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Arcanist
- Jun 29, 2018
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Every time I go to the clinic they ask how bad my pain is. Even when I wrote ten the jackass of a doctor was like you don't look like you're in that much pain. Then why the fuck would you ask the question then. What do you expect me to do? Start wailing and crying so then you can say okay it's a 10 now. I'm hoping I can get some honesty here to that question. How badly do you want to die on a scale of 1 to 10. I would say I'm at a 9 because I still have that small hope left that somehow surgery will fix me. I think if you say 10 then you wouldn't be posting, you'd already be hanging somewhere. I imagine most of your numbers will be pretty high. I'm interested to see what most people say. If you can the reason why would be appreciated too. Thank you.