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Suicide Discussion

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IHurtTheOneILove
Missing persons report
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7
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915
RemainingDubious
RemainingDubious
Joker2003
Story Antidepressants didn't work for me
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22
Views
1K
Joker2003
Joker2003
Ambivalent1
Are you often exhausted? How do you think that influences your ctb thoughts?
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0
Views
285
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Kiraya
sn ordered :D
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76
Views
8K
orAbleCk
O
iLikeFrogs
What do you think comes after death?
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39
Views
2K
Skele76
Skele76
sserafim
Do you think that people would care that you ctb?
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28
Views
837
EmptyHeaded
EmptyHeaded
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Venting I’m a horrible human who doesn’t deserve to live
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3
Views
644
Cherry_BB
Cherry_BB
Ambivalent1
For what kind of people is life unlikely to get better for?
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6
Views
559
Hystearical
Hystearical
MiMif
Got scared looking at resources
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0
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306
MiMif
MiMif
Bad-luck
Venting It's hard to form any meaningful bonds with anyone
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7
Views
482
BrainShower
BrainShower
MiMif
Jumping from ten stories
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0
Views
321
MiMif
MiMif
FuneralCry
Venting Never wanting to exist
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14
Views
871
walkingdead2023
walkingdead2023
emptymiku
Venting i don't want to be alone but i have to be in order to protect myself
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0
Views
293
emptymiku
emptymiku
Cherry_BB
Venting I don't want to be lied to out of pity anymore
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4
Views
659
Cherry_BB
Cherry_BB
Eiswuerfel1019
Welfare check in germany
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2
Views
511
Eriktf
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filthystray
Does anyone else get clingy to people who make you feel good when you've been down?
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5
Views
437
filthystray
filthystray
Bunnybrains
rope thickness
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1
Views
430
Eriktf
E
D
  • Locked
Help Something other than SN
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10
Views
704
Deleted member 31858
D
W
SN but without drinking it?
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12
Views
876
sanction
sanction
Unattainable666
NO CHOICE BUT TO CTB
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11
Views
949
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Darkover
There's nothing to hope or dream for
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6
Views
376
wagner2029
wagner2029
I
Discussion Night night method
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6
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1K
DeecyTee
DeecyTee
Echo
Discussion Anyone else still grieve over past relationships
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21
Views
825
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
pochii
Venting I'm not sure what to do
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7
Views
491
orAbleCk
O
I
Propanolol makes you lose consciousness faster by preventing your heart from beating faster?
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1
Views
369
4g1vvvven
4
cyandude
How to stop thinking about family and friends when considering CTB?
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4
Views
488
cyandude
cyandude
Ambivalent1
Do you want to die in the arms of another like the skeleton couple at Valdaro?
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11
Views
644
Ghandi
Ghandi
Checker130
Time Planning
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11
Views
547
Checker130
Checker130
Darkover
Nothing forever
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7
Views
666
Darkover
Darkover
D
Method Night night
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0
Views
515
drezteck83
D
snowlance
Discussion What is inpatient care like?
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6
Views
862
orAbleCk
O
B
would you ctb during a relationship or would you break up with them first?
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3
Views
335
tbroken
tbroken
John Smith
If you found the love of your life would you still want to ctb?
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241
Views
16K
tbroken
tbroken
S
my mds order
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8
Views
794
secretariat
S
N
This is goodbye
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9
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Anyone planning to ctb soon, but scared?
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18
Views
854
wagner2029
wagner2029
I
I just don't seem to get it.
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1
Views
371
Inf
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Smaskifa
I would do it but I don't want to hurt people around me
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4
Views
427
orAbleCk
O
H
What would you do on your last day?
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22
Views
1K
orAbleCk
O
Camel
  • Question
What do you think is the most reliable method?
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0
Views
577
Camel
Camel
S
Tylenol, advil, gabapentin, MDMA, Xanax,
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1
Views
395
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
JordanF
Is it possible to open an LLC to get SN?
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25
Views
1K
wondering&wandering
wondering&wandering
FuneralCry
Venting Denying people painless suicide method options is evil
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9
Views
1K
26mmmm
2
D
SN update
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6
Views
499
Deleted member 65988
D
theboy
I was hospitalized again
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6
Views
594
theboy
theboy
DesperateOne
Must play games before CTB
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40
Views
2K
.dreamless.
.dreamless.
K
Has anyone accidentally tried sodium nitrAte instead of sodium nitrite?
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7
Views
917
Linda
Linda
Ambivalent1
  • Poll
What generation are you in?
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48
Views
2K
Hunter2005
H
HealMyBrain
Going to try and do it today
Replies
10
Views
813
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
2
Discussion People who have good life circumstances but are commited to CTB
Replies
18
Views
1K
indignity
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