Personal Update

[irregularreconcile]

It's been a while. I left on a note that perhaps I would be able to attempt CTB. I was shortly hospitalized before that occurred.

I do not like putting a time limit or death date on my CTB, it seems... But perhaps I am finally ready by the 6th. I will have the proper resources then to at least attempt. I want a new chance at life. If there is nothing, I will take that as well.

This is a rather short post. I have not really offerred much to this community during the time I have been here, so please do not feel obligated to reach out or reply. I assume this may be my last week alive. If I carry it out, maybe I can leave with a positive note the day of.

Have a good night everyone. Best wishes.

 

[GreenOctober]

It's been a while. I left on a note that perhaps I would be able to attempt CTB. I was shortly hospitalized before that occurred.

I do not like putting a time limit or death date on my CTB, it seems... But perhaps I am finally ready by the 6th. I will have the proper resources then to at least attempt. I want a new chance at life. If there is nothing, I will take that as well.

This is a rather short post. I have not really offerred much to this community during the time I have been here, so please do not feel obligated to reach out or reply. I assume this may be my last week alive. If I carry it out, maybe I can leave with a positive note the day of.

Have a good night everyone. Best wishes.

Time stamps for the end is stressful but I think at some point it happens to a lot of us.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think we all reach our breaking point, eventually, and, at that point, things usually clarify for us one way or another. Best to you, OP.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you are searching for.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you the best. I hope you find your peace

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck and all the best! I hope you find peace!

 

[IonicLemon69]

its ok you haven't offered much to the community, i dont reply or post on here too often myself. we are all here for you irregardless of if you have 1000 posts or 50. i wish you the best in whatever you choose to do! you have a nice night aswell!