How painful is sn?

[(UN)COMMON SENSE]

Wrong

Oh okay why am I wrong. Care to explain?

 

[fitoo5999]

Oh yeah, i long to feel it again

You didn't take 25g tho? Maybe it is for that.

 

[0dysseus]

SN worries me a lot. It does not see like a plesant way to go out. I am wondering what, if possible, it would take to "sedate" yourself through most of it. Of courde, the people saying there are better methods say gunshot is the better method which I absolutely do not want to do.

I'm totally in the same mental place with SN. Although I wish I had a firearm accessible, it's like ending the suffering in a brief moment.

 

[komakun]

Oh yeah, i long to feel it again

Would you say the vomiting/nausea is worse than a bad bout of alcohol poisoning or violently puking after drinking too much? Or like puking after a nonlethal pill OD …. trying to compare to the worst experiences I've had w vomiting to prepare myself lol

 

[0dysseus]

wait wai

Heres someone thats actually taken it and wouldve died, it felt amazing, IF you can get past the initial nausea, i downed a tea-spoonful of it not drinking water until after i poured the powder down my throat. I took nothing else with the SN. The initial anxiety made me nauseous for the first few minutes, + my throat burned at first since i didnt mix it in water when i took it, but if you can somehow find a way to not focus on that then youll get over it quickly and slowly lose all your senses and touch with reality. Thats the part that feels amazing and that i wish i could emulate without the messiness of the first few minutes (swallowing the powder, coughing, trying to tolerate my throat burning at first and the bitter taste, drinking like 2 bottles of water to mask it, waiting for the nausea to go away)

But it really was only those first rough few minutes and after that if you just lay there and let yourself die it feels amazing

Wait wait hold your horses, are a survivor of SN?

 

[0dysseus]

Oh yeah, i long to feel it again

Would you compare it to when you fade into black under anesthesia when undergoing surgery.

 

[Playingwiththedead]

wait wai

Wait wait hold your horses, are a survivor of SN?

yes only because i called 911 on myself lol. I had full on cyanosis, face blue, lips blue, nails blue, i saw myself in the mirror as the paramedics wheeled me out of my house, i wouldve died for sure

Would you say the vomiting/nausea is worse than a bad bout of alcohol poisoning or violently puking after drinking too much? Or like puking after a nonlethal pill OD …. trying to compare to the worst experiences I've had w vomiting to prepare myself lol

Not as bad, i never even threw up, it was really only an anxious nausea. I suspect thats because most of the SN was absorbed through my throat since i didnt mix it in water before taking it, if i had drank a mixture and had it all go down to my stomach im sure i wouldve gotten really nauseous

Would you compare it to when you fade into black under anesthesia when undergoing surgery.

No, better, i felt heaven, i felt my husband, it was an incredibly powerful loving feeling. It didnt feel like going to sleep, being sleepy, being put to sleep, any of that. I didnt really feel like i was "dying" if you look at dying as losing all sense of life. I felt like i was losing my senses keeping me connected to earth and my consciousness was being transferred somewhere else.

 

[0dysseus]

yes only because i called 911 on myself lol. I had full on cyanosis, face blue, lips blue, nails blue, i saw myself in the mirror as the paramedics wheeled me out of my house, i wouldve died for sure

Not as bad, i never even threw up, it was really only an anxious nausea. I suspect thats because most of the SN was absorbed through my throat since i didnt mix it in water before taking it, if i had drank a mixture and had it all go down to my stomach im sure i wouldve gotten really nauseous

No, better, i felt heaven, i felt my husband, it was an incredibly powerful loving feeling. It didnt feel like going to sleep, being sleepy, being put to sleep, any of that. I didnt really feel like i was "dying" if you look at dying as losing all sense of life. I felt like i was losing my senses keeping me connected to earth and my consciousness was being transferred somewhere else.

So I guess you're going to try again.

Wait also, did you take benzos? Because it might have been the benzos.

 

[Playingwiththedead]

So I guess you're going to try again.

Wait also, did you take benzos? Because it might have been the benzos.

Nah i took just the SN, nothing else. I had taken benzos years back and they felt nothing like what i felt. And sadly i cant try again because the paramedics threw out my SN and every other method is too hard and requires too much planning. IF PSH was as easy as my research on what Chris Cornell did made it sound i would go that way, but then i come on here and all these people start debating me over the size length thickness material of whatever i use as a noose and im just like fuck off i dont even want to do it anymore. But i do want to die still, and Chris told me very soon last night, so im hoping i might not even have to kill myself, idk.

 

[EDSsucks]

Heres someone thats actually taken it and wouldve died, it felt amazing, IF you can get past the initial nausea, i downed a tea-spoonful of it not drinking water until after i poured the powder down my throat. I took nothing else with the SN. The initial anxiety made me nauseous for the first few minutes, + my throat burned at first since i didnt mix it in water when i took it, but if you can somehow find a way to not focus on that then youll get over it quickly and slowly lose all your senses and touch with reality. Thats the part that feels amazing and that i wish i could emulate without the messiness of the first few minutes (swallowing the powder, coughing, trying to tolerate my throat burning at first and the bitter taste, drinking like 2 bottles of water to mask it, waiting for the nausea to go away)

But it really was only those first rough few minutes and after that if you just lay there and let yourself die it feels amazing

Why didn't you die? Did you call for help?

 

[Playingwiththedead]

Why didn't you die? Did you call for help?

Yep

 

[pelicanportal]

Yep

When you say you didn't make a mixture of SN, you mean you took some of the powder solo? Sorry if you have already answered that. How did it feel going down? Did it take long to start "working", or did time get lost as people tend to report it does in these situation?

 

[Playingwiththedead]

When you say you didn't make a mixture of SN, you mean you took some of the powder solo? Sorry if you have already answered that. How did it feel going down? Did it take long to start "working", or did time get lost as people tend to report it does in these situation?

I got a chunk of SN on a publix plastic spoon, and catapulted it into my throat, i thought if i mixed it with water i was going to taste it too much so i just put the spoon in my throat and dropped the stuff down. It burned and was making me cough so i had to drink lots of water to get that to stop and i was nauseous just from being nervous but that all went away after about 10 minutes, thats also how long it took for everything to kick in and the real symptoms to start. Its a very messy first 10 minutes but if you can tolerate that youre good. I never fully passed out by the way because i got treated, that was 3 hours in, when i got the antidote, and the chunk was probably 12 grams, maybe if i took more i wouldve gone out quicker than i couldve been saved but i just could not do more after that first chunk

 

[bb142342]

And that is precisely the problem—why people feel unsure about certain methods when someone posts here saying it didn't work.
But it clearly states "one teaspoon." So, obviously, it couldn't work if someone doesn't stick to the specified amounts.

What's more crucial, though, is the myth about suffocation.
So, what is actually true?

Some people claim that you suffocate while fully conscious.

But if you look at it from a purely physical or chemical standpoint, a person shouldn't actually notice the suffocation; the body simply can't absorb oxygen anymore due to the substance, yet it keeps breathing normally as if nothing were wrong.
In that case, one ought to simply drift off peacefully.

 

[Playingwiththedead]

And that is precisely the problem—why people feel unsure about certain methods when someone posts here saying it didn't work.
But it clearly states "one teaspoon." So, obviously, it couldn't work if someone doesn't stick to the specified amounts.

What's more crucial, though, is the myth about suffocation.
So, what is actually true?

Some people claim that you suffocate while fully conscious.

But if you look at it from a purely physical or chemical standpoint, a person shouldn't actually notice the suffocation; the body simply can't absorb oxygen anymore due to the substance, yet it keeps breathing normally as if nothing were wrong.
In that case, one ought to simply drift off peacefully.

2nd half of this is fully correct but the first half not at all. It didnt fail to work i just called 911 super early on and got treatment. I was on oxygen from about the hour mark on and they gave me MB at 3 hours. the amount i took i would say would be the minimum dose that does work as i had taken lesser and my body fully fought lesser off, the only thing taking my dose vs the full 25 does is prolong your death for hours rather than minutes

 

[bb142342]

But you wrote that it was a teaspoonful. A teaspoon certainly isn't 25–35g, is it?

 

[Playingwiththedead]

But you wrote that it was a teaspoonful. A teaspoon certainly isn't 25–35g, is it?

I didnt measure it so, i dont know if you noticed, but every time i talk about it i give a different amount because i honestly have no clue. The chunk was like the size of a small rock. It was shaped like one too, so it wasnt formed to the size and shape of the spoon. Literally imagine a small rock in a regular plastic spoon, thats the amount i took.