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Suicide Discussion

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Darkover
they won't let us leave we are being held captive by the society
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3
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385
sanction
sanction
A
Help I can't Antiemetic from hospital (for SN) because I'm a terrible liar to doctor and having years of anti-depression pill on my record.
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6
Views
1K
apple0613
A
falling_snow
Venting I want to tell my story
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4
Views
429
lightnings
L
thewalkingdread
Venting Dying sucks
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8
Views
599
lightnings
L
Unattainable666
MAYBE GONE SOONER THAN PLANNED
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4
Views
432
lightnings
L
shamblingshaggoth
Terrified and alone. I don't want to die.
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3
Views
419
lightnings
L
S
  • Locked
Help Should I actually attempt or no
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6
Views
487
Beelzebub
B
GlutenFreeCat
Venting Being open made me feel worse
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4
Views
412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Venting How do I detach from people?
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22
Views
888
doormat25
D
L
Humans really are the worst thing that ever happened to the Earth. No wonder the enlightened among us want to check out ASAP.
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28
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1K
Aim
Aim
020x
  • Poll
Would you choose to live if given a chance to be fully healthy?
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31
Views
2K
GhostShell
GhostShell
N
Am I too old to feel this way?
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7
Views
495
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
TheLittleMouse
Help I found my "sweet spot"!! (I have a question/a help for thoses who are struggling to find it)
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2
Views
834
TheLittleMouse
TheLittleMouse
FuneralCry
Venting Do you 100% wish to cease existing?
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18
Views
954
ropearoundatree
R
Bad-luck
Help Bleed to death?
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10
Views
840
oddetoad
O
PlasticFace
Winter Blues + Cat!
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3
Views
362
Copier0997
C
J
And people wonder why sites like this exist when this is the advertised help
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18
Views
943
Copier0997
C
E
Venting “A ridiculous hostility to mental health professionals” -Tantacrul.
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51
Views
4K
exitplease
E
L
What dosage should I use for benzodiazepines and alcohol?
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4
Views
571
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
L
Venting I can't go through another 30 years...just let me go !
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2
Views
432
silentnights56
S
mnemosyne
Venting ridiculous and embarrassing reason for postponing ctb
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5
Views
556
exitplease
E
pinkbluebutch
Help Asking Professors for Help
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16
Views
675
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
Dara Argith
I feel empty
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3
Views
421
Dara Argith
Dara Argith
lovechaos
Inner core reality
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1
Views
314
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
irregularreconcile
12/10/23 - Cry for Help
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2
Views
391
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
B
Method HPMC enteric Capsules or Apple Puree for HCQ overdose
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0
Views
427
Battered_Seoul
B
MiMif
What do you guys think happen after death or suicide?
Replies
28
Views
1K
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
DearPierre
Venting 活不下去 can live no more
Replies
7
Views
2K
sad_rock
S
penguinl0v3s
How to fill out the form to get N2
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1
Views
469
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Mr. Incapable
Are there any celebrity or non-celebrity suicides which are significant to you or you often think about?
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77
Views
5K
deathwish2
D
ddn.ctb
Are Gore sites set up to do a live stream?
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2
Views
513
suicidestyle
suicidestyle
Mistiie
Anyone else want to die yet live at the same time?
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5
Views
412
kipper
kipper
A
Help I can't get the partial hanging right
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6
Views
879
freetrees
F
brownbear
Shotgun survivors
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14
Views
2K
exitplease
E
MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Despite the crippling pain and trauma I don't want to die anymore
Replies
3
Views
388
tidal1
tidal1
Bad-luck
Venting I hate everything right now
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0
Views
280
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
TDF
Help CCS SN success? (No longer a source)
Replies
1
Views
608
DreamEnd
D
Sleeper System
Venting Final thoughts for tonight...
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2
Views
395
Leavesfromthevine
Leavesfromthevine
Sleeper System
Discussion What's the reason most people want to CTB? //
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39
Views
2K
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
smh
Lything to my psychiatrist
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7
Views
522
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
FuneralCry
Venting It’s horrible how suicide is purposely made so difficult even know we were so unfairly forced here in the first place.
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14
Views
750
ChildishEgg
ChildishEgg
Darkover
We live and work hard to die
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6
Views
410
undecided
U
Water-Lily
Maybe I’m not cut out for social work. Maybe it’s best I stop
Replies
10
Views
578
lostinmythoughts
lostinmythoughts
Lookoutbelow
Venting Beyond Limbo
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0
Views
368
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
R
Ordered SN and mom got the package.
Replies
14
Views
1K
exitplease
E
asian.neet
Why do i keep on getting busted.
Replies
5
Views
664
Iwillhavepeace
Iwillhavepeace
O
Afterlife
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18
Views
814
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
The Disqualified
Discussion Over 100k threads now
Replies
4
Views
761
lostinmythoughts
lostinmythoughts
L
Venting tired of being myself
Replies
1
Views
347
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
E
UK friends: potential SN source (but don't get your hopes up!)
Replies
4
Views
810
exitplease
E
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