plough22
Living but not really, just surviving
- May 1, 2020
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What keeps me is the fear of failure, hurting my parents too but I'd say they know that I'd have found peace in my head. I cannot accept the life that I being given due to someone else's lies/untruths. How it destroyed me in all aspects including my mental health.
I don't mind the fear/pain, I believe I could get over that but the fear of failure. Ending up being committed where my friends work. Seeing those I work with cause of failure. That can't happen, that can't happen. I must do it right, when the time is right.
I don't mind the fear/pain, I believe I could get over that but the fear of failure. Ending up being committed where my friends work. Seeing those I work with cause of failure. That can't happen, that can't happen. I must do it right, when the time is right.