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kekcal24
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- Dec 28, 2020
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This reality, this struggle, the circumstances I was born into, the unattainable wants, the regrets, the intrusive thoughts, everything is so much to deal with, and I still somehow function. Not even depressed, just I'm aware my suffering is 4x my pleasure, joy, happiness, and honestly it's meaningless to drag it on any longer than it has to so I've resigned to offing myself. Maybe I am depressed, and just in denial. "Life's a gift." Anyway, it's a good enough reason for me to leave. My life's a net-negative, and I've realized it. Worst part is I can only foresee it getting worse from here.