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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
gum
I wish i was loved
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8
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701
DrearyAsh348
DrearyAsh348
D
Anyone else just can’t do it?
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27
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1K
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
FuneralCry
Venting Only non-existence is desirable
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5
Views
701
DrearyAsh348
DrearyAsh348
Jamesun
I've been thinking a little
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3
Views
329
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
violetdevil
Venting It’s getting worse
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4
Views
347
violetdevil
violetdevil
ThisMortalCoil
I broke my ankle, can’t walk or drive, and am feeling hopeless
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5
Views
307
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
D
I'm so tired of existing
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2
Views
289
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
alivefornow
Discussion What if...
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13
Views
561
undecided
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R
Venting I think the only way I could get help would be to attempt to CTB. But I don't want a failed attempt. When I do it I have to succeed.
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4
Views
362
undecided
U
StalkedByDeath
Venting Divorce
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13
Views
610
doneforlife
D
D
Which benzo is best for sn?
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2
Views
613
DreamEnd
D
B
Method Will blood pressure pills do it? Would prefer fentanyl but don’t know how to get it.
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6
Views
709
bodhi2
B
jajajamielee
I have some chemicals... which one sounds best?
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3
Views
415
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
Lynx.
The burden of being alive
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6
Views
737
Lynx.
Lynx.
yaldabaoth
locations to ctb with firearm
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2
Views
515
yaldabaoth
yaldabaoth
MenschenmĂĽhle
Venting How much I hate everyone
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2
Views
530
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Takamagahara
Help Watching my own funeral
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10
Views
2K
SaltySuh
S
höstdepressioner
Venting my boyfriend told me he doesn't know if he can stop me ftom ctbing
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11
Views
623
deathxo
deathxo
avaruus
Just finished writing my suicide note
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5
Views
572
avaruus
avaruus
T
Ambien (Zolpidem) OD or combination method?
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4
Views
528
thislife77
T
kilowatt
Story Getting closer with each day
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1
Views
287
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
exploitedbacteria
DO NOT BUY OR USE PC SN
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31
Views
8K
ThisUnrest
T
nembutal
ex has access to dark web, what should i ask for?
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12
Views
2K
seekingpeacefulend
S
minato
What does overdosing feel like?
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23
Views
2K
NoEpoh27
NoEpoh27
Darkover
i don't know what has the right to bring you alive to live out your misery
Replies
4
Views
583
Arihman
Arihman
serah
Venting its all exhausting
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0
Views
224
serah
serah
carac
  • Poll
Violent or peaceful ctb and antidepressants
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0
Views
270
carac
carac
W
Lifespan in 21st century
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6
Views
424
Secrets1
Secrets1
S
I told ones closest to me that I'm going to die by suicide
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3
Views
373
Aim
Aim
hallowed_
Help Self induced vomit
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1
Views
385
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
ddn.ctb
How close are you to CTB tonight?
Replies
15
Views
756
tiltherainstops
T
suchaprettygard3n
Venting does anyone else feel like even ctb is too much? effort?
Replies
33
Views
2K
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
Lost_my_soul
Venting Annoying
Replies
5
Views
412
ThisUnrest
T
PandaBe
Help How to deal with SI
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1
Views
385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Secrets1
Entanglements, entrepreneurship
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3
Views
304
Darkover
Darkover
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people say disgusting things like “suicide is never the answer”
Replies
6
Views
620
Unknown21
Unknown21
H
Help Sn gram to teaspoon
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4
Views
406
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
K
doubting myself
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0
Views
239
k7654321
K
T
  • Question
Help How to properly cut people off?
Replies
6
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
Oblivion
Oxycodone + Xanax + Alcohol + Plastic bag and ziptie
Replies
10
Views
748
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
L
Despair and Loneliness
Replies
1
Views
310
nood11
N
FailureToAll
Venting Tired
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3
Views
387
Amidaa
Amidaa
AshesofSadness
Venting I hope i didnt ruin my chance
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2
Views
322
puella
puella
W
Wanting to check composition of SN.
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12
Views
760
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Boudika
Help I fucked up by telling my online friend that I was going to ctb. How do I calm her down and tell her that I am not going to ctb?
Replies
9
Views
928
StalkedByDeath
StalkedByDeath
len
Venting no one knows how i feel and it's killing me
Replies
4
Views
293
Left
Left
V
Help Is there any way i can ctb within the next 24 hours, i am getting really desperate
Replies
4
Views
634
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
roseleaf
Venting hey guys
Replies
4
Views
338
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Just bought a rope :)
Replies
2
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
g&hexmhn
Venting Imagine if being called annoying was your final straw /s
Replies
3
Views
380
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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