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Suicide Discussion

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Venting I just don't feel worthy of being alive anymore
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1
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410
Praestat_Mori
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Cheerful, "bubbly" people
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35
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2K
onbekend
onbekend
DesperateOne
Did anyone actually try full hanging here and failed?
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3
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609
wearetired
wearetired
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Discussion What should I do?
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6
Views
641
ahyessadness
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IHurtTheOneILove
Back on the CTB wagon
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1
Views
441
rozeske
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Ambivalent1
Do you ever find some nights that "This is it! I can't take it anymore!" but then you go to sleep and the next day you've found that you've adapted?
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14
Views
792
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Unattainable666
Venting WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE????????????????????????
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8
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1K
Doemu
Doemu
shiny_quill
A star died millions of years ago and now I have to suffer
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23
Views
768
sserafim
sserafim
EyeBeyond
a dream reality created by you would be enough for you not to commit suicide?
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37
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2K
ShinyScissors
ShinyScissors
hexd
MY SN ARRIVED!!
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10
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1K
corsica
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MiMif
Venting Feeling so empty
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0
Views
351
MiMif
MiMif
LucifersIntrovert
Discussion Valentines Day 🙃
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33
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2K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Spiral
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1
Views
354
EagleLight
EagleLight
CTB Dream
Venting All nothing
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1
Views
407
kawaiiphantom
kawaiiphantom
inaminute
Today is the day before my mum died tomorrow, last year.
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1
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391
pole
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Chronicoverwhelm
Facing possibilty of ending up in a vegetative state.
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4
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780
sserafim
sserafim
obei
Discussion How to get over guilt of traumatizing your loved ones?
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4
Views
665
lament.
lament.
lifeispain0216
funding
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5
Views
595
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
ReadyOrNot?
Venting Overwhelmed (Anxiety, letters)
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0
Views
292
ReadyOrNot?
ReadyOrNot?
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Looking for an SN source in the UK
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2
Views
379
dnrd
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dogbreath
  • Question
Swallowed some pills but chickened out
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7
Views
861
dogbreath
dogbreath
GroundControl
Venting The Day The Music Died
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1
Views
473
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
divinemistress87
Autopsy pics SN
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10
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
goblin99
Help Hotel and Housemate Concerns
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2
Views
443
goblin99
goblin99
ge0rge
SN from IC - acquired in 2022 June -- still good?
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2
Views
290
ge0rge
ge0rge
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Safety when obtaining SN
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0
Views
381
dementedpsycho
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  • Question
Help will my doctor be liable if i ctb
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7
Views
661
NekiLik
NekiLik
FuneralCry
Venting It’s cruel to me how those who struggle to die just get insulted for it
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5
Views
821
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
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Discussion Do you think there are consequences for commiting suicide?
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38
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2K
iwantodie89
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Leichter Kampfwagen
Discussion Anyone else procrastinating?
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7
Views
915
iwantodie89
I
emptymiku
Discussion the only thing that makes me happy right now is a video game
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8
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1K
illusi4n
illusi4n
AnonymousL
Ending in January looking for chat buddy
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5
Views
593
iwantodie89
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P
  • Question
Cutting on both sides of forearm
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5
Views
507
Miscreated
Miscreated
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Really want to ctb i cant take it anymore but dont want to leave my mother.
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3
Views
328
imanaya
imanaya
FuneralCry
Venting Regardless of what pro-lifers say suicide could never be wrong
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11
Views
827
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
obei
Discussion How do I know if I am ready?
Replies
3
Views
482
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
thedevilwithin
Venting fuck my brain
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7
Views
914
mia_qwerty
M
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Methadone pills
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21
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1K
TooConscious
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wastingpotential
Venting my ex best friend / brother / whatever
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3
Views
480
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
Water-Lily
Being overly sensitive...is kind of a burden?
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8
Views
699
ResilientAF
ResilientAF
Pangolin
Venting I feel like I’m being over-dramatic
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0
Views
361
Pangolin
Pangolin
JustABug
Buying SN in UK
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61
Views
5K
Geengezondementalit
Geengezondementalit
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Venting CTB to avoid grief/mourning someone.
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2
Views
474
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
locked*n*loaded
Discussion Anyone Ever Feel Like We're Being Punished For Past Transgressions?
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48
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2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
ghostbird
I resent my family for keeping me here.
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12
Views
576
kermudgeon
kermudgeon
heavyeyes
Help Digital scale recommendations for measuring SN?
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7
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
P
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Fatality of ODing
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1
Views
410
Praestat_Mori
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Darkover
Why is life so miserable and sad?
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12
Views
1K
TiredOfAllThis
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B
Venting my mental health is spiraling out of control
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0
Views
388
barkbark
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DEATH IS FREEDOM
FINAL EXIT
Replies
7
Views
789
David8886
David8886
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