I was thinking of using SN, for my CTB, (Planned after coming Winters) but it turned out fake I believe. Didn't want to end up in Jail because here in India, we are just cash cows for corrupt people all around, not only those associated with govt, but also the society. I believe this is the reason for this country's 1100 year old slavery. Everyone wants to earn punya (Good deed/merit/righteousness) and avoid SINs and in this manner makes everyone suffer endlessly. When something bad happens to them, they cry and blame others or god or nature but when their time is good, they never think what impact their action might have on others. People I have seen here are proud of committing SIN. Thus unfortunately CTB is a punishable offence with Ja*l.
The SN has turned to Nitrate. Useless now. Also I do have some ulcers and worried about pouring salt over open wound inside me. Horrible.
CO method I proposed:
Seal the room using duct tape (Doors and windows). Bottom side of door will stucked with wet cloth. Now CO will be produced from burning (incomplete) of charcoal. Room size: 11 x 11 x 9 ft = 1089 cu ft. About 6500 Liters of Oxygen will b present. Turn on the AC for uniform circulation. Then will use Multiple, say 200 candles light up. Moisten around 2 kg of coal with cocacola and then spray Gasoline (Petrol) over it liberally . Light up using one of the candle. Cola and sugar will not let it burn and Petrol will not let the fire die. I believe It will smolder instead of burning and thus producing large quantities of CO gas fast. Drink 120 ml Whisky with 60 ml vodka (enough to make me high) in addition to Clonazepam 2 x 2 mg. The candles will consume whole lot of oxygen and produce both CO2 and CO (though not much, but every bit helps). As a redundancy, I will heat Zinc powder metal and CaCo3 using portable butane stove. I have checked it, It runs for 3 hours per cylinder non stop. Will put warning signs on doors and attach a rope on one of the windows to my roof in a manner so that Police/responder team visiting the scene will be able to open it pulling the rope from outside. Make sure I install an exhaust fan behind window door on a wooden plank which can be operated from outside the room by switching on the MCB. Will place this info along with due instruction for police on the door. As precaution, I am planning to put 6 x 1L oxygen cylinder with nasal mask and fire extinguishers for them. Positive pressure of oxygen from cylinder will prevent them from dying. This I believe will be safe for all. CO is lighter than air and will rise up in atmosphere. I live on a top floor and no other dwelling is near my home in the vicinity of atleast 15-20 ft. Further one side home is empty and other side resident might be leaving for outstation in winters on a vacation (not sure yet). So both sides will be empty. In case they will not have a vacation, I will buy them a ticket to some nearby resort on my expense. Will tell them I bought the ticket which are not refundable and they can use it since I am having some important professional work. I believe they will agree if the dates fall on a holiday.
Now I really didnt want to be saved to be either in Vegetative state or in jail. So to potentiate it, can I also take Amitriptyline also? I can source around 10gm of it easily from one of friend over 3 month. Also can anyone state whether 2 kg is enough for that size room using my method?
The SN has turned to Nitrate. Useless now. Also I do have some ulcers and worried about pouring salt over open wound inside me. Horrible.
CO method I proposed:
Seal the room using duct tape (Doors and windows). Bottom side of door will stucked with wet cloth. Now CO will be produced from burning (incomplete) of charcoal. Room size: 11 x 11 x 9 ft = 1089 cu ft. About 6500 Liters of Oxygen will b present. Turn on the AC for uniform circulation. Then will use Multiple, say 200 candles light up. Moisten around 2 kg of coal with cocacola and then spray Gasoline (Petrol) over it liberally . Light up using one of the candle. Cola and sugar will not let it burn and Petrol will not let the fire die. I believe It will smolder instead of burning and thus producing large quantities of CO gas fast. Drink 120 ml Whisky with 60 ml vodka (enough to make me high) in addition to Clonazepam 2 x 2 mg. The candles will consume whole lot of oxygen and produce both CO2 and CO (though not much, but every bit helps). As a redundancy, I will heat Zinc powder metal and CaCo3 using portable butane stove. I have checked it, It runs for 3 hours per cylinder non stop. Will put warning signs on doors and attach a rope on one of the windows to my roof in a manner so that Police/responder team visiting the scene will be able to open it pulling the rope from outside. Make sure I install an exhaust fan behind window door on a wooden plank which can be operated from outside the room by switching on the MCB. Will place this info along with due instruction for police on the door. As precaution, I am planning to put 6 x 1L oxygen cylinder with nasal mask and fire extinguishers for them. Positive pressure of oxygen from cylinder will prevent them from dying. This I believe will be safe for all. CO is lighter than air and will rise up in atmosphere. I live on a top floor and no other dwelling is near my home in the vicinity of atleast 15-20 ft. Further one side home is empty and other side resident might be leaving for outstation in winters on a vacation (not sure yet). So both sides will be empty. In case they will not have a vacation, I will buy them a ticket to some nearby resort on my expense. Will tell them I bought the ticket which are not refundable and they can use it since I am having some important professional work. I believe they will agree if the dates fall on a holiday.
Now I really didnt want to be saved to be either in Vegetative state or in jail. So to potentiate it, can I also take Amitriptyline also? I can source around 10gm of it easily from one of friend over 3 month. Also can anyone state whether 2 kg is enough for that size room using my method?
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