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Suicide Discussion

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Reuthry
Help Having a really terrible headache after trying/testing for my future ctb (night night), what should I do?
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15
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944
Abyssal
Abyssal
quietwater
Venting Tired, and hateful.
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5
Views
701
quietwater
quietwater
D
Surviving high methemoglobin levels
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3
Views
482
Deleted member 65988
D
CannabisMuncher
Venting Fuck this kid who bullies me
Replies
1
Views
366
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
Reuthry
Venting Panicking as the date I will ctb is coming closer?
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7
Views
493
Reuthry
Reuthry
FuneralCry
Venting Existence is the true problem
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3
Views
382
Rational man
Rational man
P
Help SN alternatives or curing salt
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7
Views
962
Circles
C
donsie
Venting Stupid brain
Replies
4
Views
660
Celerity
Celerity
Labyrinth
  • Poll
Discussion Subjective question
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10
Views
774
bloodystarzklt
bloodystarzklt
IchijouRirika
Venting I wanna CTB but I also want revenge against the people that abused me.
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13
Views
1K
Fulminare
Fulminare
Waiting for death
Method I am a bit concerned and scared, because this is going to be my peaceful method (hanging is my last option).
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30
Views
3K
bloodystarzklt
bloodystarzklt
Boudika
Discussion Would you like to experience reincarnation after ctb?
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33
Views
1K
DazaiKinnie
DazaiKinnie
A
Planning to go tonight
Replies
15
Views
968
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
H
Venting Don't have the balls to kill myself
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1
Views
414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Swb struggles
Replies
1
Views
305
dinosavr
dinosavr
R
Sorry, Am still here (atleast for a while)
Replies
7
Views
526
iasfh
I
Darkover
Bad Universe
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6
Views
551
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
Mx_Pathetic
2024 May
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4
Views
395
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost cherry
Help sleeping problems , what to buy?
Replies
6
Views
612
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
farine_de_ble
Venting I desperately want to ctb but I'm way too scared to actively make it happen
Replies
8
Views
559
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
earth_bound
Venting Rambling a bit. Im trapped
Replies
1
Views
301
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Does anyone know anything about Switzerland's Assisted Suicide program for the disabled?
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3
Views
579
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
tvoisluga
f u dad
Replies
3
Views
412
ScubaCTB
S
asian.neet
Plans all set.
Replies
6
Views
581
sorlox
sorlox
untilileave
Failed on my first attempt
Replies
22
Views
1K
FlyingFR
FlyingFR
Tionally
I can't stop thinking about ctb
Replies
2
Views
336
Tionally
Tionally
bunintherug
there’s tracks right next to my house
Replies
7
Views
666
bunintherug
bunintherug
E
Cyanide vs Thiopental Case Studies
Replies
8
Views
712
Praestat_Mori
P
NoOneLovesMiMi
It's Time Goodbye
Replies
58
Views
5K
MrOptions
MrOptions
A
I’m being evicted tomorrow and all I can think about is CTB
Replies
3
Views
431
caninecomposer
caninecomposer
MikUma
How to cover up cuts
Replies
2
Views
529
MikUma
MikUma
anonymousfoxxo
Still "Alive"
Replies
6
Views
653
sanction
sanction
capi
Any checks/no checks for US MDS?
Replies
9
Views
688
february in alaska
february in alaska
bunintherug
Venting I’m tired of fighting to make my life better
Replies
7
Views
949
casual_existence
casual_existence
R
how to get over SI (somewhat urgent)
Replies
22
Views
2K
cherry7
C
underscore_nine
i don’t want to get better
Replies
18
Views
983
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
Meimi18
  • Poll
Discussion Poll on whether or not you would want to receive a suicide note
Replies
6
Views
511
Sluggish_Slump
Sluggish_Slump
user933957
Venting i have access to a gun
Replies
9
Views
857
Angel of Spades
Angel of Spades
A
  • Locked
I'm tired of life, Need help with CTB.
Replies
11
Views
760
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
bunintherug
i can’t make a decision
Replies
4
Views
387
Angel of Spades
Angel of Spades
E
Taste of Thiopental
Replies
13
Views
881
DepressedChemMajor
D
LucifersIntrovert
SN has been ordered!
Replies
13
Views
774
Angel of Spades
Angel of Spades
cottonbones346
Method Seroquel to CTB
Replies
1
Views
570
donsie
donsie
Renv1o_
Venting feeling dull (very impulsive, sad rant. im sorry)
Replies
5
Views
524
ImpairedLowlife
ImpairedLowlife
resolutory
Warm water, room temperature or cold water for SN?
Replies
5
Views
1K
wljourney
wljourney
Mr.nev
Is anyone else scared to CTB?
Replies
30
Views
2K
Aim
Aim
Hysteria
Best places to jump/defenestration in Hungary?
Replies
0
Views
382
Hysteria
Hysteria
Galatic_caty
Venting Somehow improve life or continue self-sabotaging?
Replies
3
Views
382
ScubaCTB
S
bret217
Venting It's all because of true loneliness
Replies
2
Views
385
outrider567
O
B
SN for someone with Crohn's?
Replies
1
Views
481
wljourney
wljourney
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