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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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I'm sorry for this post. I don't know I might get banned for this post. I didn't want to aggravate you guys but one thing that I want to say we should always face the reality, no matters how harsh it is. I was thinking about the effects of SN poisoning and decomposition on the body so, I did some research on it. The results were horrible. I got some photos which you can see here:
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You can see this horrible part of reality. People who procreate won't understand that it's easy to be born but it's not easy to die. On the other hand decomposition is also terrible as you can see here:
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What we should do is to somehow cremate our bodies after we CTB. For that we need some flammable material like petrol and woods. Also, we need a gadget that can ignite the material at a fixed time. You can do some research on it. It will turn your body into ashes in short period so, we can get rid of the horrible effects of decomposition. A lot of cremation happens in the world so, it's not something new. For instance, in India a lot of cremation happens because it's a country of the Hindus who burn the bodies of their dead. One easy method is that search for the Hindu community in your country and convert your religion to Hinduism and they can cremate your body after death. There are special crematoriums for the Hindu community where they can legally cremate the bodies of their dead as a religious tradition. There's also a crematorium in the city where I live. I think it's a good idea to consider. Once again, I'm sorry for this post. I'm also aggravated from this stuff. What are your thoughts on this?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Decay is a natural process. I doubt that you could cremate your body "automatically" after you CTBed in your flat for example - that would cause fire alarm and affect many other people if you live in a multi story building. Same if you CTB somewhere outside.
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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Does everyone get post-mortem pictures taken of them? Is there any way to prevent this? I don't want anyone taking pictures of my corpse, that's creepy af
I don't want you to see the post-martem pictures. Please, don't see. Just think about what we can do to avoid this stuff. The answer is cremation.
 
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sserafim

brighter than the sun, that's just me
Sep 13, 2023
7,365
I don't want you to see the post-martem pictures. Please, don't see. Just think about what we can do to avoid this stuff. The answer is cremation.
What's that photo on the right next to the guy with jaundice on his body? What body part is that?
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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Decay is a natural process. I doubt that you could cremate your body "automatically" after you CTBed in your flat for example - that would cause fire alarm and affect many other people if you live in a multi story building. Same if you CTB somewhere outside.
Why would you do in the flat? Find some open place to it. Search on it, you will definitely find some way.
What's that photo on the right next to the guy with jaundice on his body? What body part is that?
His body is decomposing.
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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I don't care.
They are dead, right? It means it worked. It's the only thing that matters.
Everyone has its own choice but I would like to die gracefully and I don't want to leave any remains behind.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Why would you do in the flat? Find some open place to it. Search on it, you will definitely find some way.
I think you could do it in the desert far away from any civilization.
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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Oh okay. Why is it yellow instead of blue, black or purple though? What body part is that on the right? Lungs?
I'm confused. I don't know which picture you're talking about.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Oh okay. Lol I meant yellowing. What body part is that on the right? Lungs?
If it's the picture I think it is, yes they r lungs and the picture above looks like the 2 halfs of a human brain.
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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The body part on the blue cloth that says B under it
It's the effect of SN poisoning on the body. I don't know how you can see this stuff? My condition is getting worse by looking at this stuff.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
8,520
Not particularly desert but some place in this world.
I really understand what you mean but tbh even if I had the idea that after I successfully CTBed my body should cremate automatically I wouldn't even know where to CTB then.

Anyway idc waht happens with the dead cluster of atoms (my body) after I CTB it will decay whether it is cremated or not. Everything will lead too the same result. Our bodies are recycled naturally.
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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If it's the picture I think it is, yes they r lungs and the picture above looks like the 2 halfs of a human brain.
No, they are lungs. I get these pictures from a valid source. You can check it out on the internet.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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It's the effect of SN poisoning on the body. I don't know how you can see this stuff? My condition is getting worse by looking at this stuff.
Whether you die naturally or with SN or other poison dead bodies will look the same a few days later ... it's a natural process. That's it.
No, they are lungs. I get these pictures from a valid source. You can check it out on the internet.
I believe you! I only guessed that other photo might have been a brain ... but it's ok anyway.
 
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strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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I'm sorry for this post. I don't know I might get banned for this post. I didn't want to aggravate you guys but one thing that I want to say we should always face the reality, no matters how harsh it is. I was thinking about the effects of SN poisoning and decomposition on the body so, I did some research on it. The results were horrible. I got some photos which you can see here:
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You can see this horrible part of reality. People who procreate won't understand that it's easy to be born but it's not easy to die. On the other hand decomposition is also terrible as you can see here:
View attachment 132511View attachment 132512View attachment 132513
What we should do is to somehow cremate our bodies after we CTB. For that we need some flammable material like petrol and woods. Also, we need a gadget that can ignite the material at a fixed time. You can do some research on it. It will turn our body into ashes in short period so, we can get rid of the horrible effects of decomposition. A lot of cremation happens in the world so, it's not something new. For instance, in India a lot of cremation happens because it's a country of the Hindus who burn the bodies of their dead. I think it's a good idea to consider. Once again, I'm sorry for this post. I'm also aggravated from this stuff. What are your thoughts on this?
the last photo was decomposing very long, I ve seen some photos before, it was not so terrible, trying to find
 
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ali.hamza

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Feb 19, 2024
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Whether you die naturally or with SN or other poison dead bodies will look the same a few days later ... it's a natural process. That's it.

I believe you! I only guessed that other photo might have been a brain ... but it's ok anyway.
There are many things that are natural but we don't like 'em. I would like to avoid from this stuff.
 
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strangelife

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Feb 16, 2024
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Found some photos
 

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J&L383

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
234
Self cremation isn't feasible. Burning would char your body. Which I think would be more gruesome to discover than just a dead body.

Yes we don't get to see deceased bodies very often, they get taken away quickly. I like to view the human person as an incredibly complex machine, and it has a lifespan, like a car, and cars go to the recycling yard and then get crushed, and humans go to the graveyard or the incinerator. (Occasionally a few parts get recycled)

(These pictures don't disturb me much, because I've been in anatomy lab.)
 
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february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
I don't care how bad it *looks*, I care about how bad it *feels*.

I've heard getting "rescued" in the middle of an SN attempt is relatively risk free in the sense that there won't be many major complications, that's the only thing I have some skepticism about still. But my goal is to succeed anyway so I'm not too worried about that to begin with
 

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