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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
Hello, I think I have a chance of having SA. I'm attaching a photo; I believe the information is correct.
I've had and continue to have quite a few problems due to my parents' overcontrol and overprotection. They won't leave me alone, and my NS method keeps getting worse. If I had the time, I could do it, but I don't have the opportunity and I'm already very tired.
I researched SA along with Pph. In this case, if I plan it well and don't put other people at risk, I could do it and create a protocol. I know it's more painful, but there's no antidote. I would prefer to do NS a thousand times over, but time passes, and my overvigilance and my situation worsen.
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The PPH recommends 3 g of azide, but based on my research, the condition would be very painful and prolonged. Speaking with the AI, he says that if I increase the dose, the pain would be intense, but loss of consciousness would occur in 3-10 minutes and death in 30 minutes or less.
I would follow a protocol similar to the SN protocol and ingest a glass of 50 g of azide. Before that, I would follow the regimen of benzodiazepines, antiemetics, and fasting.
Any opinions? Thanks
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

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Apr 15, 2025
205
Hello) I think it is bad idea, because azide method is far more painful, than nitrite.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
but there would be no antidote in such a case and at high doses it is certain death
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

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Apr 15, 2025
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You need to be alone for a few hours for sn method.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
You need to be alone for a few hours for sn method.
That's the problem, I don't even have two hours... and the more time passes, the older my sn gets💔
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
205
Wow, that's very bad. Can you say your parents that youbgo for a walk and drink nitrite in the forest?
 
Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
Wow, that's very bad. Can you say your parents that youbgo for a walk and drink nitrite in the forest?
I live in a small town. There are no forests and only a very small hotel. It's very difficult. I'd have to do it during the day, and the townspeople would see me or get suspicious. I wouldn't even have two hours😰
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

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Apr 15, 2025
205
If you will drink azide in your house, your parents will see you dying painful death. It will hurt them a lot.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
542
If you will drink azide in your house, your parents will see you dying painful death. It will hurt them a lot.
I couldn't do it at home because of the danger involved. I'd do it in a park, secretly, during the day or something. If I'm rescued, there's no antidote. But I'll see. Maybe one day a window will open for sn, although I doubt it
 
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matt.7890

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Jul 28, 2025
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I was wondering - has anyone tried to get the substance that VAD clinics use? It's apparently called sodium pentobarbital.
 
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gameoverman

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May 25, 2025
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I was wondering - has anyone tried to get the substance that VAD clinics use? It's apparently called sodium pentobarbital.
Pentobarbital/Nembutal is nearly impossible to get. It used to be available in some South American countries and even online but the bastards from governments and authorities are arresting the sellers.
 
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brokenspirited

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May 20, 2025
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That's the problem, I don't even have two hours... and the more time passes, the older my sn gets💔
Death from SN can happen in as little as 40 minutes. The shelf life of SN can be much longer than you expect. Either way, I wish you the best and hope you get the relief you're looking for.

 
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