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Suicide Discussion

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I really don't think there's a better option, but the survival instinct is too strong.
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168
AnonymousCat1
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GASLIGHTER7000
how to get over the person you thought would be the love of your life?
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15
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306
voc_89
voc_89
DeathByBananabread
The idea that there's no hope & I really do need to kill myself is an oddly motivating force.
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5
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378
AnonymousCat1
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GASLIGHTER7000
anxiety will kill me
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10
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566
softfur
softfur
chargirl
There's so little of me left; if I shot myself, what would I be killing anyway?
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3
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175
AnonymousCat1
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LonelyPrince
Venting I'm not taken seriously.
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17
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149
AnonymousCat1
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S
Venting No fucking will to live but not enough will to die
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1
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75
gardenhouse
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WeAreHereWeAreGone
Greetings from Maryland
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1
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82
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
C
Venting My entire family is talking shit about me
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0
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38
chaotic_crow
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L
Help Morphine - lethal dose-help pls
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7
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199
gardenhouse
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Lextyle
Decision to suicide can never be regretted
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15
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411
Hvergelmir
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S
Help Alcohol and partial hang
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0
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53
sickofeverything
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insectontrial
I impulsively tried to CTB last night.
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0
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62
insectontrial
insectontrial
S
Venting 1
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1
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75
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
notevenhere
i am a. coward and i think that’s the first step to accepting ctb.
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4
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240
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
wannabeangel
Venting angel's vent thread - broke my own wings
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63
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3K
wannabeangel
wannabeangel
iCryInMySecretSpot
Venting Why I’m here
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5
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88
iCryInMySecretSpot
iCryInMySecretSpot
FuneralCry
Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die
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6K
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504K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Getting kicked out soon, I have no money saved and I have nowhere to go. Need help for plan b
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4
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241
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
savoytruffle
Propranolol OD?
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24
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2K
muu
muu
Defenestration
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What is your wish for 2026?
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224
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13K
Defenestration
Defenestration
starsshinningbright
Help I brought the less lethal sn will it still work
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7
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695
the_sugar_buzz
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TokaNoOwari
Discussion Is mental health an "inconvenience" in your culture too?
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22
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480
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
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Viscine eye drops as a method?
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3
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84
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
dust-in-the-wind
The truth of what happens when we die.
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1
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224
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
hahahahhkjsk
Venting ruined my life and at a point of no return. wat nou?
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8
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649
Death Diviner
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S
The thing is I have a low tolerance for stomach pain. Would pepto bismol ruin the Sn effects?
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6
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105
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
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Discussion Immodium/Loperamide + tonic water
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4
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76
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
nintendo64
Method partial hanging test
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34
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4K
praythestars
praythestars
themisfit
My uncle did it with the shower hose
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1
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96
FleurMaudite
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absolutethistime
Heroin CTB
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11
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436
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
OT8
Method I need some help with a few details
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4
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103
tss fss
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MyRightMyWay
My experience with Ethylene Glycol, ask away ?
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23
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1K
Dontwant2Bhere
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S
opinions on zopiclone?lorazepam? Good benzo? I have some and QUETIAPINE they say that's a good AE
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1
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54
SDB
S
Bishop
Help The pain is worse day after day
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0
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60
Bishop
Bishop
bruised_reed
Venting I was happy and loved life
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5
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132
Captain laser
Captain laser
Mint Floss
Venting Think I'll kill myself next year if I don't graduate
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7
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170
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
Lou_Charthethird
I’ve forgotten almost everything.
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0
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78
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
Vizzy
Goodbye Thread - CTB Today
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230
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45K
purebliss
purebliss
Rihan
Where are you writing your suicide note, and how are you sending it?
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1
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67
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
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Help Anyone from UAE? Any suggestion on the resources where to buy stuff
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2
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74
babyneo1
B
U
Will SI kick in for SN
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11
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305
itsallogrenow
itsallogrenow
deadngoresurgery
Venting i am an evil disgusting, lying bitch. i destroyed someones heart and trust and i NEED to die. like now.
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5
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342
idkwhattodoman
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starboy2k
Method Neck Positioning
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14
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579
Forveleth
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B
Anyone else is self-sabotaging itself? Not taking care of health, waiting for a disease to force you to go once for all?
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18
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523
PainThreshold
PainThreshold
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Venting "Suicide isn't selfish" is complete bullshit and I'm a coward
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9
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471
Spongiform
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unluckysadness
The CPAP method (DIY)
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3
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212
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
B
Being disgusted by both death and life, tall bridge nearby, from Ludi
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0
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49
burgistanker123
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fkyou
Discussion Feel like an imposter..
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0
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41
fkyou
fkyou
meowzers3276
reconsidering
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2
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147
meowzers3276
meowzers3276
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