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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Help So you can't ask how to increase in intensity here?
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1
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87
Jadeith
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V
Discussion Anyone here an anti-natalist (against reproduction)? And why?
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47
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1K
Redleaf1992
Redleaf1992
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What do you get out of suicide?
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17
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329
lament.
lament.
Vombie12
Discussion SH for "fun"
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6
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129
Vombie12
Vombie12
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Searching for b&m amazon supplier
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4
Views
153
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
adventures
Venting how do i get over losing the love of my life
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10
Views
620
cursedcassettes
C
The Great Below
Maybe I won't but maybe I will
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1
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131
cursedcassettes
C
The Great Below
The thought never goes away
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2
Views
169
cursedcassettes
C
waitingroom
Venting anxiety about not self-harmimg
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1
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52
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
angel164
Discussion what do you blame for your choice to CTB
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69
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3K
TimeTraveling4
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darksoul999
My Last Week Alive (Glad it will be over soon!)
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18
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491
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
hihi2027
  • Question
Help So, how are they going to identify the body?
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8
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192
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
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Can clonazepam be used instead of Oxazepam in SN Attempt? Any one?
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1
Views
59
TimeTraveling4
T
4
Venting I want to write letters but god I can't bring myself to write them
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13
Views
378
cursedcassettes
C
endlesschatter
In general why does depression occurs?
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2
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197
TimeTraveling4
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No-name
Is there still a N source South america
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6
Views
458
xx10x
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NoWayOut_
Help How high should the jump from a bridge be from to guarantee death?
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13
Views
297
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
ctb_warrior
Venting In the end it doesn't even matters
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5
Views
499
cursedcassettes
C
bloodyend
Story No reason to continue after relationship ended
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5
Views
398
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
goodbad&ugly777
Discussion Running away?
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8
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202
LilGhost
LilGhost
LastBusStop
  • Question
who are you living for?
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25
Views
618
cursedcassettes
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Comaa
DISCLAIMER — DO NOT use paracetamol as a CTB method
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3
Views
276
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
PersonBeforeLife
Discussion The Logic of Despair: Why We Must Address "Circumstance-Caused Suicidality"
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20
Views
429
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
MonkeyButter
Help Sourcing Sodium Nitrite
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19
Views
313
MonkeyButter
MonkeyButter
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Method What about nicotine OD?
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16
Views
720
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
Thisiscertainlyause
Venting Back to wanting to CTB
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2
Views
186
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
N
  • Question
Help Requirements to qualify for VAD
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27
Views
882
gardenhouse
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sifp
Help Other benzos in sn protocol
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1
Views
88
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
Spite
Venting Is this really it? Working a 9-to-5, paying bills, and struggling to survive?
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29
Views
476
PeaceSeeker83
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peekychu
Venting Feeling disconnected from my plans and urges
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2
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102
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
Moroze
Help How to have the courage to die
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3
Views
140
dearlydeparted44
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randomguy412
Help How to buy SN on MIC
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5
Views
400
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
F
How do you deal with loved ones?
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26
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1K
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
darksoul999
Had My Last Therapy Session Today... (PS: Therapy Is a SCAM!)
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4
Views
126
ImpairedLowlife
ImpairedLowlife
WallTermite
Method Commotio cordis?
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2
Views
113
WallTermite
WallTermite
Bootleg Astolfo
I SHALL NOW CLAIM THE TITLE THAT IS MY BIRTHRIGHT
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11
Views
347
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
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Sewy by jumping got the most aura out of any other method
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12
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289
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
3rdworldsadness
I hate that I have dark skin than everyone else and I get discrimination because of it...my problem never ends it's feels suffocating......
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3
Views
225
booplesnoot34
booplesnoot34
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Help Worried about feeling numb when reading all these threads - SN sharing in EU? - destined to die since childhood
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15
Views
839
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
Z
Fear of my family finding out that I'm going to try to kill myself
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3
Views
191
Ramin
Ramin
stupid trans guy
How to know when your sure?
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13
Views
384
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
Riaxd
Venting I cant stop these urges to stab my eye with a screwdriver
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1
Views
194
fishperson
fishperson
hihi2027
Help Should I tell mom I will ctb?
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21
Views
800
cursedcassettes
C
kult
Venting I don't want to die alone
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8
Views
238
Somewhat Suicidal
Somewhat Suicidal
A
Story I think im really gonna do it
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2
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86
Archie2222
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B
Help Is DSL gone for good?
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13
Views
339
babyneo1
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h4ppyhypoxia
living in limbo - any suggestions?
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1
Views
191
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
LastLoveLetter
Loneliness Megathread
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322
Views
53K
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
C
I have zero reason to live but I lack the courage to die
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23
Views
877
cursedcassettes
C
schizoidoll
Help Might order KN
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0
Views
68
schizoidoll
schizoidoll
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