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Recovery

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mortuarymary
mortuarymary
A
Story Life's hard and I got therapy!
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Help These days, my memory isn't that good, so I brush my teeth with my mom watching over me.
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0
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413
Euthanasia
Euthanasia
UnwillingSavior
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5
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595
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4
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709
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1
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374
SexyIncél
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5
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715
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Eternal Eyes
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3
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760
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Andrews
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3
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514
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space-jester
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35
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3K
tabletop
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trashhologram
Discussion What kind of self care did you practice today?
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29
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2K
cgrtt.brns
cgrtt.brns
A
Help I am not ok.
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13
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1K
a.fool
A
ForgottenAgain
Story My brain is confused about what's real and what's not
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11
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844
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
D
  • Question
Help How to know what not to say?
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2
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507
Kit1
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leavingthesoultrap
Help Antidepressant recommendations?
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3
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464
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
asifwaltz
Help how do i deal with jealousy?
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3
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530
BeautyWSaveTheWorld
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S
Help Lots of stuff from my past in my brain. Need to get it out somewhere. Do my „attempts“ count? Does it even matter
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5
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789
Linda
Linda
dinosavr
telling my therapist - the “life vs death” battle continues
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6
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717
dinosavr
dinosavr
mindless_imp
It gets better.
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12
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936
violetskies
violetskies
Thia
A Miracle?
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3
Views
554
Linda
Linda
ForgottenAgain
I feel empty
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3
Views
560
groucho
G
D
How do you make friends online these days?
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15
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Stripe19
Stripe19
(Positive Vent) Finally starting to feel some semblance of personal worth
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0
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341
Stripe19
Stripe19
Act Two
Can / will people report my phone number?
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7
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626
Moonomyth
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kettlevinbarq
Will try ketamine therapy
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22
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1K
MBG
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L
Why does self-care feel like a chore?
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13
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855
inaminute
inaminute
campo d'erba
advice?
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5
Views
681
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
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Story To My Friend Erin (poem)
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8
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908
noname223
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SMG08ABUSER
My first therapy session is tomorrow
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5
Views
527
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Help I can't stay away from cutting myself
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4
Views
720
cali22♡
cali22♡
inaminute
This is a hybrid post (S Discussion/Recovery)
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0
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408
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inaminute
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Story Ex
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1
Views
477
mortuarymary
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hopelessgirl
wanna die but believe in afterlife
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5
Views
777
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Slow_Farewell
trytrytryagain
Help Any actual useful resources for SA survivors?
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5
Views
871
UsagiDrop
UsagiDrop
cali22♡
Does anyone here wonder what life would be like without pain, depression etc?
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7
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494
PixelPlant
PixelPlant
mortuarymary
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3
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456
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Slow_Farewell
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  • Question
How do you gain self love/esteem/etc if you never had any to begin with?
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2
Views
904
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
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Overreacting over nothing?
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1
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410
Juli
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C
Need Relief
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2
Views
600
cherry7
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Help I am at my bridge and maybe need someone to talk to.
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20
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Kit1
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CameronFrye
Wellbutrin (Bupropion)
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21
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thesilentoceans
Help wanted to die but what happened to me ?
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17
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thesilentoceans
thesilentoceans
5nicotine
Help Started meds again. Not obsessive about ctb anymore, but I don't think that's good since I don't actually care about living.
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0
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354
5nicotine
5nicotine
K
Help Can't Stop Doing Nothing
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12
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a.fool
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SnakesButNoLadder
  • Poll
Are you beyond saving?
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37
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3K
desperatetoctb
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Cloud Busting
I hate needing to go to therapy
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9
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870
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
illvoid
Help returning to shit living situation, need tips for earning money.
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1
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495
Outspok
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sadgirlcentipede
Help Impulsive Attempts
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5
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734
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inaminute
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20
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Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
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