Story My little sister heard me sleeptalk about suicide

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I sleep in the same room as my little sister and i had a dream that i went on a really high building and jumped off and i landed without dying but my head hurt and i was really upset and frustrated it didnt work and i wanted to try again but i just ended up going home and i was really angry at my mum and i said something along the lines of i hope you kill yourself and i will kill myself too and i woke up and as soon as i woke up i had a feeling i said that bit out loud and my sister was looking at me wierdly and i asked her if i said something and she said yeahh it was so loud