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kult

kult

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Sep 9, 2026
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I want to ctb but I'm afraid of dying alone, I've always felt alone and out of place, and I'd feel so pathetic if i was alone even in my dying moments. I wish there was somebody out there who's just as unstable as me but everybody is so sensitive, and I can never find anybody who views death the way I view it. Everybody wants to grow old with somebody they love but I want to die young with somebody that I love. A suicide pact is the most romantic thing that any 2 people can do, anybody can grow old with another person but nobody would ctb with somebody unless they truly love them. Dying together is the ultimate show of love, but nobody ever wants to do it.
 
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caotic_realm

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Jun 25, 2026
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I share your sentiment; I also think that if life were to offer me a wonderful romantic relationship that would eventually come to an end—and death could be one of those moments—I would choose to die with someone by my side, someone who felt something for me and shared that same desire to die.
 
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desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
35
I've dreamed of dying hand-in-hand with someone like-minded for years. It seems so intimate, sharing your last breaths with another person. Dying in each other's arms and finding eternal peace- is there anything more romantic?
 
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kult

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Sep 9, 2026
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I've dreamed of dying hand-in-hand with someone like-minded for years. It seems so intimate, sharing your last breaths with another person. Dying in each other's arms and finding eternal peace- is there anything more romantic?
Exactly! There is no bigger sentiment of love than dying in the arms of the person you love, I really don't understand how anyone can think otherwise (๑﹏๑)
 
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desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
35
Exactly! There is no bigger sentiment of love than dying in the arms of the person you love, I really don't understand how anyone can think otherwise (๑﹏๑)
I know... hopefully one day we can both achieve a peaceful double-suicide with the loves of our lives. It never hurts to dream, right? (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
 
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kult

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Sep 9, 2026
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I know... hopefully one day we can both achieve a peaceful double-suicide with the loves of our lives. It never hurts to dream, right? (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
Yep! ദ്ദി(◝ ⩊ ◜ ).ᐟ
 
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