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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Guilt for progression
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2
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401
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
UserHussein
Method I plan to kill myself this weekend but I’m worried about the pain.
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6
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2K
Thanksforeverything
Thanksforeverything
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Venting Let's all try to remember there are real people behind usernames
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4
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648
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
violetskies
guilt about relationship
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3
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516
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
T
  • Question
Suicide Pact
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16
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1K
tabris_075
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depthss
I don’t feel lonely anymore
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1
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426
4everDone
4everDone
thedevilwithin
Venting what even am i
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0
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385
thedevilwithin
thedevilwithin
butterfly000
What methods were you considering before you found this forum?
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47
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2K
TheUncommon
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mortuarymary
Without the forums
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33
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2K
Forever Sleep
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OcularFear
Venting I wish I believed the lie sometimes.
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1
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412
Forever Sleep
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Feedingbirds
Venting Meant to be
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0
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275
Feedingbirds
Feedingbirds
Loserparasite
Venting Bucket list
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1
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558
Praestat_Mori
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caninecomposer
This will probably be my final month
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0
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350
caninecomposer
caninecomposer
markus
Ctb bleed out method need advice
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2
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422
Praestat_Mori
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loslassen
I need help
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4
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459
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
degreesoflewdity
Help hanging method
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2
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732
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
xX.mlnchli
Venting sui
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0
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501
xX.mlnchli
xX.mlnchli
K
Powerlessness to Change Situation
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0
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360
KafkaF
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MiMif
Quotes on suicide (please share)
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14
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1K
PhilosopherInAV0id
PhilosopherInAV0id
EyeBeyond
What was the most powerful emotion you have ever felt? Why?
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17
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628
lament.
lament.
kawaiiphantom
Taking Benadryl before hanging? Thank you so much for any replies 🖤
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10
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987
hellispink
hellispink
degreesoflewdity
Venting parents
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2
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366
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
WhenTheyCry
The shame of my parents providing for me even as an adult is eating me alive. I can't be independent because I'm disabled. I might kill myself just
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2
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415
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
b1ackstar
Help going asap, need advice
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2
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527
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
ihatemylifee
SN From a****ba
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5
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665
violetskies
violetskies
throneofdispair03
Venting I'm a kamikaze
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2
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434
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
obei
Method I think this is my final plan
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9
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1K
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
suicidalcat
Cutting again
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1
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419
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
Daxter_87
Help If I Live with My Parents, Which Method Is Less Likely to Get Me Caught Ordering the Materials I Need - SN or Partial Hanging?
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7
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1K
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
ijustwishtodie
Venting "It's better to have lived a bad life than to have never lived at all"
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7
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640
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
Daxter_87
Method If I Pay for the SN Order Using My Father's PayPal Account, Will He Receive a Message Mentioning the Name of the Product - i.e. Sodium Nitrite?
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9
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1K
Fractal
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  • Question
ordering SN
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0
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287
dontwanttolive
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divinemistress87
Years wasted
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8
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558
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
Water-Lily
Until I can cut off my father, I'm a failure
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4
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349
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
throneofdispair03
how to distance yourself?
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4
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380
ChoclateIsSweet
ChoclateIsSweet
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SN
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9
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753
Old Friend
Old Friend
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Canada again delays assisted dying for the mentally ill
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6
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1K
misthios2040
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depressedpharma
Method 500mg of Heroin, best way to go?
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12
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1K
depressedpharma
depressedpharma
bussy
Venting fucked up my future
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8
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1K
ChoclateIsSweet
ChoclateIsSweet
inaminute
The thin line between
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2
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490
inaminute
inaminute
thetruetato
Story I think I figured out carotid compression :3
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6
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1K
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
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Help Drop Hanging Advice
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3
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927
TorchMyCorpse
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juxtajuno
Venting feelings of disgust...
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3
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934
TabooMushroom2
TabooMushroom2
markus
My method
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1
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504
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
rosenrot
Does anyone else feel alone in their thoughts?
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3
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333
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting I wish there’s the option to just erase our existence
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3
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425
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
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Venting Does it bother you that when you CTB you won’t even know about it?
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19
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1K
betternever2havbeen
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Toothless Bunny
Story The current me is the product of a failed suicide attempt
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5
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652
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
SkullHand59
Method Methods in Czech Republic?
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13
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1K
Linda
Linda
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Is it worth it to get SN off the dark web?
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14
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734
dggtscccvfd
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