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Suicide Discussion

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Playingwiththedead
Discussion Probably a goodbye thread/ Taking less sn because of fear of throwing up?
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73
Views
3K
Playingwiththedead
Playingwiththedead
divinemistress87
Post your fav ctb/depression memes
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501
Views
67K
DeathSweetDeath
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3FailedAttemptss
Ordered SN from HB!!!
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28
Views
2K
zuedireddi
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c4di
Venting trying to recover but finding it extremely hard with my circumstances
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3
Views
99
fadedghost
fadedghost
glided~hydrangea
Do you want to get better?
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32
Views
758
cry.lily
cry.lily
OzymandiAsh
Are antiemetics a must for any OD?
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6
Views
849
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
balladeer
Method (Repost) swallowing lidocaine
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2
Views
180
komakun
komakun
viennawaitsxx
CTB today thread (opioids)
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26
Views
959
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
pax420
Help Do I even belong on here anymore?
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4
Views
268
violetforever
violetforever
ikiruNObungaku
Discussion Can you help me understand brazenly suicidal people?
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12
Views
705
dreamofnofuture
dreamofnofuture
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Venting Love
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0
Views
69
mrwagnerfan
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G
I might be a disappointing bum
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0
Views
54
gremlintime
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C
What is the best way to ctb
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8
Views
330
ikiruNObungaku
ikiruNObungaku
Mistergeburt
Story My life hasn't been bad, yet I'm here
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7
Views
419
kompyany
kompyany
hooman57
Story rambling and thoughts about my neurodivergent life
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1
Views
52
Gloomic
Gloomic
bpdbun
MIC and Alibaba?
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15
Views
663
faustino
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sodalover
Venting i realized im a horrible person
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4
Views
317
violetforever
violetforever
dahliadreamscape444
Story Drowning in my thoughts
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2
Views
61
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
cecil
  • Question
is MIC trusted?
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0
Views
57
cecil
cecil
sawsy
Resource How do people find Fentanyl
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26
Views
1K
StresspressoShot
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HowlingCoyote
Venting i relapsed again
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2
Views
222
booplesnoot34
booplesnoot34
favouriteworstolive
Venting i wanna ctb so bad
Replies
4
Views
142
favouriteworstolive
favouriteworstolive
Moroze
Help I Can See How Tired People Are of Carrying Me
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4
Views
99
dahliadreamscape444
dahliadreamscape444
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Choking To Death
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2
Views
73
hooman57
hooman57
5karlet
would suboxone do the trick?
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0
Views
48
5karlet
5karlet
Comaa
Venting untitled
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0
Views
46
Comaa
Comaa
SomeMathGuy
Is there somewhere I can get help deciding if I should
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4
Views
87
DeathSweetDeath
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fleurdelune
Venting fantasizing about pouring your heart out to someone who will listen (is it just me?)
Replies
18
Views
426
dahliadreamscape444
dahliadreamscape444
I
Why are people struggling with SI called liars behind their backs if they fail but those failures aren't stopping their heart/breathing?
Replies
1
Views
202
notthatclever
notthatclever
Iwashereonce
Discussion Do we know if it’s safe to ask AI Services questions?
Replies
3
Views
166
whywere
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moralfag
Venting I don't like how suicidal people are perceived
Replies
3
Views
252
jdogg60
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yuri77
What is your opinion on afterlife?
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16
Views
359
Endlichkeit
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How difficult is it?
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11
Views
201
hdead
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S
Suicide note approach
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0
Views
68
SergantWallbridge
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R
How to get hold on fentanyl/nitazenes or any strong synthetic opiods in Amsterdam?
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0
Views
70
rosegarden123
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T
Story It’s my 25th birthday and I’m struggling :(
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5
Views
189
thelostautistic
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Guttertrash
Venting I am the most pathetic human to disgrace this earth
Replies
13
Views
250
monkeyfff
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A
Help Hanging - Does it hurt and how to do it?
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7
Views
316
diospyros.kaki
diospyros.kaki
whorror
Discussion Would a million dollar make you not want to CBT?
Replies
38
Views
780
hughmun9
hughmun9
No-name
How do I get N back from Peru
Replies
13
Views
234
geepeedee
geepeedee
fluorescentpearl
Method Saying my plan in case someone gives feedback
Replies
3
Views
588
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
unluckysadness
I need advices for my euthanasia request
Replies
58
Views
3K
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
Deathiswelcomed
Venting Im losing it..
Replies
2
Views
158
enso
enso
dreamofnofuture
Discussion how do y'all feel ab ppl who suicide bait?
Replies
11
Views
748
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
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Method Crushing pills before CTB?
Replies
14
Views
644
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
h4ppyhypoxia
feeling like i dont deserve to ctb
Replies
5
Views
128
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
TimeTraveling4
I did a test run with salt instead of SN
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10
Views
393
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
Spite
Discussion Have you ever thrown something away you wish you hadn't? Do you feel like you have ruined your life?
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1
Views
90
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
erda
Help what is the best way to kill yourself
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4
Views
225
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
DragMeIntoPlace911
Geniunely what do you when nobody cares when you kill yourself
Replies
4
Views
118
UnrulyNightmare
UnrulyNightmare
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