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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
RedHates
Things are starting to feel so pointless.
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8
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455
Cloud Busting
Cloud Busting
busreservation92
How did he do this?
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4
Views
648
busreservation92
busreservation92
wildflowers1996
anyone want to talk
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5
Views
366
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
SinClaude
Discussion no idea why my last thread got delet but im going to ctb in 6 hours ina very gruesome due to my lack of method way come chat with me and give me tips.
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20
Views
2K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Waiting for death
Is there any reason to keep myself living this bored and numb world?
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3
Views
335
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
R
favorite CTB songs that aren't related to suicide?
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2
Views
523
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
A
Help How long it take on average to bleed out?
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4
Views
464
Altalune
Altalune
Busridin'26
Venting Wanting to CTB to this degree makes me feel sooo... detached?
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4
Views
408
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
FallingIdeations
Venting Walking to my ctb location/ what your method to ctb, why?
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3
Views
563
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
N
US Sodium Nitrite Sources?
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2
Views
542
waRmblanket
waRmblanket
former forum user J
partial
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4
Views
508
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
X
Discussion Your perfect CtB scenario. What would it be?
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14
Views
529
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
iDontKnowWhat
Method A Good Method
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1
Views
636
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
Liminal1
Start life anew
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0
Views
216
Liminal1
Liminal1
razorblade
Discussion What dose it feel like to lose someone to CTB
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4
Views
572
mob
mob
Tionally
Venting i can't stop feeling pathetic
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2
Views
295
cardboard_house
cardboard_house
Specific_Milk
Venting Incoherent rambling
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1
Views
437
cardboard_house
cardboard_house
Jealous Blackheart
Story How do you want to die?
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39
Views
2K
BananiFatFat
BananiFatFat
meloncholied
Method Benadryl, TCA, benzos + more drug combo?
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5
Views
582
meloncholied
meloncholied
filthystray
Venting So... Made a for real effort to ctb last night...
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1
Views
577
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Altalune
Discussion Do you ever think about the funeral?
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7
Views
588
skewedpanic
S
I
Someone please help me
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15
Views
510
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
EnnisTcc1
Can you ctb on Fluoxetine/Prozac? And if so, how many mg would you need?
Replies
8
Views
490
lycheeginger
lycheeginger
SpencerSees
Venting Born again christian against my will
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2
Views
333
Worndown
Worndown
Darkover
What's the point of life?
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11
Views
421
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
Anxieyote
Discussion Religion proves that many people anticipate and desire death.
Replies
3
Views
460
R_N
R_N
Sn0w_ang3l
Venting Inbetween
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3
Views
307
jinx <3
jinx <3
N
Venting I want to get worse
Replies
7
Views
465
drownll
drownll
Lost cherry
Lethal dose of Diazepam question
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1
Views
374
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
FuneralCry
Venting Is eternal nothingness all you wish for?
Replies
7
Views
465
Cage
Cage
P
Method I don’t think my medications would work but maybe this method would?
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0
Views
431
plshelpquick
P
wildflowers1996
what’s it like to have someone be in love with you
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9
Views
643
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
how do you know if you’re a bad person
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27
Views
887
letmejoindeath
L
R
Anyone else here has no social connections besides family?
Replies
24
Views
1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
MeltingBrain
Discussion What needs to change in your life to stop making you suicidal ?
Replies
113
Views
4K
beachlifeindeath
beachlifeindeath
リンさん
Venting Anxiety makes me want to kill myself
Replies
7
Views
470
WeDontKnowTheFuture
W
B
Help Is there a way to make CTB look like an accident?
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7
Views
547
brokula2
B
Meditation guide
Meto video -- know the risks
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3
Views
493
Deleted member 65988
D
I
Trying to watch suicide video on youtube and this comes up?
Replies
14
Views
930
ifeelsobad
I
oivoi
Method Is it possible to CTB with hemorrhage method?
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10
Views
961
oivoi
oivoi
braindeadpup
ctb tomorrow
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16
Views
1K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Save_Me_Mind
Venting I don't want help anymore
Replies
2
Views
341
puella
puella
Saxenomorph
Discussion What are you planning to listen while you ctb?
Replies
16
Views
494
Saxenomorph
Saxenomorph
青い青い海となれ
Help best benzodiazepine?
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7
Views
834
青い青い海となれ
青い青い海となれ
M
Help Anyone in Ireland who has access to things?
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1
Views
328
sash
sash
B
Dead either way
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9
Views
534
brokeandbroken
B
Toy
Venting It may finally be time
Replies
6
Views
410
ManByTheRiver
ManByTheRiver
cherrypiegonnadie
Obsessed with ctb even when i feel like living?
Replies
13
Views
899
ddn.ctb
ddn.ctb
L
Method Amitriptyline?
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13
Views
2K
lost&lonely
L
DrearyAsh348
I'm sick in the head.
Replies
8
Views
652
Linalez
Linalez
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