uniqueusername4
died a long time ago
- Aug 13, 2023
- 199
Whenever I am heavily contemplating catching the bus, I start to heavily isolate myself as much as possible so that people would be hurt less. I feel like this also just feeds the depression and makes it worse. When I start to get into recovery mode and am being social again, I start to feel guilty because I might ctb and hurt these people. Does anyone else feel that way? Do you have a way to deal with it?