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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Today I decided to write down my reasons for wanting to live
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13
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628
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
Daxter_87
Method I’m Going to Buy Meclizine Instead of Metoclopramide, Domperidone, Etc. for the SN Method
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5
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681
Endisclose
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J
Venting I wish I could talk about suicide
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7
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567
ringo99
ringo99
ijustwishtodie
Is there anybody else here who never wanted to anything in life?
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18
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958
ringo99
ringo99
impossible
I was fucking cheated on
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10
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1K
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
derpyderpins
Venting I always slip back to being that scared kid.
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0
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327
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
I_am_Lo
Method pain & antidepressant pills and alcohol
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5
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499
I_am_Lo
I_am_Lo
cinderdust
Venting Sick of hypocrisy and empty "support" from pro-lifers. (Rant)
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5
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697
Seele
Seele
greyblue_bian
Venting The aftermath of cheating and life-long emotional abuse.
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4
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501
BrainShower
BrainShower
bumblefeet
Venting dealing with constant ctb ideation/self harm and other dumb shit
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0
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357
bumblefeet
bumblefeet
RoseGarden
I ctb Sunday. My girlfriend won't know.
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27
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2K
dead-yaga
dead-yaga
steppingoff
Would you help someone over the edge
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32
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2K
AlexYaBoy
AlexYaBoy
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Where can I get fentanyl or heroin from?
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42
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4K
Abyssal
Abyssal
chaosdrifter
what to do for one's birthday
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13
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597
homesoon.
homesoon.
Darkover
Being alive is hell
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7
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523
PINKIESISU
PINKIESISU
PearlPudding
Help Does anyone know non-lethal ways of CBT? Like, a way to give it a test drive?
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20
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1K
PearlPudding
PearlPudding
anastenka
Discussion I wish suicide/euthanasia was more normalised
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5
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458
unabletocope
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Z
Sources for anything plz. Im desperate
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2
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388
zxcvb
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karmaisabitch
Actress Amrita Pandey Dies by Suicide After Concerning WhatsApp Update
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0
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545
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
viljalauss
AE for SN w/no seizure risk?
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0
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261
viljalauss
viljalauss
UmbraDweller
Help Once mixed in water, how long does it take for SN to start loosing it's efficiency?
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3
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852
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wildflowers1996
In a way I want to suffer.
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3
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302
jacobryan
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anastenka
Venting Being a 'survivor'
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1
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407
CowardStaysIn
CowardStaysIn
R
What kind of rope is best suited to kill self?
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1
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338
elderDrifter
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I_am_Lo
Venting Vent/advice?
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2
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394
I_am_Lo
I_am_Lo
homesoon.
Avoiding (Involuntary) Inpatient
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19
Views
798
thenamingofcats
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violetdevil
Just thoughts.
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0
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289
violetdevil
violetdevil
silas0
Discussion Hotel vs Home
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9
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1K
Ctrl_Alt_DEL
C
L
do you feel your so called ''family'' are a bunch of strangers?
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8
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747
CowardStaysIn
CowardStaysIn
L
Discussion Thoughts on @Proper Overdoser’s opinion that SN is a “terrible” way to ctb?
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22
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2K
homesoon.
homesoon.
LunaRose
I'm back here
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0
Views
223
LunaRose
LunaRose
theboy
Discussion did the pandemic have an impact on your mental health?
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19
Views
781
Heidi48
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goodoldnoname923
Am i going crazy?
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4
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503
Dmoore3232
Dmoore3232
LastLoveSong
every day is the same
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2
Views
279
Mi Mi
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ninevoltheart
want to stop feeling, dont want to die
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7
Views
644
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
Clowndollie
Venting Feeling stuck
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1
Views
362
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
D
Venting The only thing tethering me to this world is my weakness
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2
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369
Volo vent
Volo vent
UserHussein
Venting Does anyone else get anxiety seeing other people cross milestones?
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20
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1K
calebzz1
calebzz1
S
  • Locked
Looking for american ctb partner
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1
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510
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
restingplace
Venting Guilt from knowing im going to hurt the people around me after i CTB
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5
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608
theboy
theboy
RosebyAnyName
Venting Long and unhinged rant about why I hate being female
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25
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3K
miseryh8scompany
miseryh8scompany
I
Failed bridge jump..fell asleep
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1
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496
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting I’m tired of life.
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5
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455
theboy
theboy
U
Me or them!
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3
Views
347
theboy
theboy
FuneralCry
Venting It’s horrifying how in existence there’s no limit as to how much one can suffer
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4
Views
481
neonpanda
neonpanda
CS~
Venting It’s ok to be nervous
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1
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384
Ctrl_Alt_DEL
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Darkover
I don't want to waste my life at work
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11
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1K
dyingslowly
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thealteredmind
Venting feels surreal
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1
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270
Agon321
Agon321
deaddogsfuneral
Venting i dont feel like ill ever be able to fully commit
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2
Views
471
hellispink
hellispink
G
Which is better to create an unrousable sleep (coma) for several hours, benzodiazepines or GHB?
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10
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1K
G50
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