kult
New Member
- Sep 9, 2026
- 4
I want to ctb but I'm afraid of dying alone, I've always felt alone and out of place, and I'd feel so pathetic if i was alone even in my dying moments. I wish there was somebody out there who's just as unstable as me but everybody is so sensitive, and I can never find anybody who views death the way I view it. Everybody wants to grow old with somebody they love but I want to die young with somebody that I love. A suicide pact is the most romantic thing that any 2 people can do, anybody can grow old with another person but nobody would ctb with somebody unless they truly love them. Dying together is the ultimate show of love, but nobody ever wants to do it.