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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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I cannot stomach reading too many goodbye threads
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20
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1K
Heading to Darkness
Heading to Darkness
G
Update on that Bus
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5
Views
511
golaxation
G
Iris Blue
Anyone here have an certain age limit they plan to CTB at?
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36
Views
1K
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
zeldalover
Life is unlivable
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4
Views
333
zeldalover
zeldalover
N
Ativan and alcohol?
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7
Views
617
QueenOfSpades
QueenOfSpades
FuneralCry
Venting I don’t like it when people say things like “I wish other people wouldn’t ctb”
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3
Views
385
Mistiie
Mistiie
synthcadia
Venting i feel like everyone around me is just doing badly and i feel useless.
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0
Views
336
synthcadia
synthcadia
synthcadia
Venting dissociation worse.
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4
Views
441
synthcadia
synthcadia
SpiritualDeath
Just some random thoughts
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1
Views
284
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Story Catching the Bus today
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18
Views
1K
whitefeather
whitefeather
letsgetittogo
I need help
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6
Views
422
ropearoundatree
R
Tionally
i wish I could see people's reaction to my death
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7
Views
400
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
S
Method Antiemetic for SN?
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2
Views
460
sadone2122
S
geraldofrivia
Help Does anybody know where I can get SN in Egypt?
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0
Views
279
geraldofrivia
geraldofrivia
L
  • Question
Method Overdose on fluoxetine
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3
Views
883
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion How many of your friends successfully/verifiably CTB?
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34
Views
2K
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
today was my date
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5
Views
515
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
sserafim
I honestly can’t wait to die
Replies
19
Views
698
ropearoundatree
R
Iris Blue
Venting Why do we have to CTB alone
Replies
4
Views
431
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
Heading to Darkness
Is there one thing you want with you when you ctb?
Replies
10
Views
429
Heading to Darkness
Heading to Darkness
Terry A. Davis
Venting I'm a single male in his 20s who wageslaves 60 hours a week
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18
Views
752
Iva
Iva
darkenmydoorstep
Friend has stage 4 cancer
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5
Views
765
Heading to Darkness
Heading to Darkness
Loonarfalls
Venting attempting via overdose
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7
Views
597
piddincir
piddincir
Darkover
life is awful
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3
Views
369
R_N
R_N
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Pharmacists at higher risk of suicide than general population
Replies
12
Views
864
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
Rational man
Any thoughts on UK Online Safety Bill?
Replies
20
Views
1K
Old Friend
Old Friend
irregularreconcile
Story Joy in Death - 11/14/23
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0
Views
317
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
aed.vita.aeterna
Resource searching for ket
Replies
7
Views
615
piddincir
piddincir
LonelyStarrySky
Venting This life is so lonely and full of loss and longing
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0
Views
256
LonelyStarrySky
LonelyStarrySky
With0ut
Discussion should i cut ties before ctb?
Replies
5
Views
430
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
M
Enough
Replies
7
Views
944
Meteora
M
Lxions
Venting my partner killed themselves yesterday
Replies
29
Views
2K
piss
piss
TAW122
Story Why getting back against pro-lifers is justified (explained)
Replies
3
Views
700
TAW122
TAW122
february in alaska
Venting happiness in the face of death
Replies
6
Views
661
february in alaska
february in alaska
ringo99
Has the sn megathread been removed?
Replies
4
Views
923
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
Oneness
Discussion Maybe it's my destiny to CTB
Replies
4
Views
392
Oneness
Oneness
N
any tried and failed attempts using fentanyl Iv?
Replies
0
Views
433
notreallyhere
N
DyingToDie123
Venting the moment I've been waiting for is here and now it doesn't feel right
Replies
13
Views
632
_smile_
_smile_
asifwaltz
Venting i dont want to make people be brothered by my presence anymore
Replies
0
Views
282
asifwaltz
asifwaltz
Some place nice
It hurts to act like nothing is gonna happen Saturday.
Replies
2
Views
339
Some place nice
Some place nice
Neogoloid
Venting Does it ever make you sad that it had to come to this?
Replies
8
Views
608
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
wastingtime
Venting i have everything i need
Replies
20
Views
1K
steppenwolf
steppenwolf
maggotsfromjez
Venting Why shouldn’t I?
Replies
1
Views
540
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Life_and_Death
  • Poll
Selfcare or to not
Replies
4
Views
352
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
Ironweed
Discussion This passage from Steppenwolf, by Hermann Hesse. Not sure what to make of it.
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8
Views
808
steppenwolf
steppenwolf
death's lover
HOW DO YOU GUYS DO SMALL THINGS ??
Replies
14
Views
946
Kore
Kore
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how we are expected to suffer no matter what just because other people want to stay here
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1
Views
321
ToniFoxGirl!!
ToniFoxGirl!!
sserafim
Venting Life is such an annoyance
Replies
11
Views
504
nood11
N
LivideLamb
Venting Feeling filthy
Replies
12
Views
898
LivideLamb
LivideLamb
S
Venting Roommate is guilting me into not CTB
Replies
0
Views
278
sadone2122
S
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