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Deleted member 23885
Experienced
- Nov 18, 2020
- 294
I don't want to commit suicide, as I think I will end up in hell. That is literally the only thing stopping me. I suffer from anxiety, BPD, clinical depression & OCD. I have even suffered from psychosis in the past. I'm on the path to recovery- except for depression. It is so hard to deal with it. Do you think I can live out the rest of my life or is ctb inevitable?