I'm here.

[Kanashiii]

Once again I am standing below the 10 story building, it is currently 3:40 pm, I know from down here I'll jump no matter what, drank some alcohol to really get I to the feels, now I just need to know, what would you guys do to just walk up there and jump, I'm more than sure it's guaranteed death, I just don't want to go up there and become paralyzed from the fear of actually jumping, please, what would you guys do, I'm currently playing a playlist full blast in my headphones, thinking of all the fucked up shit I went through, but I want to ensure I jump, what would you guys do, THIS IS A FINSL CRY FOR HELP/ADVICE I NEED TO JUMP

 

[Jorms_McGander]

I read another user here suggest that you face away from the drop, and that made sense to me.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I would just run and jump with eyes closed if I was committed to doing it. I don't think there's any chance of me surviving if I'm hitting concrete at the bottom. I think standing at the edge and thinking about jumping wouldn't work for me I would have to run and fly. I pray to God for all of us.

 

[thenamingofcats]

I'm really concerned about the height of this building. 10 stories isn't much over 100 ft no?

 

[Kanashiii]

I read another user here suggest that you face away from the drop, and that made sense to me.

So just go backwards into it, I was thinking just close my eyes play my favorite song and just trip backwards, I think the thing that scares me is the pain, will I feel pain, I plan to execute this as soon as I gain the clarity, I'm an elevator away from finally being okay and gone, away, to never be hurt, not hurt others ever agaon

I'm really concerned about the height of this building. 10 stories isn't much over 100 ft no?

Yes it's about 100ft, I'm planning to kit my head/ back first to damage the brain and vital organs

I would just run and jump with eyes closed if I was committed to doing it. I don't think there's any chance of me surviving if I'm hitting concrete at the bottom.

Right there's nothing but floor down here

 

[Jorms_McGander]

So just go backwards into it, I was thinking just close my eyes play my favorite song and just trip backwards, I think the thing that scares me is the pain, will I feel pain, I plan to execute this as soon as I gain the clarity, I'm an elevator away from finally being okay and gone, away, to never be hurt, not hurt others ever agaon

Yes it's about 100ft, I'm planning to kit my head/ back first to damage the brain and vital organs

Right there's nothing but floor down here

I think before you take me seriously you should evaluate the height, as one user concerned is enough to do some math. If it's high enough, no/little pain... if it's not, please don't risk it!

 

[Kanashiii]

I think before you take me seriously you should evaluate the height, as one user concerned is enough to do some math. If it's high enough, no/little pain... if it's not, please don't risk it!

I'll do some math, I heard that 150 for ground is usually recommended minimum, but I can't go back home, I came here, I need to pass here, it's crazy how some pass from 2 storys, I just want this to all be over, I'm do fucking tired, I can't man, this is my one opportunity here

 

[Jorms_McGander]

I'll do some math, I heard that 150 for ground is usually recommended minimum, but I can't go back home, I came here, I need to pass here, it's crazy how some pass from 2 storys, I just want this to all be over, I'm do fucking tired, I can't man, this is my one opportunity here

I think it would be wise to only do this in a location which is guaranteed not to leave you in severe pain, and if your reading suggests that this may not be enough then that is worth paying serious attention to. Very, very high cost of failure and it would be a goddamn tragedy to see you in more suffering than you already are.

That said, you will make your own mind up and y'know, I'm atheist as fuck but I'm gonna have a little meditation that whatever you choose today you will not end up with a single ounce more suffering.

 

[Kanashiii]

I think it would be wise to only do this in a location which is guaranteed not to leave you in severe pain, and if your reading suggests that this may not be enough then that is worth paying serious attention to. Very, very high cost of failure and it would be a goddamn tragedy to see you in more suffering than you already are.

That said, you will make your own mind up and y'know, I'm atheist as fuck but I'm gonna have a little meditation that whatever you choose today you will not end up with a single ounce more suffering.

Thank you so much, my mind is really lensing more to just doing it, just jumping, backwards with head taking lead of the dive, like I said, I can't go back home, I went out with the one and only thing in mind which is to leave this world, it didn't work out last time due to police and security, but now, I drank a bit to get into my feels, and am listening to earbuds full blast, once I go up there, the only way I come down is falling down, I know this is the case which is why I'm still on ground level just doing research, praying that I'll be allowed to leave this world

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

Thank you so much, my mind is really lensing more to just doing it, just jumping, backwards with head taking lead of the dive, like I said, I can't go back home, I went out with the one and only thing in mind which is to leave this world, it didn't work out last time due to police and security, but now, I drank a bit to get into my feels, and am listening to earbuds full blast, once I go up there, the only way I come down is falling down, I know this is the case which is why I'm still on ground level just doing research, praying that I'll be allowed to leave this world

The longer you linger, the more attention you might draw to yourself. please be careful. If you've been drinking that won't help if the police want to question you if they show up.

 

[Kanashiii]

I really am starting to not care about pain, the point st where id land is in an alleyway, and would about 5-20 minutes without medical care after this fall let me succumb to my injuries from this, I don't care about the regret I'd feel after jumping,I just want to know that this will indefinitely take me out, or at least put me in a coma and then let my nearest relative tell the doctors to just euthanize me or let me go (from life support) I can't keep living like this

The longer you linger, the more attention you might draw to yourself. please be careful. If you've been drinking that won't help if the police want to question you if they show up.

I really want to just do it, in basically seconds away from pksying my favorite song, taking the elevator, and then just doing it, I don't know what im so fucking scared of fuck