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Would you pay $1,000 for Nembutal?


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Serena 2026

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I want to create this thread as an indicator of how much people are willing to pay for Nembutal. Perhaps some veterinarian will come across this thread and consider the potential income from running an underground business selling Nembutal.

I would like to point out that the market price of a generic Halatal, for two bottles (equivalent to 13 grams of pentobarbital), is around $50. Therefore, personally, I consider $1,000 for two bottles to be a reasonable price, especially considering the rates charged by the previous seller, D (Alejandro Vasquez), who charged between $500 and $1,000 for this service.
Just to give you a more up-to-date idea of the price, I bought the liquid version of N (Halatal) in Peru in March 2026, 4 bottles of 50 ml (total 13 grams)....

PRICE:

50 ml of nitrogen in Peru = 69 Soles = US$0.30 x 69 = 20.7 x 4 = 82.8 dollars in total at the normal price. Let's say you offer more than double, like 300 or 400 dollars, they would easily accept, because it's a country with a difficult economic situation, it's easier to try to bribe (I'm not saying everyone would accept, maybe you were just lucky). 🤷🏻‍♀️
just the feeling that something prescribed for intravenous ingestion may not go well with the stomach if consumed orally.
That makes sense... I researched everything during these months of searching, except for that detail. I'll look into it, and thank you for the warning... well, but now that I've gone through so much to buy my N, I'll have to take it and endure the consequences... I hope I don't suffer!! 🤞🥹
 
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Just to give you a more up-to-date idea of the price, I bought the liquid version of N (Halatal) in Peru in March 2026, 4 bottles of 50 ml (total 13 grams)....

PRICE:

50 ml of nitrogen in Peru = 69 Soles = US$0.30 x 69 = 20.7 x 4 = 82.8 dollars in total at the normal price. Let's say you offer more than double, like 300 or 400 dollars, they would easily accept, because it's a country with a difficult economic situation, it's easier to try to bribe (I'm not saying everyone would accept, maybe you were just lucky). 🤷🏻‍♀️

That makes sense... I researched everything during these months of searching, except for that detail. I'll look into it, and thank you for the warning... well, but now that I've gone through so much to buy my N, I'll have to take it and endure the consequences... I hope I don't suffer!! 🤞🥹
Omg !! You bought Halatal ?? Awesome !!
 
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Damn, that's cheap. 😲

I would definitely max out my credit card or spend basically any amount up to 10k € / $ if I was serious. What use is money when I'm dead and I have no one who could inherit my money anyways (or let's say no one who needs it).
 
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I would literally spend my entire life savings on Nembutal lol
 
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Just to give you a more up-to-date idea of the price, I bought the liquid version of N (Halatal) in Peru in March 2026, 4 bottles of 50 ml (total 13 grams)....

PRICE:

50 ml of nitrogen in Peru = 69 Soles = US$0.30 x 69 = 20.7 x 4 = 82.8 dollars in total at the normal price. Let's say you offer more than double, like 300 or 400 dollars, they would easily accept, because it's a country with a difficult economic situation, it's easier to try to bribe (I'm not saying everyone would accept, maybe you were just lucky). 🤷🏻‍♀️

That makes sense... I researched everything during these months of searching, except for that detail. I'll look into it, and thank you for the warning... well, but now that I've gone through so much to buy my N, I'll have to take it and endure the consequences... I hope I don't suffer!! 🤞🥹

Did you actually travel there in order to do this and brought it back home to wherever else or do you just happen to live near there (if you wanna say)?
 
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I caught a flight and off I went! 🙂🌎🛩
And no problems bringing it through customs etc? I have no idea if its suspicious or can be easily hidden looking like any other kind of meds one might be able to have legally...
 
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And no problems bringing it through customs etc? I have no idea if its suspicious or can be easily hidden looking like any other kind of meds one might be able to have legally...
You definitely need to take some precautions!
 
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I can go up to $5k

Moreover, the Peru one(halatal) is meant for intravenous ingestion. Oral consumption may not go so smoothly I guess.
For those who asked if an injectable solution of N would have the same effectiveness as an oral one, I researched it and yes, CTB (cardiotocography) happens in the same way, only the time to death changes...
Ingesting pentobarbital (drinking the medication) produces systemic effects similar to those of an injection, but with a slower onset of action due to gastrointestinal absorption. However, because it is a high-potency barbiturate, oral ingestion carries a very high risk of severe toxicity, coma, and fatal respiratory arrest, varying according to the dose consumed.
Regardless of the route of administration, high or inappropriate doses of pentobarbital cause profound depression of the Central Nervous System (CNS), leading to death. 🍀🍀🍀
 
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an injectable solution of N would have the same effectiveness as an oral one, I researched it and yes, CTB (cardiotocography) happens in the same way, only the time to death changes...
Ingesting pentobarbital (drinking the medication) produces systemic effects similar to those of an injection, but with a slower onset of action due to gastrointestinal absorption.
Pretty damn sure the dosage needed is just lower intravenously than ingested, like with everything else?!
Would be the first substance I ever heard of that wasn't more potent this way due to a certain amount of loss occurring when you ingest or consume nasally...
 
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Pretty damn sure the dosage needed is just lower intravenously than ingested, like with everything else?!
Would be the first substance I ever heard of that wasn't more potent this way due to a certain amount of loss occurring when you ingest or consume nasally...
You're right, and what you said makes sense... anything injected into a vein acts faster, and the dosage is likely smaller. The information I shared came from Google 🤭, but I hope that even though it takes 15 to 30 minutes (compared to 1 to 3 minutes for an IV injection), I'll still manage to die!!🤷🏻‍♀️🤞
 
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Listen, if you give it to me straight to my veins I'm giving you my life savings. Cash.
 
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You're right, and what you said makes sense... anything injected into a vein acts faster, and the dosage is likely smaller. The information I shared came from Google 🤭 , but I hope that even though it takes 15 to 30 minutes (compared to 1 to 3 minutes for an IV injection)
I know this for ketamine: 150 mg S-ketamine appoximately is needed nasally to put you into the K-hole, while only around 100 mg intramuscular and only 50 intravenously. Also the high comes a lot quicker as you said.
I only have personally tested the first and the latter. A friend of mine used to work in emergency services and could steal the ampoules that contained 50 mg

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, I'll still manage to die!!🤷🏻‍♀️🤞
While in generally I hope you don't I still wish you all the best no matter what you end up deciding to do. I'm a bit envious of you having the possibility to end it painless whenever you want. I want that too, but it seems impossible. I couldn't even get myself to make a journey like this in order to obtain the stuff at the moment, I just feel way too weak and anxious to do something like that. I would even rather just break in a vet clinic I guess, but the same thing applies to that...
But in case I ever do and you're still around I will definitely ask you about how it's done via PM.
 
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I know this for ketamine: 150 mg S-ketamine appoximately is needed nasally to put you into the K-hole, while only around 100 mg intramuscular and only 50 intravenously. Also the high comes a lot quicker as you said.
I only have personally tested the first and the latter. A friend of mine used to work in emergency services and could steal the ampoules that contained 50 mg

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While in generally I hope you don't I still wish you all the best no matter what you end up deciding to do. I'm a bit envious of you having the possibility to end it painless whenever you want. I want that too, but it seems impossible. I couldn't even get myself to make a journey like this in order to obtain the stuff at the moment, I just feel way too weak and anxious to do something like that. I would even rather just break in a vet clinic I guess, but the same thing applies to that...
But in case I ever do and you're still around I will definitely ask you about how it's done via PM.
I only have one month left here... looking forward to leaving!! 🙌🫂
500$ its all i got
To buy N, that is more than enough; however, there are other expenses—airfare, hotel, taxis, and meals—so I think you'll need a bit more! 🤷🏻‍♀️🫤
 
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I only have one month left here... looking forward to leaving!! 🙌🫂

To buy N, that is more than enough; however, there are other expenses—airfare, hotel, taxis, and meals—so I think you'll need a bit more! 🤷🏻‍♀️🫤
I thought they stopped selling it in peru according to you guys
 
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I thought they stopped selling it in peru according to you guys
Well, up until March of this year, they were available at many veterinary clinics—it's impossible for them to have run out so quickly! 🤷🏻‍♀️🙄
 
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Well, up until March of this year, they were available at many veterinary clinics—it's impossible for them to have run out so quickly! 🤷🏻‍♀️🙄
so its still at the the places it say in the pph book? the green store connected to the police station? or close around there? im seriously considering it... my brain is so messed up from a overdose on benzos and alcohol im seeing tracers of lights on the wall and im suffering pretty bad
 
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I only have one month left here... looking forward to leaving!! 🙌🫂
Okay, that doesn't fit my timeframe really (I don't even have a timeframe right now, but currently I'm looking forward to try some treatment I didn't yet).
In case you happen to write it up for the other person that asked and it's no hustle I would kindly ask to forward that same message you answer them to myself, too

In any case, all the best and I hope you find the peace or whatever else you are looking for. :heart:
 
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so its still at the the places it say in the pph book? the green store connected to the police station? or close around there? im seriously considering it... my brain is so messed up from a overdose on benzos and alcohol im seeing tracers of lights on the wall and im suffering pretty bad
I never checked out the places mentioned in the PPH, so I wouldn't know... there are locations in several cities—the best-known ones being Lima and Cusco—but unfortunately, I can't say where I bought mine; I wouldn't do that to the vet who was so kind to me!!
I am so sorry for what you are going through—I know all too well the sadness of it—but I hope you find your peace as well!! 🙋🏻‍♀️🫂🤞🍀
 
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