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ange-gardien54

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Nov 8, 2020
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Hello, my name is Ely, and I am from France. Like many people here, my life has not been easy. I was fortunate enough to obtain N through A.V. in 2021. Unfortunately, my home was burglarized, and the thieves found my bottles and stole them without even knowing what they were.
I still have one left, but it is much older, and I am afraid that it might no longer work.
From what I understand, after a number of irresponsible people used N in Peru, the Peruvian government began tightening security and restricting its sale. Apparently, things have become much more complicated now. It seems that the home countries of some of the people involved put pressure on Peru. We can thank those people for the fact that the sources in Peru have disappeared.

So I'm asking, if among you there are still any kind souls willing to share what they know about places where it's still possible to find them, now's the time... Because if I don't find anything, I'll be forced to leave in great suffering... And I think, like many, I've already had enough of that in my life.

Thank you for reading. Contact me via private message for sensitive information.

Take care.

Ely
 
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meer

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Its gone now, no seems to have a clue. Im sorry.
 
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@Serena 2026 is saying that N is still possible in Peru
 
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Serena 2026

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Hello, my name is Ely, and I am from France. Like many people here, my life has not been easy. I was fortunate enough to obtain N through A.V. in 2021. Unfortunately, my home was burglarized, and the thieves found my bottles and stole them without even knowing what they were.
I still have one left, but it is much older, and I am afraid that it might no longer work.
From what I understand, after a number of irresponsible people used N in Peru, the Peruvian government began tightening security and restricting its sale. Apparently, things have become much more complicated now. It seems that the home countries of some of the people involved put pressure on Peru. We can thank those people for the fact that the sources in Peru have disappeared.

So I'm asking, if among you there are still any kind souls willing to share what they know about places where it's still possible to find them, now's the time... Because if I don't find anything, I'll be forced to leave in great suffering... And I think, like many, I've already had enough of that in my life.

Thank you for reading. Contact me via private message for sensitive information.

Take care.

Ely
Don't lose hope... đź«‚
@Serena 2026 está dizendo que N ainda é possível em Per
@Serena 2026 está dizendo que N ainda é possível em Per
Don't lose hope... đź«‚
@Serena 2026 is saying that N is still possible in Peru
Yes, at least as of March 2026, it was readily available at veterinary clinics... I came back with four bottles of "N" in my carry-on luggage!! 🙂
 
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ange-gardien54

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Nov 8, 2020
37
C'est parti, personne ne semble le savoir. Je suis désolé.
A lot of people know, but once they've gotten what they wanted, they don't want to share their information..
@Serena 2026 is saying that N is still possible in Peru
The problem is that a lot of people have been saying that for at least two years, but no one really wants to help. No one shares the information. They all just say, "I got it in Peru," and that is it. If you are lucky, sometimes they will give you the name of a major city like Lima or Cusco. Then they stop replying or refuse to give any more information.


So you can travel all the way there and end up leaving empty-handed.
Don't lose hope... đź«‚




Yes, at least as of March 2026, it was readily available at veterinary clinics... I came back with four bottles of "N" in my carry-on luggage!! 🙂
Yes, that's what I saw in your recent exchanges, but which city was it in?
 
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