Discussion How many years do you think you will remain alive ? #39

[AnxietyHangover]

Do you mind sharing what that thing is ?

I don't mind sharing. Actually it's hitting the gym for body recomposition. In September my therapist will have me taking some photos in a professional setting and I have to look good or at least better by then. I will use the photos on these damned dating apps (don't judge me, I have no other options) to find someone. If I still have no success I'll just ctb. I just can't stand loneliness. It's my final attempt.

 

[Silent_cries]

I'm hoping to be gone within the year, but it's hard to know with my SI unfortunately :/