the last person I had gave up on me after I told him I was suicidal

[thrashisland]

I told my boyfriend I wanted to kill myself and he broke up with me
he gave up on me
I'm going home to my family this weekend and think I'll clean up my childhood bedroom and spend my last week with them then kill myself as soon as I get back to college
I'm either going to jump off a 15 floor building or try partial hanging, most likely the first option if they haven't changed the password to the building I plan on jumping off of.
I wish he didn't give up on me but I really have no reason to live now.

 

[Untimely]

I just wanted to say I really resonate with this. I don't want to tell my girlfriend any of my feelings because I feel like she would just leave me because she doesn't understand. And i know the breakups can be horrible. I barely even recovered from my last relationship ending.

 

[tryingtoquietdown]

I'm so sorry he treated you so horribly. I hope you're able to have a nice time with your family and find some peace, no matter what you decide to do.

 

[theboy]

i am sorry for the situation you are going through. i know everyone has their own reasons for ctb but don't do it because you broke up with your partner. at some point there will be someone else who will love you and understand you. anything pm

 

[SexyIncél]

I wish he didn't give up on me but I really have no reason to live now.

If you don't mind me saying, but he sounds a bozo. Caring just for those who need it least...

 

[Didn't do NUFFIN]

I'm so sorry he did that to you, you didn't deserve to be betrayed like that. I almost cried reading your post because if i had someone in my life who i loved and they left me after i told them my personal struggles, it would destroy me. The bravery you've shown by opening up to him is admirable and it show's that you're a very strong person, i wish i was as brave as you. He doesn't deserve someone as good as you. I hope you find peace with your decision, best of luck and much love. ❤

 

[Yazzerton]

I told my boyfriend I wanted to kill myself and he broke up with me
he gave up on me
I'm going home to my family this weekend and think I'll clean up my childhood bedroom and spend my last week with them then kill myself as soon as I get back to college
I'm either going to jump off a 15 floor building or try partial hanging, most likely the first option if they haven't changed the password to the building I plan on jumping off of.
I wish he didn't give up on me but I really have no reason to live now.

I'm sorry you have to go through that, especially when those people are the ones who are supposed to care about us the most. Just know that you are strong for opening up in the first place, and I hope peace finds you no matter your decision.