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lostmyhope
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- Dec 28, 2020
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The urge was overwhelming before I bought the SN and while it was in the mail. I was so excited when it got here. Then my intent just vanished.
I know this isn't unique to me but I'm really disappointed. I wanted to be gone by now. I wish I could be gone by tomorrow. But I can't even bring myself to open the container, much less follow a protocol and drink it. I'm jealous of all the posters here who received their SN and ctb soon after. Not in a disparaging way; I'm glad that they were able to find their peace.
Thank you for letting me vent. I have no one else.
I know this isn't unique to me but I'm really disappointed. I wanted to be gone by now. I wish I could be gone by tomorrow. But I can't even bring myself to open the container, much less follow a protocol and drink it. I'm jealous of all the posters here who received their SN and ctb soon after. Not in a disparaging way; I'm glad that they were able to find their peace.
Thank you for letting me vent. I have no one else.