The past week has been really interesting. I have decided on a method. Even though I want to give up with all my heart, I still can't take the final step.
I have nothing to look forward to in this life, I have nothing to offer. Yet, I know that this is not enough to convince me of ctb. I have to go completely insane to actually carry it out and much of my sanity is intact. I'm becoming more numb, and I'm starting to lose some of my sanity.
I wish I can somehow fix my life or just quit already. I don't know what to do
I have nothing to look forward to in this life, I have nothing to offer. Yet, I know that this is not enough to convince me of ctb. I have to go completely insane to actually carry it out and much of my sanity is intact. I'm becoming more numb, and I'm starting to lose some of my sanity.
I wish I can somehow fix my life or just quit already. I don't know what to do
