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Suicide Discussion

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Rue89
I'm scared that my mom believes that I want to ctb
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1
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1K
Thinking
Thinking
tmcglone25
Chronic Lyme disease is hell
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5
Views
856
Green Destiny
Green Destiny
S
Help Propranolol online
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1
Views
582
Isadeth
Isadeth
S
Jumpers
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14
Views
1K
Folie
Folie
I
sn with morphine?
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4
Views
941
Living sucks
L
strawberryfield
Method hanging from door using belt?
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3
Views
2K
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
A
Drown in bath with weights
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24
Views
2K
kinzokukae
kinzokukae
faust
Help This is so scary...
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19
Views
1K
lostangel
lostangel
Red87
Getting my sn in mail today
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6
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1K
Red87
Red87
M
This is my last weekend.
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1
Views
560
mem12
M
Rena rossy
2/10 life sucked
Replies
70
Views
8K
Ἡγησίας
Ἡγησίας
S
Method Jugular vein cutting
Replies
27
Views
6K
Quinlor
Quinlor
Life_and_Death
CTB & Relationships
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2
Views
482
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
xLosthopex
Help N in Europe
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9
Views
1K
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
M
How to get antiemetics
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2
Views
571
EGR92
E
V
Abbreviations
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4
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1K
voyager (D)
V
M
Leave money for cremation?
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9
Views
827
illbeinthegarage
illbeinthegarage
Life_and_Death
Method SN Beta Blocker
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5
Views
707
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
B
Discussion Is it possible to disguise death by SN as an accident?
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12
Views
2K
rhiino
rhiino
anonymousapple
Discussion Discord calling when I CTB,? Can I do that?
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1
Views
1K
thethatsitboy
thethatsitboy
suffering
My imagination at work - the perfect suicide device
Replies
8
Views
980
rhiino
rhiino
G
Method Best OTC pills for overdose?
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12
Views
2K
Lost1804
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Ardesevent
Venting Empty promises
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1
Views
459
Stavrogin
Stavrogin
Saed
Ridiculous Accident
Replies
23
Views
1K
Saed
Saed
illbeinthegarage
Help how to send emails after you ctb?
Replies
6
Views
990
I am ready
I
G
use two belts to killyourself
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0
Views
840
gregorek9
G
J
Help How effective are sleeping pills? (Urgent)
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10
Views
1K
JustFloatingEnergy
J
D
Venting I got it all! except the bloody digoxin
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0
Views
521
Deleted member 14386
D
W
Im done...
Replies
5
Views
669
Sinai Silence
Sinai Silence
illbeinthegarage
Venting quick vent sorry
Replies
1
Views
509
SummerDreamer
SummerDreamer
Justaroguegear
Venting The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows
Replies
2
Views
544
Zhontafly
Zhontafly
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Life's punching bag
Replies
6
Views
708
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
Rue89
Venting Guilt about ruining plans with my ctb
Replies
2
Views
586
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
R
What does coma feel like?
Replies
14
Views
2K
Deleted member 14386
D
Nymph
Discussion SN/N-price, availability, effects
Replies
10
Views
779
autumnal
autumnal
N
Method doubt about Lab grade SN
Replies
9
Views
1K
autumnal
autumnal
T
SN + Amitriptyline?
Replies
12
Views
1K
autumnal
autumnal
Nymph
Does gm mean grams?
Replies
7
Views
582
autumnal
autumnal
Red87
Help Should I do more then 25 if I weigh more
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2
Views
539
Red87
Red87
G
My own hypocrisy.
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1
Views
514
Soul
Soul
E
Life insurance premiums
Replies
3
Views
993
ugly_loser2008
ugly_loser2008
Mgl91
Venting Pain
Replies
2
Views
450
Deleted member 17949
Deleted member 17949
W
Has anyone ordered SN from Russia successfully?
Replies
1
Views
636
esse_est_percipi
E
W
Has anyone ordered SN from seller named Ir**e
Replies
29
Views
1K
Saed
Saed
_Minsk
anyone considering getting into drinking?
Replies
48
Views
2K
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
D
Venting Anyone else just get tired of people/conversations?
Replies
19
Views
1K
Aeathelina
Aeathelina
HoolioCoolio
I’ve been blaming myself for along time now realizing it was my parents
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2
Views
501
bigdog
B
Curlyfried
Account deactivation
Replies
13
Views
1K
Curlyfried
Curlyfried
M
Nitrogen bottle. SOS
Replies
1
Views
642
WearyOfStruggling
W
Indigo0000
My setup, advice apreciated
Replies
12
Views
1K
Deleted member 19654
Deleted member 19654
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