Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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Its a quote by the Stoic, Roman Emperor Marcus Aurelius.

What's the last moment you had that was good enough that it would've been a loss to not have experienced? How often do these good moments happen? It seems such moments are spaced out and are filled in-between with shit.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I never had a good moment throughout my entire life
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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No, death doesn't bother me because everyone is destined to die anyways. It will inevitably happen to everyone
 
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Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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Not this moment or the last 3 years for that matter. But it bothers me that so many lives are cut short because in many cases of other peoples stupid actions. And etc
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
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Depending on the moment yes, I suppose
 
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TiredOfAllThis

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Feb 5, 2024
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Just want to be dead already
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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I can't remember a moment that ever made life worth it
 
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AbsurdAbyss

AbsurdAbyss

Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
Mar 4, 2024
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Moments are transient; death is permanent. The silence it brings makes it invaluable to me.
 
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theboy

theboy

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It only deprives me of peace
 
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ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
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any moment spent with this one friend of mine. she's so... i'm gonna destroy her somewhat once i ctb, i know i am. but she's so wonderful towards me, even in mundane moments... she never makes me feel like the freak i always feel like otherwise - she's safe and kind - which is ironic because we have a playful insulting kind of friendship. i turned far too apathetic far too long ago to do anything like 'staying for her', but she's the only refuge i have in a life that puts me through the ringer. she doesn't know how suicidal i am, and i think i plan to keep it that way. it's for the better. ah, i'm oversharing. i just really like her. but i've gotta go. i know she'll find purpose from what i do, even if there's pain first. she's a smart girl.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
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No, death doesn't bother me because everyone is destined to die anyways. It will inevitably happen to everyone
I feel like if I don't ctb that I would otherwise not die. I wonder why 🤔
 
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