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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,347
I'm going to ctb soon and I wanted to make a list of the things I never got to do. Please feel free to insert your own list.

1 Fall in love
2 Play the piano
3 Work someplace where I really felt I was helping people
4 Have a grandchild that I knew
5 Go to the beach and pick up shells
6 Buy a bed
7 Find a city to live in where I fit in and love

I'm sure there are more things but this is my list. The majority of the people (including MODs) on this site have been so kind to me, they've become somewhat of a family. I wish I could take away all of your pain when I go but I know that's not possible. Thank you all for being so good to me.
 
pebpebpebpeb

pebpebpebpeb

i have no enemies
Apr 1, 2020
183
this is beautiful. i was thinking about making a post similar to this as well. great minds think alike!

1. graduate college
2. have a loving partner
3. practice more guitar
5. move out and experience life
6. continue my art career (i'm hoping to become an animator and/or tattoo artist.)
7. learn another language
8. have a pet cat <3

it was nice to reflect on the things i'm living for. i should do this more often. i hope you can acheive your wishes in the time you have.
 
Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,347
this is beautiful. i was thinking about making a post similar to this as well. great minds think alike!

1. graduate college
2. have a loving partner
3. practice more guitar
5. move out and experience life
6. continue my art career (i'm hoping to become an animator and/or tattoo artist.)
7. learn another language
8. have a pet cat <3

it was nice to reflect on the things i'm living for. i should do this more often. i hope you can acheive your wishes in the time you have.
my time is short ill be leaving this week. keep adding to your list my friend
 
broth0100

broth0100

i’m not in the tide i be under it, Jaws
Oct 23, 2023
114
1. Finish learning russian arabic n chinese (at least intermediate level in all)
2. Live away from the country i grew up in for at least a year
3. See a fav electronic musician of mine play a set
4. Move out of my parents house
5. Work my dream job :')
1. Finish learning russian arabic n chinese (at least intermediate level in all)
2. Live away from the country i grew up in for at least a year
3. See a fav electronic musician of mine play a set
4. Move out of my parents house
5. Work my dream job :')
Oh shit forgot to add have a pet cat to this
 
MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,148
1. swim next to and pet a whale
2. ride a horse
3. live on a catamaran for a month over an atoll
4. get better at riding a motorcycle
5. learn how to make beef wellington
6. taste a coconut crab

i guess that's about it.
 
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feelsohelpless

Member
Mar 5, 2024
9
1. Work with orphaned orangutans in memory of my mum - DONE
2. Find work where my passion lies - DONE
3. Move abroad - DONE
4. Go back to uni - DONE
5. Become a mum
6. Fall in love
7. Become a crazy cat lady - DONE

I am really lucky in that I have managed to cross off most of my wish list. I am grateful for that every single day and it helps me with my decision to CTB. Just because most are ticked off, it does not mean that things have been easy. Number one I promised myself I would do the day that my mum died when I was 12. She was ginger and we always called her an orangutan. And I did it. I treasured every single cuddle and interaction I had with those babies for 2 months.
 
FitsTime

FitsTime

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
642
1 Complete my studies - mostly done
2 Find a decent Job - done but as for now i'm jobless
3 Go back to sports, healty hobbies, art - partially done
4 Find a decent group of friends to hang around and share healty passions - i'm not lucky with this
5 Heal the scars of the past - not accomplished
6 Leave my city for a bigger and more functional one - done in the past, now i went back to the starting point
7 Be happy - not accomplished
 
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xsa

xsa

july 3rd
Oct 7, 2023
214
I'm sorry you weren't able to do these things :(( I hope at least you'll find peace and feel better soon
 
kwittywhiskerzz!..

kwittywhiskerzz!..

Kwitty!
Mar 24, 2024
32
1. Be able to look pretty.
2. Find a husband
3. Have kids
4. Make sure my friends are happy and fulfilled
5. Fall in love
6. Become a nurse or flight attendant
7. Find something or a hobby I enjoy
8. Be happy in life
 
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captivebutterfly

captivebutterfly

Member
Aug 9, 2023
21
1. Fall in love with the right person
2. Lose weight (I realise how vain this sounds but I didn't want to die at this size)
3. Travel outside of the country
4. Publish a book
5. Find meaning in my life
 
ClaudeCTTE

ClaudeCTTE

Misunderstood...
Aug 22, 2023
265
There are thousands of things I wish I could do, but they are just things I would only see in my dreams.

1. Meet my favorite musicians.
2. Learn any song from my favorite musicians.
3. Learn to play the guitar and piano.
4. Learn Japanese.
5. Travel anywhere (maybe even to Japan considering I want to learn Japanese).
6. Learn to draw.
7. Learn coding.
8. Work for myself.
9. Live in a better country.
10. Have a peaceful mind.
11. Being understood
 
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INTJme

INTJme

Epeolatrist
Mar 22, 2024
336
1. Fall in love – done
2. Learn a foreign language – done
3. Learn to play an instrument – done
4. Run a half-marathon – done 4 times lol
5. Overcome fear of large bodies of water and learn to swim – done as an adult and won a gold medal in 50m freestyle!
6. Skydive
7. Scuba Dive
8. Become a millionaire
9. Visit all countries of the world – only managed 5 lol
10. Climb to the top of a hill/mountain – done
 

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