Help Does anyone else in england waste countless hours everyday attempting to find things?

[RemainingDubious]

Does anyone else in england waste countless hours everyday attempting to find things they need to ctb?

When able to find inert gasses or other places that have SN (i still haven't heard back from the ukraine source) i'm unable to actually place a order due to restrictions.

Does anyone else struggle only to end up left feeling like you're stuck in a miserable existence you don't want?

 

[Darkover]

exactly this i just wish i could break into a pharmacy to kill my self with all the drugs

 

[The Schizoid]

IMO you're best off picking a method that requires less planning.

 

[Idon'tknowwhattodo]

Not in England, but, yes.

 

[RemainingDubious]

exactly this i just wish i could break into a pharmacy to kill my self with all the drugs

If "sharing is caring" why are those with "a duty of care" not actually caring?

IMO you're best off picking a method that requires less planning.

i've tried that before, seems like there's some truth in: fail to plan = plan to fail.

 

[Gonnerr]

exactly this i just wish i could break into a pharmacy to kill my self with all the drugs.

Yep , me too but i prefer a vet shop to get nembutal.

 

[UKscotty]

I always think the opposite to what a few people say about the UK.

I find it extremely pro-suicide here, with a government that does very little in regard to suicide prevention and mental health support.

Except for hand guns, pretty much all methods are pretty easy to access here. I'm sure you could even get a gun if you wanted, gun crime is some of the worst in all of Europe here.

 

[RemainingDubious]

I always think the opposite to what a few people say about the UK.

I find it extremely pro-suicide here, with a government that does very little in regard to suicide prevention and mental health support.

Except for hand guns, pretty much all methods are pretty easy to access here. I'm sure you could even get a gun if you wanted, gun crime is some of the worst in all of Europe here.

Most search results show "support" lines and most effective substances are restricted to business accounts. Some places make it look like you can order but when you get to the checkout you actually can't without a company.

There isn't really mental health support there's "professionals" that are delusional believing they make a difference with information they've read from a text book. Where's real support from people with life experience who embrace reality?

The "support" actually available just provides false hopes and strings people along with the assumption things will get better. That's not helpful, that's cruel and setting people up to fail. As long as they keep getting people going back to them. They keep a bunch of delusional egomaniacs in their jobs.

Where's all the people that "support" has genuinely helped? People who aren't waiting for a miracle? People who are genuinely happy and living a life they wanted? Shouldn't there be loads considering there's so much "Help" and has been for numerous years?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so trapped in this existence, it's extreme cruelty to me how we cannot just have the option to easily cease existing in peace. I'm stuck here due to lack of access of reliable ways to die and fear of trying to die going wrong leading to way worse suffering, I despise how Nembutal isn't legalised.

 

[lifewasawillowtv]

The country has increasing become more and more of a police state. It's honestly exhausting for wanting to find a viable method but keep being hit by dead ends. It's like I overcome one hurdle just to be faced by another. I'm so tired of all this.

exactly this i just wish i could break into a pharmacy to kill my self with all the drugs

Completely agree. The things I would do for some morphine…

 

[RemainingDubious]

The country has increasing become more and more of a police state. It's honestly exhausting for wanting to find a viable method but keep being hit by dead ends. It's like I overcome one hurdle just to be faced by another. I'm so tired of all this.

Completely agree. The things I would do for some morphine…

It's so frustrating. i kinda feel like reality is more like a prison that i'm stuck in with a life sentence. Freedom is just an illusion.

i know what you mean about hurdle after hurdle. Do you feel like there's actually no end in sight? Like you're sick of the same old shit and just want to get to the exit, but have no idea where it actually is? i know i do.

Morphine sounds amazing although i'd have no idea what amount would 100% get me on the bus and wouldn't be able to inject i despise needles A scene in Saw II completely randomly plays in my mind at times.