I hate being alive inside this horrible machine and world

[Darkover]

I'm tired of having to do the things I hate just to survive.

I hate having to work at all.

I hate having to be a responsible, mature, and self-controlled adult.

I hate having to pay for anything.

I hate needing anything.

I hate needing anyone.

I hate the need to be needed.

I hate that I have needs.

I hate having to control myself.

I hate that I have attachments.

I hate having to pay bills.

I hate having to pay taxes.

I always feel like a robot all the time because I always have to force myself to obey the laws of this crappy world where they take away almost all of my freedom + I always have to be a certain way just so I don't get in trouble, especially with the majority of the human species because they lack the ability to critically think.

I hate that I was born.

Natalists are the worst.

They are evil and beyond selfish.

All living beings are selfish, but natalists are more selfish than others.

It's a range of selfishness.

To be human is to be flawed.

To be human is to be selfish.

To be alive is to be selfish.

Humans only do things for each other as long as it's convenient (contractual).

Natalists are very sadistic humans who only think about themselves.

I hate everything / almost everything / a lot of things.

Existence is exhausting all the time.

I also hate having to take care of myself all the time.

I hate having to take charge of my own life just because I was born.

I hate that I'm NOT even paid to be alive.

I hate that all the people I love will eventually die.

Being born is cruel.

Existence is cruel.

Natalists are particularly cruel.

I'm NEVER satisfied.

I'M ALWAYS INSATIABLE.

I HATE PAIN 100%.

I know that all of us experience pain.

I know I'm NOT the only one.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own existence.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own biological weaknesses.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own biological needs.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own socio-emotional needs.

I hate that I'm a slave to the ridiculous, unfair, unjust, and oppressive human laws.

I hate being a slave.

I hate being a wage slave.

Existence is slavery.

Non-existence = Bliss 100%

Existence is repetitive, cruel, evil, expensive, stressful etc.

Extremely crappy humans (the majority of the human species) make it much worse.

Natalists just blind themselves with their existential ignorance and lack of realistic awareness of how reality actually is.

 

[Pained Loser]

Very relatable, probably the closest I've seen to how I feel on this forum yet. I hope you find peace however you can.

 

[F@#$]

I'm tired of having to do the things I hate just to survive.

I hate having to work at all.

I hate having to be a responsible, mature, and self-controlled adult.

I hate having to pay for anything.

I hate needing anything.

I hate needing anyone.

I hate the need to be needed.

I hate that I have needs.

I hate having to control myself.

I hate that I have attachments.

I hate having to pay bills.

I hate having to pay taxes.

I always feel like a robot all the time because I always have to force myself to obey the laws of this crappy world where they take away almost all of my freedom + I always have to be a certain way just so I don't get in trouble, especially with the majority of the human species because they lack the ability to critically think.

I hate that I was born.

Natalists are the worst.

They are evil and beyond selfish.

All living beings are selfish, but natalists are more selfish than others.

It's a range of selfishness.

To be human is to be flawed.

To be human is to be selfish.

To be alive is to be selfish.

Humans only do things for each other as long as it's convenient (contractual).

Natalists are very sadistic humans who only think about themselves.

I hate everything / almost everything / a lot of things.

Existence is exhausting all the time.

I also hate having to take care of myself all the time.

I hate having to take charge of my own life just because I was born.

I hate that I'm NOT even paid to be alive.

I hate that all the people I love will eventually die.

Being born is cruel.

Existence is cruel.

Natalists are particularly cruel.

I'm NEVER satisfied.

I'M ALWAYS INSATIABLE.

I HATE PAIN 100%.

I know that all of us experience pain.

I know I'm NOT the only one.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own existence.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own biological weaknesses.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own biological needs.

I hate that I'm a slave to my own socio-emotional needs.

I hate that I'm a slave to the ridiculous, unfair, unjust, and oppressive human laws.

I hate being a slave.

I hate being a wage slave.

Existence is slavery.

Non-existence = Bliss 100%

Existence is repetitive, cruel, evil, expensive, stressful etc.

Extremely crappy humans (the majority of the human species) make it much worse.

Natalists just blind themselves with their existential ignorance and lack of realistic awareness of how reality actually is.

Me too.