CaliCatCharlie

CaliCatCharlie

Nature's Mockery
May 28, 2021
68
I hate being single and the fact that's going to be the rest of my life. I don't have anyone, no friends, no real family that wants to communicate with me and no love. I'm not even weird, mean or anything negative. I take care of myself and make sure that I'm well groomed but I'm ugly so I don't even have a chance. Being a lesbian is super lonely. I wish I wasn't even born the way I was. On top of it all I'm a minority so my chances are even lower. I try to be happy with myself but I always am constantly reminded with how people treat me that I'm just some ugly beast. I just want to be loved. :(
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

Z z Z z Z z Z z Z z Z
May 5, 2022
775
You're probably a 10/10 stop it. @_@
 
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allthatimsaying

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Aug 14, 2023
58
That's freaking me, except the part of being a minority.

Do you have any colleagues from work or college? When was the last time you went to a party? It could help so bad.

I wish you all the best!
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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How old are you? A lot of people don't meet their special person till late 20s or 30s
 
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heliophobic

heliophobic

Memento Mori
Jan 29, 2024
105
I can relate to the ugly part but I've been single for 9 years and don't hate. I think that I'M the weird one for thinking that way though. Humans are supposed to find their mate, breed, etc. I like being single and hanging out with my cat. Relationships are drama and if that special person was ever out there for me, they passed away a long time ago. Hopefully you can either find someone or at least find inner peace.
 
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OICU812

OICU812

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Aug 31, 2023
34
You know, in my life so far, all of the people I've met that told me that they were ugly were never ugly at all. Perception is not reality. Throughout the years I always hated the way I looked, I hated my straight hair, I hated the way my nose looked, and I thought I was too short. It took me a long time to learn that "You are your own worst critic"
 
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JustinTime

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Jan 3, 2024
10
BTW not being able to post on my profile
BTW not being able to post on my profile
 
heliophobic

heliophobic

Memento Mori
Jan 29, 2024
105
You know, in my life so far, all of the people I've met that told me that they were ugly were never ugly at all. Perception is not reality. Throughout the years I always hated the way I looked, I hated my straight hair, I hated the way my nose looked, and I thought I was too short. It took me a long time to learn that "You are your own worst critic"
Ain't that the truth! I often tell people "Just tell me the truth because there's nothing you can tell me that I either haven't heard before or thought about myself." We are absolutely our own worst critics.
 
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CaliCatCharlie

CaliCatCharlie

Nature's Mockery
May 28, 2021
68
That's freaking me, except the part of being a minority.

Do you have any colleagues from work or college? When was the last time you went to a party? It could help so bad.

I wish you all the best!
I have this one girl that I have crush on at my job but I'm giving up on the idea because I don't like disturbing someone who probably just wants to mind their own business or be alone and because I don't think I would have a shot anyways if I tried. I don't go to parties, they've proven unsuccessful.
I can relate to the ugly part but I've been single for 9 years and don't hate. I think that I'M the weird one for thinking that way though. Humans are supposed to find their mate, breed, etc. I like being single and hanging out with my cat. Relationships are drama and if that special person was ever out there for me, they passed away a long time ago. Hopefully you can either find someone or at least find inne
The only peace I'll find is when I finally have the courage to CTB.
You know, in my life so far, all of the people I've met that told me that they were ugly were never ugly at all. Perception is not reality. Throughout the years I always hated the way I looked, I hated my straight hair, I hated the way my nose looked, and I thought I was too short. It took me a long time to learn that "You are your own worst critic"
I've always been picked on for my looks even by my siblings. People would ask me for a picture of myself and then promptly block me immediately after me sending it. I get weird faces made at me in public. It's not just me unfortunately.
 
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kwittywhiskerzz!..

kwittywhiskerzz!..

Kwitty!
Mar 24, 2024
32
I'm ugly, and a minority. I feel insecure about my race and I don't know why. I wanna be average real bad. I relate to you. There will be someone for you I promise, someone will love you
 
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