Finally ready to catch the bus... Thank you SS! (GMT+01:00)

[Hazelnut]

I was originally supposed to do it last saturday, but I wasn't completely ready...
Now I am!



I'm sorry for this horrible picture, but my phone is broken, I can't do better... I'm also really sorry for the basic / broken english, I'm not a native speaker.

So, right now, I'm in my car at night in a little empty area. I don't think I will be disturbed.
I fast since more than 24h now, and I will take painkiller + anti-emetic + antacid in 35 minutes (it will be 1am here).
Then at 2am, 20g of SN in 50mL of plain water. I removed the label from the bottle, and cleared all hints of the source. I will also reset my phone and computer.
I think I will be in the chat toward the end when I will feel dizzy...

I also really wanted to thank you guys, as well as the moderators and the creator of this site. I was lost and scared before finding this community, it really helped me a lot.
By the way, moderators, if I don't post anything tomorrow, then you can cross my name
And if you see me connected but I don't post a thread, then it's not me... But I hope it won't happen.

Little gift:

 

[antigone_iris]

I was originally supposed to do it last saturday, but I wasn't completely ready...
Now I am!

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I'm sorry for this horrible picture, but my phone is broken, I can't do better... I'm also really sorry for the basic / broken english, I'm not a native speaker.

So, right now, I'm in my car at night in a little empty area. I don't think I will be disturbed.
I fast since more than 24h now, and I will take painkiller + anti-emetic + antacid in 35 minutes (it will be 1am here).
Then at 2am, 20g of SN in 50mL of plain water. I removed the label from the bottle, and cleared all hints of the source. I will also reset my phone and computer.
I think I will be in the chat toward the end when I will feel dizzy...

I also really wanted to thank you guys, as well as the moderators and the creator of this site. I was lost and scared before finding this community, it really helped me a lot.
By the way, moderators, if I don't post anything tomorrow, then you can cross my name
And if you see me connected but I don't post a thread, then it's not me... But I hope it won't happen.

Little gift:

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Aww, what a cute fox! I'm sad to see you go I hope you'll find peace and comfort.

 

[Arthaniel]

I wish you a peaceful journey and rest.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Goodnight, I hope you find happiness in whatever you choose.

(I see that Vogalib, it's what I plan on using too. I hope it'll work good.)

 

[dropdeadfred]

We didn't connect, Hazelnut, but I really appreciate that you love foxes. Your avatar is adorable, as well as your other gif.
I wish you all the best.

 

[Weary Soul]

 

[_Kaira_]

I am so sorry this cruel world has brought you to this decision.

I hope the passing you seek is as swift and painless as possible.

Fly freely

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you peace, safe travels

 

[depressedsally]

I was originally supposed to do it last saturday, but I wasn't completely ready...
Now I am!

View attachment 51168

Never spoke to you but sad reading this

I'm sorry for this horrible picture, but my phone is broken, I can't do better... I'm also really sorry for the basic / broken english, I'm not a native speaker.

So, right now, I'm in my car at night in a little empty area. I don't think I will be disturbed.
I fast since more than 24h now, and I will take painkiller + anti-emetic + antacid in 35 minutes (it will be 1am here).
Then at 2am, 20g of SN in 50mL of plain water. I removed the label from the bottle, and cleared all hints of the source. I will also reset my phone and computer.
I think I will be in the chat toward the end when I will feel dizzy...

I also really wanted to thank you guys, as well as the moderators and the creator of this site. I was lost and scared before finding this community, it really helped me a lot.
By the way, moderators, if I don't post anything tomorrow, then you can cross my name
And if you see me connected but I don't post a thread, then it's not me... But I hope it won't happen.

Little gift:

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[KleinerWolf]

If you are sure then I wish you luck and I hope you find peace.

If not we are still with you.

*sending you hugs*

 

[xLosthopex]

Sorry to see you go, safe travels

 

[SweetTangerine]

i wish you eternal peace, hazelnut. we'll miss ya.

 

[succor]

We never had a change to connect, Hazelnut, but I wish you a peaceful transition if that's what you so choose. I pray you find peace and stillness in your heart of hearts, my love.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry life hasn't been a better fit. I hope you're secure and comfortable and that the outcome tonight is whatever is the best for you. x

 

[Meditation guide]

May you journey to a beautiful land of the loving playful foxes. Have a peaceful journey.

 

[Mthom2]

Go well. I sincerely hope that your departure is peaceful.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this decision, I wish you peace in whatever you decide

 

[grungeCat]

It's very sad to see a lovely & kind soul as you leaving us... your posts were always filled with empathy and warmth. You will be missed here. I wish you a peaceful travel and all the best. I hope you won't suffer anymore in the place we all going to meet again sooner or later. Goodbye!

 

[yive]

good luck. i hope you find something better there than this fucking nightmare world.
you deserve the best.

see you on the other side soon

 

[Hazelnut]

Thank you so much for all these kind words, guys, as well as the foxes! It's really warming my heart. You are all awesome, and I wish you the best too

Goodnight, I hope you find happiness in whatever you choose.

(I see that Vogalib, it's what I plan on using too. I hope it'll work good.)

I will try my best to describe what's happening

 

[_Kaira_]

Thank you so much for all these kind words, guys, as well as the foxes!

Wanted to give you one as well

 

[flower]

sorry to see you go, but I hope you find peace ♡♡

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Wishing you lpeace and light on your journey. May you find everything the world has denied you.

 

[Disco Biscuit]

 

[botanormal]

Thanks for sharing such a nice gif, and that pfp is adorable too, foxes really are the cutest. I'm glad you could find some comfort in using this site, and I wish you nothing but safe travels. I hope you can find some peace now, goodbye!

 

[Meditation guide]

 

[Huntfish34]

May you R.I.P. always and forever. Godspeed.

Or.. stick around with us some more. Be safe please.

 

[whywere]

I will miss you alot. Please have a safe and pleasant journey. Wishing you love and happiness in the next world! GODspeed. Walter

 

[AMorteVivente]

I envy you... you are about to take the final journey, as much as I would want to do the same, I am trapped here due to my family / inability to trust the current method's effectiveness. I will make a similar post eventually. I am sorry life didn't work out for you, many of us are in the same situation and we feel your pain as much as we feel our own. And remember... you can always change your mind and do it at a later date... no one will judge you.