thealteredmind

thealteredmind

Experienced
Apr 2, 2024
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talking with my mother thinking I will be gone in a few months. talking to my brother telling him "things are ok".
making plans with a friend, cancelling others.

nobody suspects anything.

feels surreal... I can't believe I got to this point.
 
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Agon321

Agon321

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Aug 21, 2023
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In a sense, that's true.

Everything you know will disappear.
Your whole life will disappear.
We don't remember anything before we were born, so our current life is all we have.
All our knowledge is based on this world.
We don't know what's on the other side.
We don't know what awaits us.

I too will most likely be CTB in a few months.
Also, no one suspects anything.
It's... a strange feeling.
A little sadness, a little fear, a little excitement, a little disappointment.
This is a strange world.

Good luck, of course.
 
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