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Suicide Discussion

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limerentsaudade
I want sodium nitrite and to get raped again so i can kill myself in melbourne, Australia
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5
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225
limerentsaudade
limerentsaudade
yuri77
Method What would be the most painful method?
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23
Views
467
yuri77
yuri77
gothbird
KN (Potassium Nitrite) Megathread
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36
Views
12K
Nerned
N
T
Venting Demand Avoidance is ruining my life
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5
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349
thelostautistic
T
dustbloom
Find My Body In The Woods!
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2
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212
stay_gold
stay_gold
meatballlover
Do you think this community undercomplicates or overcomplicates ctb methods
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5
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160
itsgone2
I
AtreusMacabre
Bipolar, Canada, Hope, Sense of Control, Death for Life
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0
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67
AtreusMacabre
AtreusMacabre
watereyes
Will go on a trip to South America to check N availability
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81
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5K
intr0verse
intr0verse
inkmage333
Venting A greedy coward
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1
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76
Untimely
Untimely
PurplePerson
Venting I feel the worst i ever have
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0
Views
87
PurplePerson
PurplePerson
thevoidpointer
Is DSL's gift card payment legit?
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3
Views
200
Gomomon
Gomomon
voidlover777
Is alcohol + lithium + metoproclamide worth trying?
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1
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61
Liebestod
Liebestod
thedevilwithin
how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.
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518
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32K
CaramelAppleStars
CaramelAppleStars
yuri77
Venting How do I stop feeling guilty about wanting to die
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5
Views
134
itsgone2
I
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Is there a way I can get a gun, even though I have a psychiatric history?
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9
Views
220
Zenova_
Zenova_
BeansOfRequirement
Venting Guess I'm back in Suicide Discussion
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14
Views
260
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
pelicanportal
it just makes sense [a vent]
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1
Views
56
Archerbanshee
A
purebliss
Story My diary until I CTB - Part 1: Life Story
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21
Views
1K
purebliss
purebliss
Rathard
Does having BPD make you evil and irredeemable?
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13
Views
385
violetforever
violetforever
Ravel
Venting I work a dead end job while having social anxiety and depression, and to make it worse, I’m mocked by the employees and the boss
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7
Views
267
Parnate
P
burninghill
  • Poll
Double suicides
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25
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1K
liquid jen
liquid jen
P
Anyone overcame parasocial relationships?
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2
Views
65
Parnate
P
undecidedfool
I finally bought a gun (Ramble about timing)
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3
Views
122
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
No surprises
Help What is the minimum concentration of sulfuric acid required for the formic acid method?
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0
Views
57
No surprises
No surprises
Butterfly-death
I cant take the suffering
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5
Views
385
kk13
K
L
My Goodbye Thread: My SN Protocol - Planning on CTB on Friday, March 13/14 - Questions
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23
Views
1K
Luther84
L
S
Method I want to use a gun to CTB, but could I do a hard drug right before to cancel any pain i might feel?
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0
Views
70
SackOfCrap445
S
kitkatt
Venting Vent about my life being trash
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1
Views
69
Withered
Withered
D
  • Question
Discussion Inert gas exit bag failure
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10
Views
367
behindtheveil
B
A
Discussion Why ligature strangulation isn't a more common method ?
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21
Views
2K
Fuzzy94
F
S
Why would somebody have blood in their urine after an SN attempt?
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1
Views
113
knowledgeseeking
knowledgeseeking
U
How many will go to South America?
Replies
8
Views
478
appletree75
A
shikishiki
Venting Is this feeling going away someday?
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0
Views
74
shikishiki
shikishiki
J
Method Exit Intl Switzerland uses Nitrous Oxide for Euthanasia
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34
Views
3K
sm1the
S
thrim
Venting extremely disappointed // another tantrum
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0
Views
67
thrim
thrim
B
Discussion Muslims with suicidal ideation?
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51
Views
2K
chaewon
chaewon
comeoutandhauntme
ordering SN to US, what’s a possibility of a wellness check?
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20
Views
974
Riu
Riu
H
Psycholigical suffering (Autism OCD) tried everything : Any way out ??
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0
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52
hiddeh
H
hurb
I have a question , would love if a parent answers
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5
Views
181
hurb
hurb
instormdrains
Was going to kill my molestor
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9
Views
532
aufrechtm7
aufrechtm7
L
Morbidly funny video about cbt
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4
Views
152
LoafofBread
L
NameOfAction
A sick, animalistic fear of death
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16
Views
566
sourcherry
sourcherry
R
Don't want to die, think it's best for everyone else (repeat every 3-7 years)
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4
Views
528
ruinofmaking
R
T
Is medication a total no go?
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9
Views
211
charlavail
C
chaewon
Help What recreational drugs can you overdose on?
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4
Views
113
msds
msds
existentiallinguine
Debating just doing it tonight
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6
Views
430
existentiallinguine
existentiallinguine
lilb0wpeep
Venting I’ve (secretly)tried to ctb 4 times over the past 4 days
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3
Views
309
chaewon
chaewon
Natbee
Completely deflated and broken by the system
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5
Views
428
playtheworld1
playtheworld1
nitrogenous
Chance of SN being seized at customs after police seized my SN in Australia?
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3
Views
257
playtheworld1
playtheworld1
K
  • Question
What went wrong in my attempt?
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2
Views
560
FaultyCepheus
FaultyCepheus
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