kite
caustic cynicism
- Jan 10, 2021
- 68
I want to die but there's no real successful and reliable way I can go. My family is watching over me all the time, they don't let me keep the door closed to hang, give me money, or let me order anything online.
I don't see a way that I can go soon and that makes me feel so trapped. The only way I can think of is going somewhere and finding a tall building to jump off of but that would make me the center of attention and I would not want that for my parents. Alternatively, I can ask them to take me to this canyon nearby and jump, I don't know if that will be successful since my whole family will be there watching over me.
I don't see a way that I can go soon and that makes me feel so trapped. The only way I can think of is going somewhere and finding a tall building to jump off of but that would make me the center of attention and I would not want that for my parents. Alternatively, I can ask them to take me to this canyon nearby and jump, I don't know if that will be successful since my whole family will be there watching over me.
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