Did they make things worse or it changed their attitude for better. Were you hospitalized. What were ur emotions when people started asking u more questions? Did u feel guilty or ashamed or happy?
dragonofenvy
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- Oct 8, 2023
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They were supportive at first, though I rejected my mother's support as she was a huge reason for my life's suffering. I was put in a hospital, and my parents expected that it would be the solution. When I wasn't immediately better after getting out they were angry with me and said that I didn't try hard enough and blah blah blah it was all my fault. Then I got hit with the bill which they didn't want to help pay for, and I got to kiss my dreams of going to a good university goodbye as it drained all of my savings at that point, so I had to go to a worse school instead. To this day they still say that it's my fault that I "don't try hard enough" in therapy and need medications. I took medications for 5 years that didn't help and spent years in therapy as well.
Ultimately, it just made me into an even bigger black sheep. I became their failed son with mental problems while my sisters were successful and are married and I'm the one who's a fuckup. I tried telling them for so long about my problems but they never listened. Figures that an attempt wouldn't make things different.
Ultimately, it just made me into an even bigger black sheep. I became their failed son with mental problems while my sisters were successful and are married and I'm the one who's a fuckup. I tried telling them for so long about my problems but they never listened. Figures that an attempt wouldn't make things different.
