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Suicide Discussion

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kfad95
Long haulers what is keeping you from ctb
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27
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Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
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Discussion Fellow countrymen
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7
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884
rozeske
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EmpressDean
Is the a personality disorder?
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5
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813
sapphoslastpoem
sapphoslastpoem
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Planned impulsivity
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2
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368
deletedaccount30982
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Placo
  • Question
Do you ever feel so depressed that you can't even plan suicide?
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17
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1K
Heartaches
Heartaches
obei
Discussion I think I have an idea on how to keep on living.
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11
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976
devin44
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strangelife
How to say goodbye to your loved ones, but so that they do not notice that there is a danger of suicide?
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28
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2K
strangelife
strangelife
LivingInDaydreams
Next week is goodbye
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4
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682
devin44
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throneofdispair03
Venting I don't know what I'm supposed to feel
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2
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532
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
liz!!!!!
Venting guilt, selfishness, and other unhelpful emotions.
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2
Views
449
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
Onomatopoeia
Discussion Nervous, excited, or scared - which bests describes you as your "deadline" (no pun intended) approaches?
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23
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1K
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
cicadafriend
Venting Urge to sh
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2
Views
468
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
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Help Promethazine
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0
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381
unabletocope
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AnonymousL
Discussion Idea of dying
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5
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475
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft
tuey32
I’m kicking myself for not just ending it sooner
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10
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1K
juna
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Naked Weapon
Venting My birthday gift
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1
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462
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help buying sodium nitrite
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42
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3K
juna
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anotherlastchance
Link to detailed sodium cyanide synthesis
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0
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340
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Link to Chlorobutanol synthesis
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0
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344
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
Link to chloral hydrate synthesis
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0
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332
anotherlastchance
anotherlastchance
IHurtTheOneILove
Feel like I’m in overtime
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1
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397
theboy
theboy
C
My choice! Whew
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4
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525
cherry7
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allKae
is today
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10
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582
theboy
theboy
Valso
Just found something that takes my mind off of everything, including off of suicidal thoughts
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7
Views
603
WatermelonMel
WatermelonMel
AngelTears
Venting Recovery is a myth
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8
Views
963
theboy
theboy
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Discussion Soul just wondering around
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2
Views
402
Hollowman
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Story The day my mom bought me a tent so that I can fantasize killing myself with charcoal
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0
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846
noname223
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livingwishtodie
i hate touching people and i hate being touched too
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12
Views
500
carac
carac
Ambivalent1
Why is nihilism and apathy at all time highs nowadays as opposed to 20 yrs ago?
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19
Views
921
Argo
A
sunnysidedown
  • Poll
Discussion If you have depression, do you have a clear idea of what caused it?
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55
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2K
theboy
theboy
Onomatopoeia
Three top nitrogen gas manufacturers in US bar products from use in executions (The Guardian)
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6
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1K
Onomatopoeia
Onomatopoeia
E
Method is opioid od noisy?
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2
Views
537
ewlife
ewlife
Darkover
Venting random rambling
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0
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374
Darkover
Darkover
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is there anything you wish you would get to live for?
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11
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623
theboy
theboy
trytrytryagain
I don't feel guilty or selfish
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2
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482
whywere
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sserafim
How do you think the people you know irl would react to the fact that you’re suicidal?
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39
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1K
Sprite_Geist
Sprite_Geist
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Discussion Heyy people
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6
Views
479
kilowatt
kilowatt
kurisutinabestgirl
How do I minimize the damage to my family
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12
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1K
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
Allonzee
Venting I acknowledge I'm a selfish person and need to go.
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3
Views
588
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
ByeByeMaria
Venting Cognitive Degeneration
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7
Views
639
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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Thinking About Last Year
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4
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520
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
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Anyone know what dark web markets might have T61 and or Propofol?
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11
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1K
Willy Wonka
Willy Wonka
bugs_for_brains
I wish I was born male
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7
Views
856
ihavenothingleft
I
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Everything seems to go wrong in my life and I'm so, so tired but don't feel ready to ctb yet.
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0
Views
401
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
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Where can I order SN in eu?
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0
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474
Candleburn
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AnonymousL
Venting Tired of reasons why not
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3
Views
770
UKscotty
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mortuarymary
CTB because of long covid
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13
Views
645
realname
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penguinl0v3s
If you fail an attempt, recovering becomes cheaper, data shows
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26
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2K
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
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Discussion People who practice hanging
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8
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2K
misthios2040
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existtoexit
Venting Existence seems to just get slower and more painful.
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0
Views
413
existtoexit
existtoexit
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