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Suicide Discussion

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Do you guys think this will CTB?
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GarGoil
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Is it very dangerous to test ingest KN?
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2
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76
IdentityDoe
IdentityDoe
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Venting everyone in my life is trash
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0
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56
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
peacecomingsoon
Survived recent SN attempt, in psych ward
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34
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2K
DeathSweetDeath
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woofwag
Always saying the wrong thing
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11
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260
woofwag
woofwag
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Venting Paranoia surrounding lack of bodily autonomy
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8
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227
InevitableDeath
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blueskies3
Surrounded by Npcs
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13
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438
blueskies3
blueskies3
Darkover
Venting Is Life Meant to Be This Hard? And If So, What’s the F*cking Point?
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15
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959
InevitableDeath
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I hate life
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1
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64
InevitableDeath
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attackingvertical
Venting Went to therapy for the first time in months
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4
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128
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
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Method SN in Canada
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0
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42
readytogo1959
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Noise Level of SN?
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17
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348
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
lastwordsofmine
Venting I want to CBT, but i dont want to leave my cat.
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5
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196
readytogo1959
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coldworld
Help where am i supposed to buy sn in ca
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1
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188
readytogo1959
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Jisatsu
Method Numbing Oral Sprays/A alternative to SN and KN?
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82
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2K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
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Today's the big day
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28
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914
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
failedmind
anyone else planned to use SN for their method but now they can’t get any?
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31
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1K
cakedog
cakedog
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trouble buying SN in germany?
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7
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493
TomIsNotMyName
TomIsNotMyName
peacecomingsoon
Has anyone else experienced the trance-like state before a ctb attempt?
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6
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322
TomIsNotMyName
TomIsNotMyName
samarah988
This will be my last birthday
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7
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212
samarah988
samarah988
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Story My story
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6
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325
AcrobaticSilky
AcrobaticSilky
NocturnalDistortion
I'm so damn lonely.
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1
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105
violetforever
violetforever
_AllCatsAreGrey_
Another YouTuber made a video about the site
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70
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2K
CatLvr
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sanctionedusage
cutting ties, gifting/selling belongings, paying off debt
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2
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85
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
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What restraints are best for a zero gravity lounge chair?
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3
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80
DeathSweetDeath
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LonelyPrince
Venting Why does dying have to take so much effort..
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3
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173
IdentityDoe
IdentityDoe
scary
Venting My best friend died and it’s all my fault
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2
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120
heatnormal
heatnormal
LonelyPrince
Venting Is it Love or Loneliness?
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13
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198
LonelyPrince
LonelyPrince
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Method ketamine overdose
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5
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260
twinfantasylover
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Connie
Venting Why am i here
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1
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80
Always-in-trouble
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AngelTear
Venting I HATE MY MOM SO MUCH SHE ISN'T MY MOM ANYMORE (Possible financial abuse?)
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5
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146
violetforever
violetforever
betterinthedark
Venting Nightmare
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0
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58
betterinthedark
betterinthedark
peacefulnights
I enjoy nighttime
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11
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161
Dinnerwith6
Dinnerwith6
squillykilly
Venting Gross fantasies
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3
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110
squillykilly
squillykilly
badatparties
Life is such a gift
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19
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523
fallingbehind
fallingbehind
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Firearm / jumping self debate
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9
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150
realname
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Method would this drug cocktail work?
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2
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99
twinfantasylover
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darksouls2kicksass
Venting Cost of living is too high to survive
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1
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97
AngelTear
AngelTear
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New CTB method
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0
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122
viral49
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maggot
Testing rope by tightening it around the neck?
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5
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138
InevitableDeath
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ikigaimg
For those who survived a suicide attempt: what were your thoughts in that moment, and did you feel regret?
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46
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1K
DeathSweetDeath
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Difference between sodium nitrate and strotonium nitrate
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24
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319
porchpirate52
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squillykilly
Discussion Dreaming of being hospitalized
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11
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214
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
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  • Question
Method is propranolol an ok backup method plan or no?
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6
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232
littledeer7
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thefarter
impatience 😭😭
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2
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85
Melophobia
Melophobia
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Brasil
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4
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471
PerryMason
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imsotired35
Duloxetine and propananol OD likelihood?
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3
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116
imsotired35
imsotired35
OzymandiAsh
  • Poll
Discussion Anyone feel like being a member on this forum might make CTB more difficult?
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22
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518
catsalvation
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squillykilly
Who deserves a suicide note?
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4
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163
squillykilly
squillykilly
Felixim
Venting overall vent
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0
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49
Felixim
Felixim
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