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Suicide Discussion

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Darkover
it's better to never exist
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7
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343
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
depressomartin.iis
Help Getting hold of pure SN in UK
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2
Views
485
depressomartin.iis
depressomartin.iis
M
Gas option in UK
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3
Views
277
Murt
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B
Method Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) overdose as a way to CTB
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1
Views
655
Praestat_Mori
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SmollMushroom
Venting Seems like my family is just waiting for me to ctb
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4
Views
553
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Remanant
Help Does anyone know how to make cyanide from apple seeds?
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1
Views
454
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Sunoo
Can bulimia lead to an early grave?
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6
Views
422
fwompie
fwompie
born2win
What does SN (tech grade) means? I bought this online it says 99.9% purity.
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20
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2K
riellending
riellending
mind_split
Discussion …I cant..
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4
Views
387
mind_split
mind_split
12_Years_Late
Update: My attempted trip to find N (UNSUCCESSFUL)
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6
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1K
Sid19
S
killme78
Venting cant ctb due to feeling stuck
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6
Views
814
Bruce
Bruce
T
When did you know?
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10
Views
622
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
D
  • Question
Help CTB with amitriptyline?
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5
Views
415
ae300
A
phoebonebe
CTB by antifreeze?
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9
Views
838
kjfables
kjfables
NotToBe
Method Ordering cylinders and having them shipped from online?
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3
Views
412
outrider567
O
S
Is it better to die from co2, or co (from a car?) Which is least painful? PLEASE HELP!
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7
Views
470
SadShroomie
S
offtoseethewizard
SN alternatives?
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1
Views
398
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
minoumyheart
Help overdose on many heart medications possible?
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9
Views
474
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
evachka
Help CO in a tent
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14
Views
1K
evachka
evachka
Misfortunete
Venting I don't want to be here
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1
Views
308
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
T
Discussion fictional character and suicide
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8
Views
700
AshClouds
AshClouds
S
I wasted years on an idealistic idea, my only regret is not committing CTB sooner.
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1
Views
260
Namensjemand
Namensjemand
A
Help Partial hanging.
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6
Views
646
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
S
need advice on my method
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6
Views
583
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
C
No country has N?
Replies
12
Views
1K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
ringo99
Venting Finally had it out with my worthless pos father (it felt GOOD)
Replies
0
Views
254
ringo99
ringo99
demitriusmigsysvotf
Discussion How to write a "final" note?
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10
Views
732
Despondent_Fondant
Despondent_Fondant
Busridin'26
Venting Another pain filled sleepless night.
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5
Views
393
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
colorlesshue
Venting venting
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0
Views
225
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
snowcloud9
Methyl Nitrite?
Replies
3
Views
334
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
sulk
  • Question
ctb with 50 apple seeds
Replies
18
Views
1K
dumbgirlonline
dumbgirlonline
serah
Help razor blades
Replies
2
Views
437
SadShroomie
S
C
Venting What if it always was my fault?
Replies
2
Views
280
Baron
Baron
lament.
Help Information or Experience about Shallow Water method?
Replies
3
Views
379
ifeelsobad
I
static
looking for a game or a way i can practice ctb
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2
Views
339
nucleosidal
N
nightlygem
What gun is this?
Replies
16
Views
590
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
Busridin'26
Venting Another pain filled sleepless night.
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0
Views
267
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
glitterypearls
this is the worst thing of being suicidal..
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10
Views
668
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
colorlesshue
Venting hurt you again (venting)
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1
Views
293
TheRottingContinues
TheRottingContinues
mittymittens
Help Do I Have the right to feel upset at my ex best friend?
Replies
1
Views
264
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
AllThePsychMeds
Venting Asking for help was the worst decision of my life
Replies
26
Views
2K
jussrav
jussrav
sserafim
Do you think that your suicide would be tragic?
Replies
76
Views
2K
neverwashere
neverwashere
U
For those who attempted partial suspension and failed, why did it fail?
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3
Views
389
neverwashere
neverwashere
Levanter
Venting My parents don't love me
Replies
9
Views
881
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
D
Help Can't find any more sources for SN, what now?
Replies
14
Views
1K
Nefer
Nefer
callmeskin
website access
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3
Views
330
callmeskin
callmeskin
R
SN without an antiemetic
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2
Views
374
readytogetout
R
an_alias
Discussion Anaphylaxis
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2
Views
394
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
lillmonix3
Crash in the car
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4
Views
402
virgilwalks
V
johnwatterson
  • Question
Venting Is My Reason Justified?
Replies
45
Views
2K
lwlaiet8887
lwlaiet8887
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