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bl33ding_heart

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So you can find almost anything on the dark web if you look hard enough. Would it be possible for me to find an actual Nembutal dealer on the dark web? Sn isn't peaceful at all, and is already difficult enough to source. And finding an sn seller is becoming more and more difficult nowadays. So if I turn to the dark web and try to find a nembutal dealer could I be successful? Or is it just a terrible idea.
 
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So you can find almost anything on the dark web if you look hard enough. Would it be possible for me to find an actual Nembutal dealer on the dark web? Sn isn't peaceful at all, and is already difficult enough to source. And finding an sn seller is becoming more and more difficult nowadays. So if I turn to the dark web and try to find a nembutal dealer could I be successful? Or is it just a terrible idea.
I've searched and impossible to find, the best it to travel to 3 world country, bribe the local vet, or fool them that you have a dying dog or sheep to put down, i'm just giving you an idea, and cbt in the country you're traveling, don't take it cross the border especially for strict border country like Australia, USA.
 
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iCryInMySecretSpot

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oh no </3 i recognize you for being a gem that always hearts my posts. it hurts to see you ask this because you have such a nice soul.
 
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Serena 2026

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I've searched and impossible to find, the best it to travel to 3 world country, bribe the local vet, or fool them that you have a dying dog or sheep to put down, i'm just giving you an idea, and cbt in the country you're traveling, don't take it cross the border especially for strict border country like Australia, USA.
I did exactly that when traveling to Peru, and I pulled it off!
 
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Serena 2026

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So, what happened once you had the real deal in hand?
I took four 50ml bottles and transferred the contents into two 100ml shampoo bottles so I could bring them on my return flight; getting through airport security and the X-ray scanner was a breeze... planning my CTB for October 2026!!
 
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I took four 50ml bottles and transferred the contents into two 100ml shampoo bottles so I could bring them on my return flight; getting through airport security and the X-ray scanner was a breeze... planning my CTB for October 2026!!
Was it that easy to get it in Peru? Is it otc thing to get there?
 
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Serena 2026

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Was it that easy to get it in Peru? Is it otc thing to get there?
I managed to get in touch with three veterinarians; two asked for a prescription—and I actually had one I'd bought from a vet—but the third one I found in Peru didn't even ask for it because I offered a higher price for the "N"... even though I had the prescription!
 
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I managed to get in touch with three veterinarians; two asked for a prescription—and I actually had one I'd bought from a vet—but the third one I found in Peru didn't even ask for it because I offered a higher price for the "N"... even though I had the prescription!
Usually N has to be prescribed by a veterinarian doesn't it? Wow you are so lucky, what country did you bring it back to?
 
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ratchet381

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That thing has got to be expensive, no?
 
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Serena 2026

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Usually N has to be prescribed by a veterinarian doesn't it? Wow you are so lucky, what country did you bring it back to?
Yes, only the veterinarian can prescribe it... it wasn't just luck; offering a little extra money for the N can make the difference!! 😉
That thing has got to be expensive, no?
O produto lá é barato, 64 soles peruano um vidro com 50 ml (comprei 4), portanto 256 soles. Eu ofereci ao veterinário cerca 240 soles a mais (quase o dobro) ou seja, total de 496 pelos 4 vidros de N.
The airfare, hotel, and food were expensive, but that's part of it... it was the only way I could find peace! 🤷🏻‍♀️
 
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I did exactly that when traveling to Peru, and I pulled it off!
So that's possible in Peru.
This is the first time I've heard of it. Thank you.
 
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Serena 2026

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So that's possible in Peru.
This is the first time I've heard of it. Thank you.
Yes definitely!! 20260305 182306
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So If i find a 3rd world country in North Africa is this possible? Specifically in like an arab country? South America is too far away for me and probably will get expensive I'm from Europe
 
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europe there is to many guardrails there. its a reason why its possible for example in south america.

because there is much more control in europe
 
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Damn,you actually got it.🤯

Very nice.I'm jealous to be honest.

@bl33ding_heart hope you're taking notes.I haven't seen you post again on this thread, although you created it.

The bottom line is N can be purchased in person but never online. All online offers are scams.
 
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Serena 2026

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Damn,you actually got it.🤯

Very nice.I'm jealous to be honest.

@bl33ding_heart hope you're taking notes.I haven't seen you post again on this thread, although you created it.

The bottom line is N can be purchased in person but never online. All online offers are scams.
I actually found a few ads online, but from the WhatsApp conversations, I realized it was a scam... one of them wanted payment in Bitcoin, lol. Plus, even if it were shipped, it would have been confiscated in my country—only veterinarians are allowed to receive it... so I had to go pick it up myself! 🤷🏻‍♀️😉
So If i find a 3rd world country in North Africa is this possible? Specifically in like an arab country? South America is too far away for me and probably will get expensive I'm from Europe
I can't speak for other countries, but I think if you transfer it into 100ml shampoo bottles, you can definitely bring it on the plane; that's how I brought mine—in the toiletry zip-lock bag in my carry-on!🙂
 
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Instead of N, you can buy other substances like 100% heroin or these new opiods that are even stronger or just as strong as fentanyl, sometimes they dont even have names yet. I think thats the closest thing to N you can get. Also, you can snort it and vomitting becomes a nonprobal
I actually found a few ads online, but from the WhatsApp conversations, I realized it was a scam... one of them wanted payment in Bitcoin, lol. Plus, even if it were shipped, it would have been confiscated in my country—only veterinarians are allowed to receive it... so I had to go pick it up myself! 🤷🏻‍♀️😉

I can't speak for other countries, but I think if you transfer it into 100ml shampoo bottles, you can definitely bring it on the plane; that's how I brought mine—in the toiletry zip-lock bag in my carry-on!🙂
I'm so jealous. Hope it all goes well for you. Will you take any antiemetic before the N? I heard you should take a strong one that isnt otc. Something strong like Metoclopramid is being used in MAID i think
 
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I actually found a few ads online, but from the WhatsApp conversations, I realized it was a scam... one of them wanted payment in Bitcoin, lol. Plus, even if it were shipped, it would have been confiscated in my country—only veterinarians are allowed to receive it... so I had to go pick it up myself! 🤷🏻‍♀️😉
Very commendable.

Lot of Nthusiasts here but you are one of the very few who managed to get their hands on it.

Hard work does pay off.You're one of the .1 percenters.

Looks like I'll have to visit Peru for my Perro!
 
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Yes, only the veterinarian can prescribe it... it wasn't just luck; offering a little extra money for the N can make the difference!! 😉

O produto lá é barato, 64 soles peruano um vidro com 50 ml (comprei 4), portanto 256 soles. Eu ofereci ao veterinário cerca 240 soles a mais (quase o dobro) ou seja, total de 496 pelos 4 vidros de N.
The airfare, hotel, and food were expensive, but that's part of it... it was the only way I could find peace! 🤷🏻‍♀️
correct me if I'm wrong but that's approximately 135$ !?! 😳
 
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LongJacks

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Very commendable.

Lot of Nthusiasts here but you are one of the very few who managed to get their hands on it.

Hard work does pay off.You're one of the .1 percenters.

Looks like I'll have to visit Peru for my Perro!
I wish I could visit Peru :') never thought I was gonna say this in my entire life
correct me if I'm wrong but that's approximately 135$ !?! 😳
Not expensive at all, some obtain it and pay 4-5k
I actually found a few ads online, but from the WhatsApp conversations, I realized it was a scam... one of them wanted payment in Bitcoin, lol. Plus, even if it were shipped, it would have been confiscated in my country—only veterinarians are allowed to receive it... so I had to go pick it up myself! 🤷🏻‍♀️😉

I can't speak for other countries, but I think if you transfer it into 100ml shampoo bottles, you can definitely bring it on the plane; that's how I brought mine—in the toiletry zip-lock bag in my carry-on!🙂
Thanks for the info! When you say shampoo bottles you mean I put the N bottle inside the empty shampoo bottles right?
 
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I wish I could visit Peru :') never thought I was gonna say this in my entire life
It seems like a good place to visit. They got llamas and great music. One of my favorite singers, Lama Del Rey, came from there.


Anyway, there are a lot of best practices to follow when buying these bottles. @Serena 2026 please scrape off the bottle label after transfer and smash it so the batch can't be traced.
 
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It seems like a good place to visit. They got llamas and great music. One of my favorite singers, Lama Del Rey, came from there.
I like llamas! Oh really? Idk my fav South American country would probably be Ecuador or Brazil what's yours?
 
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I like llamas! Oh really? Idk my fav South American country would probably be Ecuador or Brazil what's yours?
It would be Brazil for me too. I've been following mma for a long time.it's the place I know most about.

Also our favorite Sasu user @Serena 2026 also seems to be from there,that's another point for Brazil.
 
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LongJacks

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It would be Brazil for me too. I've been following mma for a long time.it's the place I know most about.

Also our favorite Sasu user @Serena 2026 also seems to be from there,that's another point for Brazil.
Nice! Oh wait she's from Brazil? I didn't even notice tbh Peru is close to her too, I like Ecuador mostly because of Enchufe TV look it up, as for Brazil idk it has aura ngl
 
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Serena 2026

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Corrijam-me se eu estiver errado, mas isso dá aproximadamente 135 dólares!😳
Sim, em torno de 145 dólares!! 🙂
I wish I could visit Peru :') never thought I was gonna say this in my entire life

Not expensive at all, some obtain it and pay 4-5k

Thanks for the info! When you say shampoo bottles you mean I put the N bottle inside the empty shampoo bottles right?
Yes, you open the N bottle and pour it into the empty shampoo bottle. In your carry-on luggage, you can take a zip-lock bag with toiletries, with a limit of 100 ml per bottle. TIP: don't use a clear bottle; I bought mine online—it's white with a pink cap! Hehehe.
Corrijam-me se eu estiver errado, mas isso dá aproximadamente 135 dólares!😳
Yessss 🙌
Instead of N, you can buy other substances like 100% heroin or these new opiods that are even stronger or just as strong as fentanyl, sometimes they dont even have names yet. I think thats the closest thing to N you can get. Also, you can snort it and vomitting becomes a nonprobal

I'm so jealous. Hope it all goes well for you. Will you take any antiemetic before the N? I heard you should take a strong one that isnt otc. Something strong like Metoclopramid is being used in MAID i think
I'm definitely going, and I'm also bringing an anesthetic spray to use on my tongue before taking it (I should probably test it out first with some unsweetened lemon juice to see if it works... oh, I know your envy is well-intentioned, but don't be envious—I'm a mature, persistent woman, and I managed to do it... you can do it too. Go visit Machu Picchu; the energy there is beautiful and wild... and you might even come back happy with your N!!)
It seems like a good place to visit. They got llamas and great music. One of my favorite singers, Lama Del Rey, came from there.


Anyway, there are a lot of best practices to follow when buying these bottles. @Serena 2026 please scrape off the bottle label after transfer and smash it so the batch can't be traced.
In Peru, you can visit Machu Picchu—that place has incredible history and energy—and even come back with your N... Wow, I'm so naive; I didn't even think of that... I put the glass vials in a public trash can on the street so I wouldn't cause trouble for the hotel... but that's a good point—here's a tip for anyone planning to pick some up in Peru. 🙂
 
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Serena 2026

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europe there is to many guardrails there. its a reason why its possible for example in south america.

because there is much more control in europe
I get it... but I've actually visited my son in London and taken that zip-lock bag with toiletries—only this time it was actual shampoo, hehe—and airport security didn't even look at it; I sailed right through on both the way there and the way back!! 🤷🏻‍♀️
 
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In Peru, you can visit Machu Picchu—that place has incredible history and energy—and even come back with your N... Wow, I'm so naive; I didn't even think of that... I put the glass vials in a public trash can on the street so I wouldn't cause trouble for the hotel... but that's a good point—here's a tip for anyone planning to pick some up in Peru. 🙂
I guess it doesn't matter since you came back from Peru. That mainly applies to people taking it locally in Peruvian hotels. It creates a huge problem for newcomers trying to buy N over there later.

Thank you for all your information. You have helped everyone a lot and you've answered a lot of questions.It's much appreciated. You are a courageous person to have done all this by yourself. I wish you peace in life or death whatever you decide.
 
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Yakui

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ive already written the reasons so many times that i cant be fucked rn but tl;dr anyone who claims to be selling nembutal, unless they are a veterinarian/veterinarian supplier in south america that youre buying from in-person, should be assumed to be scamming and avoided. drug dealers just wont bother selling it. do not trust the dark net or any internet seller.
 
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Serena 2026

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I guess it doesn't matter since you came back from Peru. That mainly applies to people taking it locally in Peruvian hotels. It creates a huge problem for newcomers trying to buy N over there later.

Thank you for all your information. You have helped everyone a lot and you've answered a lot of questions.It's much appreciated. You are a courageous person to have done all this by yourself. I wish you peace in life or death whatever you decide.
You know, SaSu-ke, I plan to leave on October 5th—my son's birthday; it'll be my gift to him... I raised my two children on my own, giving them the very best of everything—I worked hard to provide the best education, healthcare, entertainment, and more, and I gave them all the love I never received from my own parents. But friends led them into drugs, and that was another terrible phase of my life. I gave each child a house (retaining life interest for myself) so they could start their lives, which left me without savings. My son decided to move to London with an Italian woman, but he made it very clear that if I died, he wouldn't come to the funeral—it was too far and the trip cost too much—and he rented out his house. I suffered a cerebral thrombosis—as I've mentioned here on SaSu—and needed the money from his rent for six months to keep paying for my health insurance. Well, he was furious and cut off all contact with me. After six months, I managed to pay him back with interest, but he immediately sent it back and told me to shove it up my ass... and we haven't spoken since. It's been four years, and I cry every day missing him... Last Christmas, he came to Brazil, visited friends and some relatives, and didn't even let me know he was here. It was a horrible pain for a loving mother like me; that's when I started seriously contemplating suicide, and that is my main motivation... Wow, I've gone on too long—I'm sorry! 🥹
Já escrevi os motivos tantas vezes que não tenho paciência para isso agora, mas resumindo: qualquer pessoa que afirme vender Nembutal, a menos que seja um veterinário ou fornecedor veterinário na América do Sul de quem você esteja comprando pessoalmente, deve ser considerada golpista e evitada. Traficantes de drogas simplesmente não se dão ao trabalho de vender. Não confie na dark web nem em nenhum vendedor online.
Yesss!!
 
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