_finaza
Member
- Feb 23, 2024
- 5
i didn't take my pills for 2 days and i feel so awful. at first i was really funny and i felt so alive but now anything i see annoys me and makes me want to die. it's this feeling of hunger and emptiness but if i try to eat i puke. i thought it was amazing feeling everything but i absolutely hate this. I'm wondering if I'm ever going to be able to live without them. i just want to take my skin off it feels terrible and I'm disgusted about everything, about my face, my body, just every single thing about me. i want to stick my nails into my face and just rip it off