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Suicide Discussion

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Jamesun
How to say goodbye
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4
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172
Jamesun
Jamesun
Saponification
Venting People are lame
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0
Views
91
Saponification
Saponification
starboy2k
Venting Nothing Is Divine About The Dangerous Society We Built
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3
Views
108
behindtheveil
B
flowerbythewater
blessed by the gods
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1
Views
95
behindtheveil
B
S
Hanging q
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4
Views
160
sickofeverything
S
Alreadylate
Irritable Bowel Syndrome and SN
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6
Views
246
rkk3
rkk3
W
can you get high off nembutal.
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13
Views
429
LastNite
LastNite
lovelulu
Im a stupid retarded bitch and my best friend is better than me in every way
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2
Views
152
fadedghost
fadedghost
C
Does your family get access to your phone after the police go through it?
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4
Views
183
Misanthrope0000
Misanthrope0000
Delete76
Story Why I feel I should be allowed to die
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6
Views
660
iminhell
I
AJ95
Discussion Where are you on the Emmengard Suicide Scale today?
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431
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26K
Rihan
Rihan
S
Help Phenobarbitone od real method?
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10
Views
274
sickofeverything
S
meowzers3276
Venting processing my death
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14
Views
882
meowzers3276
meowzers3276
Daisy88_99
DSL Canada and US Questions and Concerns | Among other SN Concerns
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11
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312
Daisy88_99
Daisy88_99
T
Discussion Does anybody else worry about their mental health record being accessed after they ctb?
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5
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243
Nolongerlive
N
A
NSFW Dying in Dreams and Trying to get over the Fear of Dying
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3
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88
abstractcat7
A
P
Venting Venting
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2
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63
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
athiestjoe
Resource Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)
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73
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29K
geepeedee
geepeedee
meiherasayuri
Venting I lost hope
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1
Views
94
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
iCryInMySecretSpot
Discussion do you have your notes written? are you making 1 letter or individual messages?
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1
Views
75
insectontrial
insectontrial
purebliss
Discussion DDMAPH | 5-Drug Cocktail | Cost Breakdown & Accessability
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16
Views
234
purebliss
purebliss
P
Would you like to be murdered?
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86
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2K
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
nitritegirl
The "5-Drug Mix"
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8
Views
531
purebliss
purebliss
H
Making Assisted Suicide Mainstream now!
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0
Views
115
hercules0501
H
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Not sure if I’ll take myself out soon or if I’ll somehow find a way to stay alive, but these are some things I wanted to do while I’m still alive.
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1
Views
77
AnonymousCat1
A
deadpool55
Getting close to CTB-ing with SN
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1
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147
AnonymousCat1
A
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Method Car paint
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1
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85
AnonymousCat1
A
S
Anyone try od via aconite?
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0
Views
57
sickofeverything
S
Bishop
How common is passive ideations for everyone?
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10
Views
205
Bishop
Bishop
T
Is there anywhere public and accepted we can upload our suicide notes to?
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5
Views
355
AnonymousCat1
A
A
I really don't think there's a better option, but the survival instinct is too strong.
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2
Views
201
AnonymousCat1
A
DeathByBananabread
The idea that there's no hope & I really do need to kill myself is an oddly motivating force.
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5
Views
390
AnonymousCat1
A
GASLIGHTER7000
anxiety will kill me
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10
Views
582
softfur
softfur
chargirl
There's so little of me left; if I shot myself, what would I be killing anyway?
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3
Views
190
AnonymousCat1
A
LonelyPrince
Venting I'm not taken seriously.
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17
Views
172
AnonymousCat1
A
WeAreHereWeAreGone
Greetings from Maryland
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1
Views
96
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
C
Venting My entire family is talking shit about me
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0
Views
57
chaotic_crow
C
L
Help Morphine - lethal dose-help pls
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7
Views
227
gardenhouse
G
S
Help Alcohol and partial hang
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0
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73
sickofeverything
S
insectontrial
I impulsively tried to CTB last night.
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0
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96
insectontrial
insectontrial
S
Venting 1
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1
Views
98
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
notevenhere
i am a. coward and i think that’s the first step to accepting ctb.
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4
Views
262
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
iCryInMySecretSpot
Venting Why I’m here
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5
Views
110
iCryInMySecretSpot
iCryInMySecretSpot
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Getting kicked out soon, I have no money saved and I have nowhere to go. Need help for plan b
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4
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262
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
savoytruffle
Propranolol OD?
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24
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2K
muu
muu
Defenestration
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What is your wish for 2026?
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224
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13K
Defenestration
Defenestration
starsshinningbright
Help I brought the less lethal sn will it still work
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7
Views
729
the_sugar_buzz
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F
Viscine eye drops as a method?
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3
Views
110
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
dust-in-the-wind
The truth of what happens when we die.
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1
Views
261
WeAreHereWeAreGone
WeAreHereWeAreGone
hahahahhkjsk
Venting ruined my life and at a point of no return. wat nou?
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8
Views
678
Death Diviner
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