathe*
Mar 14, 2024
1,228
This is quite extensive... what made you do this? Thanks btw.
 
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LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,215
This is quite extensive... what made you do this? Thanks btw.
OP is dead so he won't be answering.

There was always a lot of debate raging around this topic so he wanted to compile a database of sorts so people could have easy access to the pool of information (with the usual caveats mentioned above as far as credibility goes).
 
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J&L383

Mage
Jul 18, 2023
571
The number of young people wanting to end their existence is truly Heartbreaking!
I agree. I understand that heartache has no age restriction, but I wish that young people could be more insulated from the pressures of the modern world. ☹️😢
 
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secondaryinfertiliy

Member
May 1, 2024
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This is invaluable, thank you for collecting this info!
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,431
This blows my mind, I wanted to get a rough percentage of how successful SN is and it's MIND BLOWING. The failure rate seems to only be 24.3% This is amazing and we're still probably missing success cases.

SUCCESSFUL

  1. iceiceice722
  2. Stan
  3. Moonicide
  4. Chat room
  5. gambardella
  6. MeltingHeart
  7. BPD-LE
  8. metalchic_74
  9. Tearygirl
  10. Suicidal4Ever
  11. Neverod
  12. Spiderman_32
  13. trynacbt
  14. Kvothe_alThor
  15. shango
  16. EBEN30
  17. JordT
  18. Bumblebee
  19. Karangel25
  20. melanar
  21. NeCkDeEp
  22. heylightiforgot
  23. peaceminusbts
  24. LuxelDrief
  25. Davy
  26. timetogo
  27. Lunaemoth
  28. Kakabushi
  29. Tristesse
  30. Funkygibbon
  31. Whatshername
  32. Northerngirl1965
  33. Purple777
  34. Jackblade:
  35. Kemis
  36. Spartacus00
  37. Kukubananas
  38. Rocksandsand
  39. bubbletea
  40. Vegrau
  41. Lunar
  42. Karangel25
  43. Cloudz
  44. Zal
  45. Oblivion Lover
  46. AnxiouslyDepressed
  47. SoupSnakes
  48. daikon
  49. peaceminusbts
  50. Kronos
  51. SpecialK
  52. Readytoendit
  53. Escaper Boy
  54. epil
  55. Godofdeathftw
  56. isam
  57. PrincessStepford
  58. Wira Wahyudi Sinuray
  59. Robert Laurie Coates
  60. Joshua Barton
  61. Juanita Ainsley
  62. 20 year old girl
  63. Inezi Scychocki Serafine
  64. Ashley Walker
  65. Teresa Sunna
  66. Brett Stevens
  67. Shawn Shatto
  68. Mathew Mindler
  69. Lindsey Pearlman
  70. Edward Leclair
  71. 17 year old dental nurse
  72. A man in his 30s
  73. A case of methemoglobinemia
  74. Two cases
  75. A 76-year-old man
  76. 23 year old female
  77. 19 year old female
  78. 20 year old female
  79. 22 year old male
  80. 30 year old male
  81. 19 year old female
  82. 48 year old female
  83. 49 year old female
  84. 44 year old male
  85. 30 year old male
  86. 18 year-old male
  87. 48 year-old female
  88. 41 year-old male
  89. 32 year-old male
  90. 29 year-old male
  91. 27-year-old male
  92. 38 year-old male
  93. 14 year old male
  94. 29 year old female
  95. 47 year-old male
  96. Lukas19:
  97. Mimi_
  98. Torch:
  99. Arcadia:
  100. LetzteAusfahrt
  101. Lollypop24
  102. Willto
  103. BabyCamus
UNSUCCESSFUL

  1. drakewantstogo
  2. Querry1
  3. Mortalscreensaver
  4. clover
  5. 21Neberg
  6. ultraviolet sin
  7. Mich517
  8. X-Kid
  9. Lotus
  10. Divine Trinity
  11. axorz
  12. Jen0804
  13. Funkygibbon
  14. L0ne1ygh0st
  15. zajebistakaczka
  16. Ifisieyoung
  17. Eden2k
  18. Minudah
  19. Suicidal4Ever
  20. Notf1xable
  21. Kaluk
  22. A 23-year-old female
  23. A 52-year-old male
  24. Sodium nitrite ingestion
  25. Poisoning with sodium nitrite
  26. 11 men
  27. A 28-year-old man
  28. A woman in her 20s
  29. We present two patients
  30. 20-year-old man
  31. 23-year-old male
  32. Skylarwhiteyo104781
  33. Willitpass:
How did you collect this data? Is it possible to add more details such as date and chosen regimen or other remarks?
 
Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
This has resolved some doubts for me:
1 - it's okay if I take my daily omeoprazole as I have for decades.
2 - 2 hours fasting liquids does not affect the result. It's already hot here and it would be impossible to go 8 hours without drinking.
3 - Know the symptoms after drinking SN

Exceptional work, I thank you very much. Now I'm less afraid of what happens after drinking it. I will hug the pillow and wait for the nausea, drowsiness, and finally, the peace I so desire to pass.
 
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NoPoint280491

Ready to checkout
Sep 7, 2024
40
Where the hell do I get this in UK quickly
 
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CantDoIt

Warlock
Jul 18, 2024
745
The PPh lists this as a peaceful death when the individual uses the PPh protocol

I hate that I may have to go without the Benzos - the Benzos megadose is listed as essential for this process but most people do not include that part of the protocol.

The peacefulness rating would likely be much lower otherwise. 🥴
 
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