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samg12395

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Aug 13, 2026
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Hi guys if I buy SN and dont take anything else but fast and then drink 25g of it will it work? and force myself not to vomit
 
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E5463656

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Hi guys if I buy SN and dont take anything else but fast and then drink 25g of it will it work? and force myself not to vomit
no you can't just force yourself not to vomit lol you will just vomit it up and fail the attempt
 
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no you can't just force yourself not to vomit lol you will just vomit it up and fail the attempt
A number of members CTB'd last winter & spring (and I'm sure before that) with SN & nothing else. They didn't have antiemetics, but they had determination. The main thing is that you fast. Vomiting is almost guaranteed even with antiemetics. Is the attempt more likely to succeed with antiemetics? Yes, but not taking them doesn't automatically mean the attempt will fail. It can still kill you if you vomit… if enough is absorbed by the small intestine before that. A second cup should be prepared & ready to drink after the first cup gets vomited up, but it ✨probably ✨will work. It's not about what you keep down, necessarily, it's about how much gets absorbed by the small intestine & released into your bloodstream that counts.
 
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A number of members CTB'd last winter & spring (and I'm sure before that) with SN & nothing else. They didn't have antiemetics, but they had determination. The main thing is that you fast. Vomiting is almost guaranteed even with antiemetics. Is the attempt more likely to succeed with antiemetics? Yes, but not taking them doesn't automatically mean the attempt will fail. It can still kill you if you vomit… if enough is absorbed by the small intestine before that. A second cup should be prepared & ready to drink after the first cup gets vomited up, but it ✨probably ✨will work. It's not about what you keep down, necessarily, it's about how much gets absorbed by the small intestine & released into your bloodstream that counts.
would you recommend having 3 cups in this case?
 
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Hi guys if I buy SN and dont take anything else but fast and then drink 25g of it will it work? and force myself not to vomit
If you don't vomit, then yes. If you do vomit then it depends on how much you absorbed before vomiting. You are likely to throw up if you raw dog it. Metoclopramide is very easy to get online. Took me 10 minutes of answering "yes or no" questions, described my "symptoms," and got it sent in the mail just a few days later.
 
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Jun 16, 2024
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When I asked the AI about it back then, the answer I got was that, supposedly, it doesn't matter if you throw up after a certain point.

The reason is that by the time the body registers the situation and triggers vomiting, it is apparently already too late, as a sufficient amount of the substance has already been absorbed through the stomach lining and so on.
 
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Jul 25, 2026
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If you don't vomit, then yes. If you do vomit then it depends on how much you absorbed before vomiting. You are likely to throw up if you raw dog it. Metoclopramide is very easy to get online. Took me 10 minutes of answering "yes or no" questions, described my "symptoms," and got it sent in the mail just a few days later.
I'm sorry if I say ignorant I'm quite new to this approach. So what you're saying is that SN (98% pure) and meto would be enough to ctb? I've seen others say that purchasing SN from amazon would be enough to work. Is that something you're doing?
 
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I'm sorry if I say ignorant I'm quite new to this approach. So what you're saying is that SN (98% pure) and meto would be enough to ctb? I've seen others say that purchasing SN from amazon would be enough to work. Is that something you're doing?
98% pure SN (nitrite not nitrate)+ meto (prevent you from throwing it up) would be enough yes. There are other things that should/can be taken with them but they are recommended for comfort and success rate not required. Benzos are definitely a big one. Meto isn't technically necessary but without it you're very likely to throw up and it's super easy to get.

Amazon does not sell SN. They stopped because of wrongful death lawsuits opened by peoples families after they CTB and because of laws and regulations regarding SN sales to consumers. If you search for SN on Amazon I believe you'll find a blend of 6.25% purity with table salt, which has a practical usage for consumers, but cannot be used to CTB. I might be wrong but I think Amazon sells sodium nitrate still, which would also not work.

Myself, and most of us who are using SN, are getting it from MiC. I'm waiting on mine right now and it should be coming next week. It's coming from a place far away. We can't say the full name of the website but it's a B2B marketplace, very big , and a lot of things are made in there ;)
 
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May 8, 2026
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There are people who have CTB with SN and meto, and and with SN alone.
There are people who have followed the SN protocol to the letter and failed.
It's not an exact science, there are no guarantees, only probabilities. There is no 100% reliable method; even VAD/MAID and death penalty executions don't always go smoothly.
 

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