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Suicide Discussion

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dragonofenvy
Discussion Why do you choose life?
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14
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322
valar_morghulis21
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mordumfan
Almost a year since I joined this website and..
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0
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85
mordumfan
mordumfan
3FailedAttemptss
Ordered SN from HB!!!
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5
Views
618
Throwawaysoul
Throwawaysoul
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I’m afraid I won’t do it
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9
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205
hdead
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M
DMC and SN advice please
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0
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79
Manfrotto99
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Gunshot or fent
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1
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97
nayomi
nayomi
HappyPotato69
Discussion does anyone else feel no empathy for their parents
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14
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366
orange7201
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unluckysadness
Suicides in the French Prime Minister’s Office (new scandal...)
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1
Views
128
Aren
Aren
U
MAiD medication
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3
Views
291
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
bluupup
Help gun advice
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2
Views
99
bluupup
bluupup
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  • Poll
Story My ctb plan and reason why
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0
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129
hihi2027
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T
Method Why is killing yourself so hard?
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5
Views
285
Mental666
Mental666
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Venting Just a loner and I don’t have mental illness?
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2
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89
Isolatedloner
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H2S Suffering
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3
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107
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
E
Venting Suicide with N should be free and OTC
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9
Views
276
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
decayofangels
Venting I'm really bad at relationships please help
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3
Views
95
Pvnie
Pvnie
burninghill
Trying not to relapse into DPH
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4
Views
352
burninghill
burninghill
diviosd
Venting The guilt of committing suicide while in a relationship
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16
Views
674
depthss
depthss
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Is CBT with N peacefull ?
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5
Views
300
intr0verse
intr0verse
depthss
Stuck
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1
Views
74
doomsday.
D
J
Method Committing at ambulance head office
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9
Views
439
Johnny99
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Discussion Being put in a psych ward was the final straw for me. Can anyone else relate?
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2
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178
depthss
depthss
bluupup
Story finally told her.
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1
Views
114
Lost in a Dream
Lost in a Dream
glided~hydrangea
Do you want to get better?
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25
Views
437
ConstantPain
C
AreWeWinning
Rope diameter in hanging – thick vs. thin ropes
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13
Views
830
Wreckage
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fluorescentpearl
Discussion Spiritual people?
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13
Views
448
metrochan
metrochan
Serena 2026
Flirting with death... 🥹
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3
Views
156
Pluto
Pluto
T
Help I can't find the carotid arteries for PSH
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1
Views
135
YourLocalEdgelord
YourLocalEdgelord
C
Venting Something is wrong with me
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1
Views
86
RawRX3
RawRX3
interna
Help my SN protocol - good enough?
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14
Views
767
tooafraidtodiez
T
L
SH
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0
Views
51
LostToSociety
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PsychedeliaSuicide
Discussion Hotdiggedydemon
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14
Views
494
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
S
I lost my friend because of my mental issues
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1
Views
113
metrochan
metrochan
Jx708
Venting vent message to a friend
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0
Views
49
Jx708
Jx708
xXiloveyouXx
When can I finally rest?
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0
Views
60
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
N
Discussion SH Website
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19
Views
540
Nothing.
N
unrulydeerly
Venting I'm just biding my time
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0
Views
81
unrulydeerly
unrulydeerly
Rural_Rodent
Help Question about SN sourcing
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5
Views
385
Ultimatefighter
Ultimatefighter
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Venting My depression is so bad it feels like my brain is begging me to commit suicide.
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0
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112
wereqryan
W
P
My SN has a strong Chemical smell. Is It normal?
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21
Views
507
Penelope12
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wannabeangel
Animator hotdiggedydemon going to Switzerland to CTB
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3
Views
229
tooafraidtodiez
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Venting i'm genuinely an awful girlfriend
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2
Views
150
100memoryleaks
100memoryleaks
nepentheic0
would this work?
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5
Views
145
Worndown
Worndown
Tyra
I realized that being gone won’t matter to anyone, the only thing that will matter to them is the burden that my CTB will bring
Replies
3
Views
168
notthatclever
notthatclever
C
Method Rapid ingestion of SN
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13
Views
287
Tyra
Tyra
sacrilegeofsouls
What does ctb mean?
Replies
10
Views
336
Throwawaysoul
Throwawaysoul
hurts2b
I Need To Die
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0
Views
80
hurts2b
hurts2b
flowersforalgernons
getting rid of your stuff?
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1
Views
93
Ultimatefighter
Ultimatefighter
wayn
Method Drug overdose is the best method.
Replies
24
Views
2K
AlexeiK
AlexeiK
babyblueeyes
I feel stupid for wanting to die so badly
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7
Views
215
babyblueeyes
babyblueeyes
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