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Blackmoonlight

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Unfortunately I find myself in a very painful situation that has been going on for pretty much a decade, it is both mentally and phisically painful, exhausting. It comes to a point where no medical help is of actual help and I don't want to spend the rest of my life waiting for an end full of pain and desperation. I'd like to go while I am still able to enjoy some things, still can have a few good days and nights. But I need options, real and hopefully not painful. I am open to any suggestion.
 
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abcdefg789

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You have to do your own research. Start with reading the PPeH (Peaceful Pill Handbook).

PLease konw there are no methods that are guaranteed to be successful and painless. It's not an exact science. You can only go for the options with the highest probabilities of those things - the PPeH outlines those.
 
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stupid trans guy

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There are threads on here explaining how to do it, the method i am going to try if i decide to go through with it is shallow water blackout (i think) You basically hyperventilate yourself and drown 🤷‍♂️
 
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Unfortunately I find myself in a very painful situation that has been going on for pretty much a decade, it is both mentally and phisically painful, exhausting. It comes to a point where no medical help is of actual help and I don't want to spend the rest of my life waiting for an end full of pain and desperation. I'd like to go while I am still able to enjoy some things, still can have a few good days and nights. But I need options, real and hopefully not painful. I am open to any suggestion.
https://fromsmash.com/SuicideInformation
 
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Endstati0n

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May 10, 2026
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The only painless methods that you could do are IMO Opioid OD or Exit bag. Both can fail in many ways tho but if you do it correctly and all goes to plan it's painless
 
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Minnieflower:)

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Sep 5, 2026
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There are threads on here explaining how to do it, the method i am going to try if i decide to go through with it is shallow water blackout (i think) You basically hyperventilate yourself and drown 🤷‍♂️
Could you explain more about the shallow water blackout method? Or if you have the way to see the threads you're using that would be helpful too. Also love your Megumi pfp :)
 
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There are threads on here explaining how to do it, the method i am going to try if i decide to go through with it is shallow water blackout (i think) You basically hyperventilate yourself and drown 🤷‍♂️
That shits ridiculously hard you need too have cardio of a trained swimmer too realistically pull it off. Are you an athletic person?
 
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That shits ridiculously hard you need too have cardio of a trained swimmer too realistically pull it off. Are you an athletic person?
Yes i am, i used to be a swimmer
Could you explain more about the shallow water blackout method? Or if you have the way to see the threads you're using that would be helpful too. Also love your Megumi pfp :)
Thank you! And ofc this thread was helpful for me https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ckout-drowning-after-gas-asphyxiation.249538/

Still no clue how to link 👀, u can also search swb or shallow water blackout on here for more megathreads
 
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Gracy

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Spend some time on this site, look over the megathreads, go slow and make a plan. If you have more exact questions ask them but dont expect to be spoon fed the answers.
 
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